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Learning Italian should be a walk in the park. I'd say I understand 70-80% of what they're saying. Responding is another story. With that, I'm at 20-30%, I'd say. It's an easy language, it flows nicely. I've got it in my ears already. As of now, I speak 4 languages fluently (Serbian, Slovenian, Hungarian and English) , and 2 so-so (Italian and German). I'd like to master those two, and maybe pick up on Russian, as well. That should be quite easy, too. And it should be very useful in my future endeavors. I like language. It's fun.

@RickyFitts Aww, that's really sweet of you. Thanks!

I spent a lot of time on a beautiful beach today. 8 hours, or so. Loved it. Listened to epic music, drank and ate, walked in slow motion, absorbed a lot of sunlight. I was sensing eyes on me, frequently. There were so many people out. I was observing them too, for a few moments. Fascinating beings. But mainly; I was looking right through reality, the whole time. Staring into the endless nothingness. Lost in the reverberation. Towards the end, I had a wonderful meditation session. A solid hour and a half. I went so deep, I completely forgot where or who I was. Theta waves in my ears, of course. My favorite. Did not sync with a metronome, but I'm guessing the pulse was around 90bpm, since I was breathing pretty deep. A few options for work opened, already. Again I am in a position where I can choose. Being careful not to find myself paralyzed by choice. Taking a step forward tomorrow in regards to that. No rush though. Finding an apartment should be easy, too. It's a big city, there's plenty of options. But first I must secure that job. Some interaction/socialization. I enjoyed it. Looking forward to meeting someone who I could hang out with, soon. I only need one cool person, and they will pull me in and connect me with groups. That's how it always goes, any time I move some place new. Some unexpected money found its way to me, again. Very, very nice. At times I could burst with gratitude. And other times, I just want more. Much, much more. I finally feel worthy of it all. Except when I don't. Good news; regardless of how I feel or what I think... I just keep going. Infinite Will. The Heart started a fire that cannot be extinguished.

THE PHILOSOPHER Do you feel what I feel, see what I see, hear what I hear? There is a line you must draw between your dream world and reality Do you live my life or share the breath I breathe? Lies feed your judgement of others Behold how the blind lead each other The philosopher You know so much about nothing at all Ideas that fall under shadows of theories that stand tall Thoughts that grow narrow upon being verbally released Your mind is not your own What sounds more mentally stimulating is how you make your choice So you preach about how I'm supposed to be Yet you don't know your own sexuality Lies feed your judgement of others Behold how the blind lead each other The philosopher You know so much about nothing at all

He who loves not metal knows not God.

WITHOUT JUDGEMENT Guilty until proven innocent We condemn your soul and fate Never mind the possibilities Too busy for logic or to calculate Take part in a diminishing breed Where complex turns to simplicity When pain is acknowledged Frivolous calculations will be abolished Without judgement, what would we do? We would be forced to look At ourselves emerged in lost time Assuming what may be Without judgement Perception would increase a million times Distracted by the imagination That experiments with ease If you could taste it, it might be addictive Where life will crush those who defy Take part in a diminishing breed Where complex turns to simplicity When pain is acknowledged Frivolous calculations will be abolished Without judgement, what would we do? We would be forced to look At ourselves emerged in lost time Assuming what may be Without judgement Perception would increase a million times

Joyfully at peace. Another super-state.

BLISS Everything about you is how I'd wanna be Your freedom comes naturally Everything about you resonates happiness Now I won't settle for less Give me All the peace and joy in your mind Everything about you pains my envying Your soul can't hate anything Everything about you is so easy to love They're watching you from above Give me All the peace and joy in your mind I want the peace and joy in your mind Give me the peace and joy in your mind Everything about you resonates happiness Now I won't settle for less Give me all the peace and joy in your mind I want the peace and joy in your mind Give me the peace and joy in your mind

@Hulia That's very awesome. I wish my mother gave a fuck when I wrote my first song lol. If I ever decide to have kids, we're gonna rock out hard as fuck!

