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You tell me. Why do girls go for crazy, dangerous, toxic 'bad bois'? I guarantee you he could not fuck her as good as I. And I would not send her pics of guns, or kidnap her late at night and take her to an isolated house in the middle of the woods.. I mean, the stuff I heard yesterday... The fuck is up with these girls? Does this kind of shit really turn them on? Like we get turned on by titties n ass? Haha. Crazy people.

@Preety_India No worries. Kisskiss

@soos_mite_ah No, Serbian Beauty is a girl I met before. She's 23.

@Roy I had a few thoughts about that earlier today. And yeah, I feel you. Though I think it's all just hype and drama... but you never know. Plenty of crazy people out there. Little dude would be the first target in that case lol. The poor guy is running around for her all day long. Pretty much every day. No wonder his turning blue lol. I'd not consider anything outside of my bedroom with this girl... so yeah, there's little to no chance anyone would know... But even then, I might reconsider things. Thanks.

Little dude and Serbian Beauty were here, again. They just left my place. I think I understand now why I'm so attracted to her... it's because our pain bodies resonate. If that makes any sense. Besides the fact that she's ridiculously hot, of course. I found out that she too recently exited a fucked up relationship. Except that hers lasted 8 years. And it was with some kind of a mafia leader dude. She's receiving threats with pictures of guns n shit. So yeah... fuck that. But my point is; she has been through some shit. She has been hurt. She knows how a true heartbreak feels like. I can sense it. And basically, that's why we connect so deeply and intimately through these heavy, heartfelt songs. The two of us basically sang the whole time. Little dude was more in the background today. He's bummed out because his friendzone cage is getting crazy tight... but that's a whole new topic. Here's the thing. Energetically; she and I would be an insane cocktail of sheer passion. Sex would be bonkers, I imagine. We could even fall deeply in love. A love like that can do great things. But, ultimately, it would not work. We have our differences and those are big enough to break us apart. And not to be a dick, but clearly, her lips are still poisoned. She is not exactly ready for a healthy relationship. My thoughts. What I would be very, very down for, with this girl... is a short, intense, hot, wild adventure. Like, anywhere from 1 to 3 months. And who knows, maybe we could even stay friends and hang out here and there, afterwards. She seems like a chill, laid back chick. I think it could work. But she's definitely not used to healthy dating. All I hear of so far is toxic as fuck. So I'm not sure how to go about this, really. So far, I'm not making any real moves in her direction. Just generally enjoying myself. Friendly vibes. Where things get intimate and maybe even a bit romantic/sexual, is when we sing together...

Stop loss moved right bellow my entry. Now it's a risk-free trade.

Absolutely beautiful trade. Very nice profit, already. But I'm going to hold a bit longer. I think I can easily double it.

I might do a scalping session one of these days. I have the time for it now. It's high frequency trading. A series of precise, fast in and out trades. Timing is crucial here. Also; focus. Flow. Clarity. It can easily end up being a disaster. In one session; one can easily open up to 50 trades, or more. The goal here is, not to leave anything on the market, when it's on the move. When you are playing higher time frames, you are basically watching the price oscillate around your entry, for quite some time. All those little moves, pauses, consolidations... those are all transactions. All pips. All money. And if you know what you're doing, it's all yours to take. I think it would be very fun and beneficial to document a scalping session here, in real time.

Already in nice profit. It was a flawless entry. It's tempting to exit the trade already, but I know I can ear much more if I stay in longer.

Trade opened on Monday, 03:31AM. ATR: 25.37 Chart: Daily

Switching to 1, 5 and 15 minutes charts, for that perfect, sterile entry. Though I'm mainly aiming for the daily here.

Holy shit man! Absolutely massive dip, right at the opening of the market! I cannot believe my eyes. This kinda stuff does not happen often. Price already pulled back, more than half. But this is a sell, no doubt about it. I'm entering during price correction. Waiting for it to go a few more pips higher.

This is epic sex, too! Similar vibes like Muse.

This one always reminds me of one of my ex's... The one I mentioned a few pages ago. Rocking that same hairstyle as Kimber from Nip/Tuck. She got me into Muse. I believed this was the first song she showed me. God.. we used to fuck so good. What a girl...

