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So much delusion dude. So much unnecessary complication and distortion. Barely any truth.

Nihilism is ideology. Belief. Even if it pretends that it believes in nothing. Enlightenment is just actuality.

If you truly stand your ground... if you indeed walk your talk, to the best of your abilities... Sooner or later, this realization should hit you. And I'd dare to say later, rather than sooner. 'Way after' your self - realization, your karmic return, and all that jazz. Once you have awakened to a certain degree, and you brought that Light into you everyday experience... You will inevitably realize; you simply cannot make anyone truly, really, wholeheartedly understand. They will never know. Simple as that. Fucking hilarious, indeed. They will never know. That's just how it is. No matter how fucking hard you try to explain, no matter how intricate the thought process you lay out before them is, no matter how monumental, deep and existential the questions you are asking them are, no matter how flawless your mathematical equations are... you will never make them understand. There just is no one there to make understand anything. No one is home. So... you have realized yourself as all there is, eh? As the one, infinite, omnipresent, omnipotent, unfuckable divine being, huh? Good. Now shut the fuck up about it. How about that for the next step in your evolution? How about actually being what you're screaming about in everyone's face like a 12 year old girl? How about never mentioning any of this spiritual crap ever again... but actually implementing it? Actually using the wisdom, instead of measuring disks with other spiritual or non - spiritual lunatics? How about just being awake, instead of trying to convince everyone of how awake you are, or worse, how asleep they are? How about just getting fucking real and dropping the bullshit, huh? Sounds good to me. It's not like there is any other choice.

Make no mistakes. This thread, as every other, is totally about me. 100%. Which means it's totally about you.

@Razard86 Duality is contradiction. Of course what I post is contradictory. Such is reality. In one post I might rant about relationships, in the next I'll say there are no people and no relationships. It's all true. There is no one to share anything with, absolutely speaking... But yeah, sure. You should share. My life path is that of a musician... I'm not planning on stopping to share the music I make. Still, I see through the illusion of it. Especially when someone is trying to awaken another, by shoving their beliefs down their throat.

The hilarity of it is.. thinking and talking so much about it, but actually being it so little. One can never not be consciousness. But how conscious one is... is another thing. Relative matter- if you will.

@Loveeee Witness the unfolding.

@deci belle One trying to make another understand is paradoxical. It is both possible and impossible. It can be equally as helpful as detrimental. It is just that, selfishly so, at this 'stage of my evolution'... it is rather exhausting and counter - productive. It sets me back, instead of catapulting me forward. Trying to make anyone understand anything seems like a counter - intuitive and kind of a self - defeating thing to do. Still, I do try. Very much so.

It's not a 'what'. It just is (conscious).

You guys complicate things too much. All God really wants is pussy, money, weed

It's a cool lens to look through. A cool way to dissect things. It's a cool model. I cannot deny... I definitely had my share of signing various stages to all kinds of people and environments. I was like... "Ahh, yes... This country is definitely stage blue. I can smell it in the air." or "Fuck... My girlfriend is as stage orange as it gets. That sucks." And of course I'd also put myself under the SD microscope and try to calculate my position. Of course, as enlightened as I am, I see myself in all stages. No jokes. Red? Nailed that shit. Blue? I talk to God regularly. I'm kind of bugging at Orange. Working on it. Green? For sure, some. Not too crazy. Yellow? Hell yeah. Turquoise? Of course. If there is Coral and beyond... I dipped my toes in there as well, I assure you. I might not operate from those hights at all times - if you will, but I am familiar with the territory. I know what it is when I see it. It is not alien to me. I am in all stages, simultaneously. I am all stages. I am going through a journey on all of these stages. On all of these levels of being. All stages are unwinding in real time. They are parallel realities, bleeding into each - other. All stages are connected. One stage spills into the next. It's all just one thing. So much so that there are no stages, dimensions, realms, planes, or anything like that. There is no fragmentation, whatsoever. No division. No separation. One. Not two, or many. Obviously, SD cannot be absolutely true. But it can be a cool way to describe what's going on. ... as if anything is going on lol.

@toasty7718 @An young being @mrPixel Cool my dudes. I'm just saying... Ultimately, when it comes to self - realization/enlightenment... Spiral dynamics will be 'in your way'. You will just drop it, at some point.

@mrPixel I can see how it can ne helpful, but it can be also very limiting. @An young being Hmm... maybe. I'd say stage coral is when you realize there never were any stages, or anything like that.

Cut out the tongue Communicate with divinity Eyes roll back Witness eternity

If there is a past, present and a future, it is not unfolding in a linear fashion. Rather, the past, the present and the future are happening all at once. Simultaneously. You did not and will not live through everyone's lives. Rather, you are, right now, living as everyone and everything. Better yet, simply being everyone and everything. Not alive, not dead. Just existing. What happened is a thought. What will happen is a thought. That something good or bad is happening because something else good or bad happened at some other time is also just a thought. All just ideas. Ideas that if you reinforce and think about often and hard enough, they solidify and become beliefs. Past lives, future lives, karma... Those are all beliefs. To think that you are failing at your business now in your thirties, because you have bad karma from back when you were 9 and you've stolen some candy from your classmates... Or anything similar... Is just ridiculous. That's not how things work. In fact, things do not work, at all. Nothing works. Everything just is. There is no cause and effect. No A + B = C. No equation. No formula. No code. No sequence. It just fucking is. Not yesterday, not tomorrow. Right Now. Forever.