Just had the most casual conversation about God, ever. Enjoyed it a lot. We agreed on there not being a past or a future, and that God is not a long-bearded man in the clouds, but rather infinite consciousness. However, the implications of all that were a bit too much for my 'opponent' to grasp. As well as the fact that they are actually God. They were open and excited for a while, but soon got scared and crawled back into ther shell. It is in moments like this that remind me just how far have I ventured. In a sense; I am light-years ahead of anyone I have ever interacted with, face to face. Still, that is, but a script.

@Hulia It is but a natural response; to eliminate the virus from the system.

@Hulia It's too complex to explain, and too simple to be understood.

I'm roaming the streets of Italy at the moment, and I am totally blissed out. Every-which way I look, there is something new and unknown. I know nothing about this place, and that - precisely that - is how I can see my reflection in everything, clearly. Everything is so alien and strange... yet so familiar. It feels like Home. It's all One and ineffable.. but this time around, I'd like to slice it this way: If Consciousness is the first expression of God... Love is what happened, the moment God saw his own reflection. It was Love at first sight.

This might be a bit out there... but earlier I've been meditating by the sea, and I became aware of how/why I manifested Covid-19. If that's true, I should also know how to end it. Let's see what happens.

An infinite cosmic dance An atomic romance A mystery hidden from view A universe inside you Within your fleeting glance A vast and stunning expanse Reveals the unspoken truth The all-in-all inside you Much love to you all ❤

Mamma Mia! Che bella vita!

Heaven is right here.

Lots of ethnic diversity in this city. Fucking awesome. I'd definitely love to hook up with an asian or a black girl. It would be a first time.

It's been a few moments... Thought I'd do a brief, little update. Have not been feeling horny these days really... up until now. I'd fuck the living crap out of someone right now. I'm in Italy, and there's a big chance I might stay here for this next chapter of mine. Women are ridiculously hot here. I don't know where to look. I definitely want an Italian girlfriend, or a fuck buddy. But... There's other stuff that requires my attention now. Finance before romance. - I learned that lesson the hard way.

ROGUE Wake up, move out Do what you wanna do and never have a doubt about it New day, new life Claim everything you want to see if you've never been without it New dawn Isn't it beautiful As you are beautiful Remove, your veil You hold onto the wisdom, you that woke the wave of contact A blink, of an eye Take a breath as if it's going to be your final moment Its time you claimed it for your own Even if it means going alone The path less travelled will eventually lead you New dawn Isn't it beautiful As you are beautiful Within your means Is what it means Even if it means To take it seriously Seriously Time you claimed it for your own Even if it means going alone The path less travelled will eventually lead you Death in lies the wisdom of the mother Through the eyes the essence of the father To connect and in the single reflection You raise the vibration that keeps you Isn't it beautiful As you are beautiful

Meditation while getting a haircut is the best. Plus, the hairdresser was cute as hell. Feeling great, looking sharp. It's a beautiful day, full of opportunities.

Hypnosis meditation at 200bpm. Delta waves. Affirmation, visualization, sub-coding. Sleep.

The script for tomorrow looks something like this: I'm having a wonderful breakfast and a nice cup of coffee, in the heart of the city. Then I'm getting a haircut, I tour the city some more, and explore my options regarding work here. Also; apartments. The rest is unscripted.

All is well - I'd say. You're just becoming familiar with 'the other side'. Soon, there will be no more sides. Just you. That 'vibration' you mentioned... I'd follow it. Explore it. Be not afraid to feel.

POINT OF YOU The sun The moon And the stars They could never be bigger Any bigger than you are It's all your point of view Of you You It all comes back to you You It all comes back When will you see the thing in you That you find in me? It all comes back to you When? When will you see the things in you That you find in me? One day you'll see The sun The moon And the stars They could never be bigger Any bigger than you are It's all your point of view Of you You It all comes back to you You It all comes back When will you see the thing in you That you find in me? It all comes back to you When? When will you see the things in you That you find in me? One day you'll see An infinite cosmic dance An atomic romance A mystery hidden from view A universe inside you Within your fleeting glance A vast and stunning expanse Reveals the unspoken truth The all-in-all inside you When will you see the thing in you That you find in me? It all comes back to you When? When will you see the things in you That you find in me? One day you'll see the sun