Thanks for the 10k+ views guys, btw. That's really awesome. Here's a song that's very close to my heart, in the name of that. I used to listen to it often, while walking the empty streets of Portugal, late at night. Muse is fucking epic. Great memories. She burns like the sun I can't look away She'll burn our horizons Make no mistakes!

On one of those nights, when I was out with these two in that bar... I met a really cool girl-dude. I think she's gay, or bi, or whatever.. and she has access to a lot of goodies. Lsd, mdma, even 5-meo. She seems like she knows what she's doing. She assured me it's all tested and clean. And she can test it in front of me, too. She does not sell crap. So I'm expecting high quality. Of course; I will use all that stuff for spiritual and creative purposes, as well.. but I will sure as hell have some out of this world sex on lsd and mdma, too. Looking forward to that, so, so very much.

Another good sign; she liked my place a lot.

Another thing about Serbian Beauty.. is that we may be a bit too similar. In a sense. And that may or may not kinda trigger us both, in a weird, funny way. It's all so innocent actually, but still, it's a cockblock. I really want to fuck this girl. Can't lie.

Holy shit. U sent me some hot pics in her bikini. Fuck! What a tease! Supposedly, she's coming back on Tuesday, already. She's down for hooking up. Good Lord!

I get this feel that we're both trying to act too cool in front one-another. Like, we're trying to play it chill, like we don't give a fuck.. But in actuality, we're dying to fuck each-other's brains out. Fuck. Now I'm thinking of that tattoo again, and how fucking hot she is... 'Yes Sir'! I must see that fucking thing!

Well that was fucking good. The vibe and the mood was perfect. I got to be a bit more expressive and intimate, and paint a picture of myself. I told a few stories of mine, treated them with fine wine, played good music and rolled nice blunts. Serbian beauty was kinda in the background, the whole time. Occasionally sharing a few of her own thoughts. She was tired and too high already. But, she laughed to my jokes, and payed attention to what I was saying.. so that's a good sign. There was no real sexual tension or anything, very friendly vibes. But I think that's a step in the right direction. All hope might not be lost with this girl. We all agreed to hang out more together. And I imagine they will come over to my place too, more often. The goal is to get her to feel at home here, and then get her to come over by herself one day. She lives very close to me. It totally might happen. But I'm not stressing about anything. I've got U on my mind now, mostly. And also; all the hotties in that bar. All in all; good times.

Little dude and Serbian Beauty are coming over to my place now. She gets to tease me again. Fun.

Čija si

A few words about D. My lovely ex. She was basically texting me to try and set up a date for a phone call. She did not want to go deep over text... but she basically wanted to apologize... She wondered if there is any chance we'd meet sometime in the future.. Oh, D... My dear love... The things we've been through.. It cannot be put into words. I truly hoped one day you'd remember... one day you'd know who you've lost. Who has been by your side all those years... We have been blessed with a gift that many do not even dare to dream of. And we destroyed it. We rejected it. We spit into Love's face. Sadly, now, I cannot believe your words anymore. I cannot see them as genuine and real. There were just so many lies... I trust you understand, baby. I'm pretty sure you have someone by your side. It's understandable. May he take good care of you. May you even find happiness with him. You and I... are just an old story now. Much love. Are you in Or are you out The words are stones In my mouth Hush, little baby Don't you cry Truth comes down Strikes me in the eye Turning season within Brand new nails Across my skin But who am I to imply That I was found Then I, found you in the white To overcome this I become one with The quiet cold of late November If you don't see I'll remain unseen Until there's time to be remembered So I had a green light I was lost in city lights Not so far from a try This is not our last goodbye So I had a green light I was lost in city lights Not so far from a try This is not our last goodbye Are you in Or are you out The words are stones In my mouth (Hush little baby) Don't you cry So I found you Found a way all through The quiet cold of inner darkness Now that you're here It becomes so clear I have waited for you always

@Hulia Dramatic, tragic, but also beautiful. I don't think I'd be into watching it though. Sounds like not my taste.