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Market in consolidation phase. Waiting for a move, then responding. Slightly biased to sell, but it's tricky, because the price is moving around a major support level. Tons of traps. Patience.

You are walking around in your mind. In fact; it's the only place where walking is possible, at all. Touch the wall, look at the trees, the traffic, the people. That's all your mind. Unless there is no mind. In which case; it's all Light. Aka God.

Truth is not something you find. But the answer is, of course: be it.

Work on that trauma.

@RickyFitts The Truth on the mountaintop, and The Truth on the ground, in the village, is the same Truth. Just looks, moves and speaks different

@Gabith So?

Nope. You're just a deluded fool, typing nonsense on a forum. Stop making a mockery out of this work.

It's hilarious. Especially to the mother who's child is dying in her hands.

Oh, dear @Nahm The love and respect I've got for you. Yet I still could not disagree more with you on some things. I'm sure it's a phase, but still, I must stay true to where I'm at, right this moment. I have no other choice. I know you know very damn well just how terrifying things can get. Remember jumping into that ice cold water and your heart stopping to beat? Remember your breath being taken away from you? Remember waking up in white noise? Remember your taste, touch, smell... turning into white? Remember being torn apart by the infinite swirling Light? Being burned alive? I did not seek any of that. It came for me. It sucked me in. It was beyond any terror and pain imaginable. It was worse than any image of hell I had in my mind. And it was not a choice. There was no way out, either. So let's not pretend like we have a say. I know there are more pleasant melodies that the Universe plays. But some are violent, chaotic and deadly, too. God is not only lovey-dovey, hippy-dippy songs. God is also death and black metal. Some say, a truly awakened consciousness finds even more interest in 'the darkness'. There is nothing to be resolved in Light. - It's already perfect and whole. Just a thought.

Just finished a 30min video call with little dude and Serbian Beauty. They're trippin on mdma. I just finished working. It was very nice to hear from them/see them. Kinda miss them. But not really. I might visit them before or after new year's eve... they both have their birthdays around that period. I'm happy they thought of me. We had an epic ride. A bond like that does not die that easily.

A lot of you are jumping on the whole 'it cannot be known' bandwagon, completely disregarding, sometimes even demonizing knowledge and understanding. It's ok. I was there for a few moments too. It felt very liberating. Completely detaching from everything and declaring that I know nothing... I thought I outsmarted reality. Soon enough, I found myself in a cage, with my hands tied, yet again. Yes. It is very possible to get attached to not knowing. In fact; it's highly likely it will happen to you at some point along the way. You will, unknowingly create another prison for yourself. A limitation. You will inevitably turn 'not knowing' into an identity. Just like you'll turn no self into one. 'Truth cannot be known.' Does that sound true to you? To me it does not, fully. It sounds like a half of Truth. And not even. How about: 'Some things you know, and some you do not.' Does that sound true to you? Yes, sir. Affirmative. Here's another one for ya: 'Some things feel good, and others do not.' Cannot really argue with that, can you? Truth is incredibly simple. And that is how it's so damn complex. There is so, so, so much to be known. And there is tons to be unknown, as well. The relationship between the known and the unknown is a beautiful, forever ongoing dance. It is pure magic at play. You do not have to choose sides. In fact; you cannot. Not for too long, at least. You know and you know not. Make peace with that. Then; the stuff that you do actually know will come out of your mouth with dead certainty, and when you happen to know not, curiosity will arise. Excitement. Joy. Playfulness. You will be just as steady and immovable on unexplored territory.

Been having thoughts of leaving this forum, or taking a longer break. It's kinda holding me back, more than it's helping me. Not to mention that I never felt like I belong here, from the very beginning. I'm kinda surprised of how long I stayed. I always stay longer than I should - it could be said. But once I'm out - I'm out for good. Will weigh things out a bit more.

@Nahm I don't know what you're talking about. And it feels great.

In your greatest moment of triumph: Love is here. In your darkest hour of terror and devastation: Love is here. Is Love known in your heart?

Everyone is welcome in the house of God. The terrified, broken and lost, especially.

@iboughtleosbooklist Don't understand entirely what you're saying, but to me, knowing is knowing, and feeling is feeling. Neither one implies separation. @Nahm One breath, one being, many faces.

The solution to suffering is more suffering. But also: breathing and taking massive action in the right direction.

Look closer. It's actually Truth.

Trade closed in profit. 3.8% growth.

Loopy Something you don't. I don't know what you're talking about

Position opened on Friday, 12:41AM. ATR: 46.5

It appears to the one that observers, and it is one with the one that is. Nope. That's just confusion speaking. Do you know how to ride a bicycle? Drive a car? Play an instrument, perhaps? That's the kind of knowing I'm talking about. It's so deeply a part of you, no thought about it is needed. You are one with it. Yes. Knowing is One with Being. And so is not knowing. How can you know Reality, Love or God? Become it. Be it.

@impulse9 Sounds true to me.

INSIGNIFICANT Ours is not to question the reasons why Crippled indecision repeats the path I once denied Insignificant, am I? The color of sundown, of crimson sky The beauty that breaks down And gives the day unto the night And then one day you'll realize Just a speck in the spectrum Insignificant, am I? And then one day you'll realize The beauty that breaks down Never learns the reason why Scan my horizon as blue turns to black The sky is gone again And all beneath are born to die Insignificant, am I? And then one day you'll realize Just a speck in the spectrum Insignificant, am I? And then one day you'll realize The beauty that breaks down Never learns the reason why The brother of sundown Has bleached away my past To look into the sky If only for one last time And then one day you'll realize Just a speck in the spectrum Insignificant, am I? And then one day you'll realize The beauty that breaks down Never learns the reason why

Deposit is on my account. Observing the market. Might or might not open a position later. I've got some free time now, scalping is an option too.