The twin-headed serpent forever hidden

If something is infinite, there cannot be anything other than it.

Love is not a feeling. Love is not a state. Love is not an experience. Love is not a belief. In fact, Love is not Love, at all. It's something entirely different. Once you "face it", it becomes perfectly clear that any idea you had about love, anything you imagined about love, anything you heard or read about love... is wrong. None of it is actual Love. Absolute Love. Only facets or glimpses of it. And not even. Absolute Love (which is simply put just The Absolute, or just Love, or just God, or just Consciousness...) knows no opposite. Knows no other. No duality. Absolute Love is One. It's not this or that. It's neither this, nor that. And it's also both this and that, simultaneously. It is just as breathtakingly and unspeakably beautiful as it is horrifying and hideous. Speaking as if I am looking from the outside in - which is obviously impossible in actuality... It's just imagination. The point of it is to understand that if you were to witness the infinitude of Love, you would dissolve into nothingness, instantaneously. Your mind would quite literally shatter into million pieces, because it could not comprehend what it is witnessing. It could not make sense of it. It would be the most overwhelming experience ever. The mind-fuck of all mind-fucks. The Paradox would burn your mind from the inside. That's what witnessing the infinitude of Love would do to "you". You would catch a glimpse and then dissolve into what you're witnessing. You would die. You would be no more. As if you never were, to begin with. There would be only Love. And no one there to call it that, or know that it's that. Be it would, nevertheless. Love is what gives birth to entire universes, and planets and stars and anything you can and cannot imagine. Love is also what tortures, rapes and kills entire cities and countries. It's what makes children starve. It's what makes homeless, crippled junkies do heroin. There is only one "force" in existence. Ever. Forever. Only one Love. Only one God. Only one Consciousness. It's not good or bad. It's not beautiful or ugly. It's not pleasurable or painful. It's beyond all those dualities. It's like a cocktail of it all. Anything you can and cannot possibly imagine. And if that thought does not scary you... Then you really have no business doing this work. You are too reckless and immature and you will do more harm than good, to yourself and others. It's one thing to listen to gurus about how orgasmic their enlightenments were, or how warm and beautiful God's grace is, or whatever else. It's one thing to fantasize about some super duper ecstatic experience and think that that's what Love is. It's a completely different thing to face complete annihilation. To be torn apart. To be left breathless, paralyzed with terror. To be reduced to nothing. Chances are... You will resist. Survival instincts will kick in. You will be absolutely sure you're dying and you will fight for your life. Not knowing that you never really lived, and cannot really die. It's just how "you" are wired. You are meant to resist. Chances are... It's not going to be the pleasant, warm, beautiful experience that you hope for. If you do it right, it will scare the crap out of you - to say the least. Love is scary as fuck. It is disturbing. It is disgusting. It is merciless. It is as cold and vicious as it can be warm and nurturing. Do not be fooled. Your ideas and beliefs about Love are not what Love actually is. The manifestation of everything around you is just that. A manifestation. A dream Love is having. It is not what Love actually is. Absolute Love transcends but also includes any possible horror and beauty you can and cannot imagine. It is not necessarily manifested, but it exists as a potential at all times. Think of it as a resting force. Love unites. Love divides. Love gives birth. Love kills and destroys. Love is infinite. Anything that can and cannot possibly be... must be Love.

You will never rest Until the stars burn out My day is done I love the sound of no one coming by

I imagine the insight or realization is valid, but it is far from being grounded or integrated. I assume you are very confused and are possibly dealing with some sort of a psychosis. It will pass.

@Razard86 Bro, it's really not relative Relatively speaking, it could be true from a certain point of view that there are past lives, etc. No such thing in the absolute. From no point of view. In fact, there are no points of view either in the absolute.

- Meditation / breathwork - Journal - Walk + short sprint - Stretching - Weight lifting - Shower - Breakfast That's when I'm a good boy. If I'm naughty I go straight from bed to coffee and joint.

@AerisVahnEphelia My bad cutie

@AerisVahnEphelia There is no matter. A belief can never be truth. But it can be true, from a certain point of view, for sure. @Ajay0 Cool. I'm sure past life regressions and similar things can be useful or beneficial for some. The same way any medical treatment can be helpful to those who need it. I'm just saying... Absolutely speaking... No such things. No past lives, no karma, no treatments, no therapies, none of that. Absolutely speaking, there is only ever pure, direct, undisturbed and uninterrupted consciousness.

@Applegarden8 No... it's because you listen to Meshuggah. Meshuggah does that to people...