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  1. @phllip103 I dont know if i feel my self sitting there when i let go of control. I have the i thoughts still present even if i do the do nothing technique. I can sometimes let so go that my thoughts go sillent and my ego dies. why did you wonder?
  2. @phllip103 I do sometimes feel intention trying to be aware, but i do try my best to let go of control.
  3. Sometimes I'm unconscious so I'm not aware of my thoughts, but most of the time I'm aware of my thoughts.
  4. Yesterday i watched a movie at a movie theater. When the lights go out and the movie is the only thing i see, my heart began to beat and my self begins to die. I had this experience some few times during the movie. My mind was pretty quiet so i did not have the voices telling me that i'm behind the eyes somewhere. When i was looking at the movie i literally that i became the movie, i was not separate from the movie. I merged with the movie in some few seconds before i was back in duality. I just wanted to share this, maybe movie theater is not a bad place to do some self inquiry. This has happend to me two times now at a movie theater ever since i started this enlightenment work. What do you guys think?
  5. @Aaron p Dose the truth scare you? Are you depressed of the non-existence or the no self? Did the negativ emotions and the anxiety come the more spiritual work you do?
  6. First time i had the same glimpse of non existing or the no-self i just freaked out. I had trouble sleeping the first night and i was not able to focus on my work next day. I could not accept my non-existing the first time i realised it. You have to accept that you don't exist, just surrender to it. Im at least now getting better at surrendering my self to the fact that i don't exist.
  7. My first enlightenment experience was when i became conscious of the no self, the emptiness. I got a real clear glimpse of the emptiness some few seconds before i freaked out. I was basically dead that smal period of time. Some few more months latter i became conscious that i am omnipresent. My self expended into everything. There was no emptiness involved in this experience. After these two enlightenment glimpse or experience i got really confused. Am i everything/ominpresent or am i the emptiness? What is the difference?
  8. @Highest you should go and try to attain no-mind state which is way harder then becoming conscious that your an illusion and that your God.
  9. Just trowing a suggestion here. My suggestion is to just love getting your reality fucked up and look at it something positive. Leo loves getting his reality fucked up.
  10. ops wrong post just ignore what i wrote there
  11. Maybe you need to build emotional mastery Another suggestion is to just love getting your reality fucked up and look at it something positive. Leo loves getting his reality fucked up
  12. Can i attain enlightenment reading this text? Leo said that it is possible to attain enlightenment through reading some high quality spiritual text. Can this text point me to the ox?
  13. @Markus Is the truth sommthing else then oneness and emptiness? Isn't enlightenment the truth of no self and absolute infinity?
  14. I don't know why, but i was a bit disappointed in the experience of omnipresent it was not as mind-blowing and amazing as i thought. The emptiness was way more scary, but also amazing and just mind blowing. I literally feelt immortal in this emptiness. I might need a deeper omnipresent experience before it will blow me away.
  15. What do you guys think about doing a whole year just meditating and doing spiritual techniques? I think this can be one of the fastet way to attain enlightenment. Getting some few enlightenment experience is not really that hard, but to attain no mind state is way more challenging. I'm not sure, but i think one year solo reatreat is more then enought to attain no-mind state. I have been thinking about this a while now. I really just want to attain enlightenment fast so i can live the rest of my life in this enlightenment state of consciousness.
  16. Dont go too far that they will beat you or worst kill you so be careful how far you test people's boundaries
  17. Do you guys think a one year solo retreat would be too go to fast and have a much stronger ego backlash if i do this? Do you think this could drive me insane if i just meditate 24/7 for a whole year?
  18. @outlandish i'm not saying i will do it now and no i have not completed 1 week solo retreat but it is coming. I have faith i will one day be able to do a one year solo retreat
  19. I use similar technique and i find it pretty effective. I have even gotten glimpse of the ox, although i don't know how much i glimpse. I probably just glimpse a singel hair of the ox's tail.
  20. @SriBhagwanYogi stay away from capitalism, too much left brain and science...
  21. This is a question i have wondered for quite a time now. Some people spend 50 years chasing enlightenment and they dont achive it. While some people acchive enlightenment not knowing anything about it, just one day it just hit them out of nowhere. For example Eckhart tolle attain one of the deepest enlightenment. It just happend to him one night. He had no idea what happend to him before he looked it up. He went from stage 1 in the oxherding pictures to picture 5 or 6. Do anyone have a answer to why some people attain enlightenment faster then other people?
  22. They thing your trying to say with the black hole makes logical sense, but i haven't understood it. If i truly understood it i would probably be enlightened by now.