ActualizedDavid

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  1. it was a stupid question ! sorry <3
  2. psychedelics in the next 12 mounts for sure ! ? You know, i may Do this. Really Thanks
  3. Do you have any experience with that? I get your point, but why not get lost in some other dimensions and talk with alien's. Is like getting lost and chasing girls. I may wanna get lost and learn pickup this year. For no apparent reason just for "me" When i study this i can not be as mindfull , i see that , i start searching for meening. //////////// Anyway is all bullshit, but i will like to have sex tonight. And enjoy my meal. Or Maybe go live in a cave. I understand that that's the base line of still remaining a living organism. The basic stuff. You are right, but we are not supposed to dig into this bullshit?
  4. Oh , Thank you ! That's a good list. Thank you !
  5. Remake your old vids with the new understanding that you have today. You will have more subjects to cover that results more videos. And the older vids are somewhat easier to cover. So less time i think. ?
  6. What other tipe of yoga do you recommend? I do not have kriya yoga in my city. ? hmm . That's interesting. I do this 2-3 night's a week for sometime. But i see no difference.... Are they showing any improvement in your life ? This is the plan ? //// Thank you !!!!!!
  7. https://youtu.be/18i-USqaLm0 What is the song referring to ? High noon oh I'd sell my soul for water Nine years worth of breaking my back There's no sun in the shadow of the wizard See how he glides why he's lighter than air Oh I see his face Where is your star? Is it far, is it far, is it far? When do we leave? I believe, yes, I believe In the heat and the rain With the whips and chains To see him fly So many die We built a tower of stone With our flesh and bone Just to see him fly But don't know why Now where do we go? Hot wind moving fast across the desert We feel that our time has arrived The world spins while we put his dream together A tower of stone to take him straight to the sky Oh I see his face Where is your star? Is it far, is it far, far? When do we leave? Hey, I believe, I believe In the heat and the rain With the whips and chains Just to see him fly Too many die We built a tower of stone With our flesh and bone To see him fly But we don't know why Oh now where do we go? All eyes see the figure of the wizard As he climbs to the top of the world No sound as he falls instead of rising Time standing still then there's blood on the sand Oh I see his face Where was your star? Was it far, was it far? When did we leave? We believed, we believed, we believed In heat and rain With the whips and chains To see him fly So many died We built a tower of stone With our flesh and bone To see him fly But why In all the rain With all the chains Did so many die Just to see him fly Look at my flesh and bone Now look, look, look, look, look at his tower of stone I see a rainbow rising Look there on the horizon And I'm coming home, I'm coming home, I'm coming home Time is standing still He give back my will Oh, oh, oh, oh Going home, I'm going home My eyes are bleeding And my heart is lead ahead The place I've known But it's not home Take me back He give me back my will Oh, oh, oh, oh Going home, I'm going home My eyes are bleeding And my heart is lead ahead The place I've known But it's not home Take me back Take me back Back to my home Oh, oh, oh Time's standing still
  8. Lol, he is stable as a rock.
  9. I'm happy that my post inspired you ! ??
  10. Lol so in the last year when i talked with my mother she tell me all the time the the thoughts ruin your life . She tells me that you do not need to think to much , just act . Fuck the cars , houses , all the money . You will have them. Today she told me that "life is relative Not matematical how you make it in your head" you do not know whatt is going to come so just life in the moment. She told me also that "you son need to look at the flower in the street and enjoy the flower" that's life. Yeah you will need to make money but who doesn't ? She told me that she used to be depressed and hate life , until she got nuts and now she doesn't care about anything. We make jokes together and Lough . She is very energetic and wants to explore life. To travel, meet people. She never read any books on anything , she is a nurse in a hospital and she tell me that she is the one that brings joy in the work place , she makes jokes . She goes to party's with friends and has fun. "Why not?" She tells me. I do not live with my mom, she works in other country but i think my mom is kind awake without knowing it. I love you mother !!! ❤️❤️
  11. @kieranperez Yes , of course !! ? @pluto You'r the man !! @Nahm Thank you Nahm ! YOU TOO ! And Keep working for your dreams !
  12. @pluto this is so beautiful ! Thank you !
  13. Yeah Aakash , but i'm just curious about this body and this ego. What's your ideea on the body, evil and the ego? Not that is all an illusion , i looking for meening yes, i'm trying to understand why is there a body, evil and the ego. What are your thoughts on this?
  14. We are evolving .... We are all one yes , all made of love and all perfect as it should be but we are evolving one by one as soul or i do not know vasels of co councesness , like little kids , even tho is beeing just alright but this thing is evolving not just here . everywhere in existence , that's it i think . Why is evil ?i do not understand......you can say that people are disconnectd from god but that is not a good answer, or that is for contrast so we can know good , icmean why is realtive evil ?why are there people that kill,rape ? Maybe they do this to evolve ? To learn ? This i do not really understand What is this body ? I mean is kinda strange this body , i fell like this body is a tool for god to create ... I look at this body and is interesting how i can move it , yeahh Why is there an ego? I mean is like a mask a cover, but is it here ? I mean if i'm selfish and i'm , why ego ? Because is infinite ? It may be .I do not know , maybe is for interpreting reality? If no ego no interpretation ? Why survive? I this this is it . To evolve , one by one , as god , as me , with my ego still here to interpret and my body here to act . But in loveee , i mean in love one by one , i mean we need to care for each other and i say this and i will still act tomorrow or in the next days like a selfish man. But right now that's how i fell. I love this forum and is not a distraction because i do not have any friends to talk about stuff like this. And you here , anyware you are , i like seeing your comments and how you argue about things , is funny , and i really thank leo and nahm cetus , the moderators and all the people that hold this community together for creating and continue to create. Maybe tomorrow i will not be so nice when i will add comments and talk with you here , but you know , i'm me.
  15. Yo bro, My mom is the most amazing ! Yes i do !!? It's great , really . She is the only one that supports me unconditionally !! I will , thank you !!! ❤️ ///// Love your parents, love yourself !!
  16. She told me that she likes this song one day