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@Leo Gura I died once in an enlightenment experience i had. I know what death feels like so now i look forward to my death in self inquiry. I'm ready to die.

I dont understand how game of thrones can help me with self inquiry. Arya Stark is not there to find out what her true nature is, she is just telling him about where she came from.

What about questions like what is My life purpose or what is science and society. I dont think enlightenment answer these questions. There are many more questions enlightened people might have about the world that they dont know the answer to.

Are you dead yet or is your ego stil alive?

My first enlightenment experience came when i was sitting out in my garden late at night. I was sitting there with a sillent mind and laser focus. From that day on i have decided to do my self inquiry at night time.

Dont tell me that Nootropics has the same legal system as psychedelic. Are nootropics more available then psychedelic?

It sounds dangerous to combine two subtence. You maybe need to at least start with smal dose in both Ayahuasca and 5-MeO.

Do you think i can have a mystical experience with listening to this audio?

To be honest i would chose the blue pill

I have been doing a lot of self inqiry lately and just detaching from my experience. I notice that all of my experience is changing and that is not me, but i'm also aware that i'm still pressent there even if the experience is changing. This I is not really there, but im aware of it. This I is just completely formless, empty. Am i just bullshiting my self here or am i onto to something here. What if this is just a feeling that the true self is aware of. I dosent really feel like feeling tho because it is not a normal feeling it is not really there either. It is really hard to explain. If anyone have gone pretty far on this path to enlightenment, can someone tell me if im just deluded here and i'm just bullshiting here and i need to keep looking

Exactly i can't put my finger on it and yes it seems tiless. Im sorry, but i don't know what it mean and what it is.

I have not read it, but i wil definitely check it out

Hunt for rabbit or go and fish. You can go to nearby shop and get food to survive Start a fire You can pee outside and poop outside where people dont see you. You can use grass to take away the poop in you butt

Almost? So you mean you have still have control, but everything else is not you that is in control of the now.

Don`t you want to be god? You want to stay as a little ant? As a little devil ant. God is everything and you want to stay finite.

When i hear about enlightenment, god and paranormal abilities i don't know what is bulshit and real any more. This is world is very magical and mystic so maybe past life experienced is not as crazy any more. Perhaps even dragons exist out there to.

Right now i'm too young to take psychedelic durgs. I just wonder as the more i do meditation, self inquiry, other spirtual pratice and becoming more conscious of god will my psychedelic trips become deeper? I cant take psychedelic before 2 years so i will be able to grow a lot the next 2 years.

@Leo Gura wil even my first 5 meo dmt become ultra deep like yours?

The only problem for me is that whenever i try to ask who is aware of my visual field my mind saids it is a sensation in my eyes. When i ask who is aware of that again my mind says now it is the sensation in the back of my head. When i then ask who is aware of that again my mind says it is my chest. Then i ask who is aware of that again and my mind this time says it is the I thought that is aware. Finally ask my self who is aware of that again then it goes full circleI, back to my eyes again. I'm going on an endless chase on who is aware. I'm sorry for my english is bad.

I think is better to do it 1 hour in stead of mediating 30 min twice a day. Once your meditation gets into the 40-60 minutes your meditation gets much deeper. For me personally in the 40-60 minutes my mind is much more silent and i can even have some non-dual experience, but its only happened to me two times.

Follow the thing that is aware of your thoughts, body and your visual field. Find the perceiver. It is important you have a silent mind to do it effectively.

I think this happens when you get to the 6, 7 and 8 oxherding pictures, but it might happen much early.

I have been trying to find out how to comunicate non duality to my friends and my family, but i dont know how. They are asking me questions that i dont know how to answer. I cant just say you dont exist and that i'm literally my own family. I cant speak to them about the emptiness. They will just not be able to listen to me. Non-duality is difficult to comunicate to other people. I have tried to comunicate this to my family, but they just say it is theory and just philosophy. My family just drag me down. They wont let me just do a 30 dayes retreat without a reason. So how do i comunicate this to my family and my friends?

@nistake Should i lie? Should i just come up with a story behind this spiritual journey that will not trigger their ego?