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The more time you putt into these practice the faster you awaken. I dont think 20 min meditation and 30 min self-inquiry is enough to produce any result. You should at least do 1 hour mediation and self-inquiry. You also should do at least a week solo retreat once a year. The more time you spend on each pratice the faster you awaken. zen-masters that awaken spend at least servel hours each day for years before they awaken.

Leo said that becoming conscious that the now is eternal will require a lot of practice, but i have manage to become conscious of this eternal now or i at least think. This not something i just believe, i'm actually conscious of the eternal now right now. If i think of yesterday that memory is happening in the now so there the duality bettwen the present and the past breaks down. Leo said that the absolute is right here and there is no where to go. I'm also conscious of this too. Althought all the forms changes im conscious of a thing that exist there all the time, but it's completely empty. This constant is nothing. Time dosent make any sense for me anymore. I actually looked at a video that explains what time is. I'm really sceptical now becuse i cant have become conscious of this with only a half year with self inqiry and meditation. Maybe i'm just scratching the surface. Am i just deluding my self here?

More powerful then 5 Meo-DMT?

@Leo Gura Is it also possible to just use 5-Meo-DMT and ignore the other psychedelics or is that a bad idea?

what is so special about this substance?

I self inquired into my true nature for 50 minutes, with a silent mind. My intuition then told me to look at my feet and close my eyes and opened them again many times. After some few minutes with looking at my feet suddenly I realized that there were no one looking at my feet. Then i got overwhelmed by this emptiness all over me. My heart began to beat like crazy and it felt like dying. This was also my first panic attack. I failed to surrender to the emptiness unfortunately. I just ran away from the emptiness and watched youtube videos to calm my self down. This was my first enlightenment experience.

I know at least were to go when i want some pilocybin

let us say i have done a 3 dayes solo retreats and then my next solo retreat i just go straight for a 30 days solo retreat, with using pure self discipline. I just ignore my emotions and my monkey mind and keep going. Will this lead to a really strong ego backlash so strong ego backlash, that it will just knock me right off my spirtual journey permanently? Or will i just become so depressed that i will considere suicide? Do self discipline have limits or can i push it endless? Maybe i should try this out and see what happens. Maybe i will just go from 3 days solo retreat to 30 days and see how far i can push it.

unfortunately these scientist are getting lost in the math.

when quantum physics debunks materialism

I only feel this in my spine when i do self inquiry and something scares me, but i don't know if it is energy or if it just a tingling sensation. For me it usually starts from my butt and then this energy or whatever that thing is it goes through my spine to my head. Although i don't know if i can will it.

I read about people on this forum have had a nondual experience and realized god on weed. I just wonder how do you guys get these nondual experiences on weed? Do i need to take a higher dose of weed to realize god or do i need to meditate and self inquiry while i'm on weed.

Yes i am a newbia at this marijuna. I have only somked some few weeks ago for the first time

I have taken hashish. According to wikipedia hashish has the same effects as cannabis. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hashish

What type of substances?

Here is a better question, can anmials attain enlightenment?

@Leo Gura have you become conscious of past life times yet? Have you become conscious other heads of the hydra?

Maybe you should seek professional help. A good psychology might help you. You could also try shamanic breathing. I hear it is pretty good and can heal a lot of your inner deamons.

Do the do nothing technique. That one is much easier then to try to do something like to detach from your thoughts.

your right about that lying down meditation is much easier and less painful. The only problem with lying down is that it is much easier to fall asleep.

I just wonder is fearlessness an good strength to have while you take 5 meo dmt. If your fearless you wont fear the truth even if it will kill you and mindfuck you.

I just wonder can i use LSD+Meditation technique to get these high state of samadhi?

which psychedelic should i take?

These deep spiritual questions like why is there something rather then nothing, or what is reality, or questions about god. Can i answer these questions intellectual or do i need a mystical experience to answer these questions? Is it a waste of time to ask these questions when I'm not in a mystical experience? Sorry if my english is bad

Would not you just replace porn with a girlfriend. Insted of looking at porn you will rather then look at your girlfriend.