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What exactly do you mean?

Expansion. Trance. Joy. Wakefulness. A feeling of pure bliss and unity - when I really nail it down and fully merge with the frequency. In this particular audio, I struggle quite a bit to maintain the frequency. But it was still incredibly beautiful and fulfilling. Feels like merging with your true nature.

Care to give an example? I understand you see limitations within yourself. So do I. I think it's only natural. But why do you think you cannot move past them, through them? That "something" is a belief. One belief says you have to do nothing, and the other one says you are not doing enough. I can relate to this AF, of course - as I'm sure can many. If you ask me, these opposing beliefs are formed by listening a bit too much, a bit too intensely to two or more gurus or teachers, who are preaching two or more different paths. It just creates a lot of distortion and dissonance in your mind. Confusion. Another way to look at it is... Stillness and movement need each other in order to know of themselves. What drives you, is the question...? Based on what do you decide whether to be still and do nothing or to act and do more? Based on a thought? Based on how you feel at that moment? Your circumstances? Perhaps a mix of a lot of "things". The idea is, to "make decisions", act or do not act, based on consciousness. What expands and what contracts "your" consciousness, at that precise moment? Others can nudge you, give you a pointer or two... but the one who can really, truly, actually know what to do or not to do about anything and nothing at all... is you

Definitely feeling you on that one lol. Kind of in the same boat myself, perhaps just stuck on a different wavelength lol. In theory, its all rather simple and straightforward, in my eyes. There is no external world, right? Everything I see, hear, taste, touch, smell... is generated within "my mind". Within "my consciousness". And what is all that? Even if you think of it from a classic scientific perspective... You see colors, right? That's wavelengths. Frequency. You hear sound. Again, wavelengths. Even when you touch something or someone... all you feel is this fuzzy vibration and different densities of it. You feel either resonance or dissonance. Touch a loved one, you will feel resonance. Touch a hot stove, you will feel dissonance. When you speak... its wavelengths too. And it goes beyond that, of course. No matter what you do or do not do, take in or put out, it's going to be a specific wave frequency.

@Vibroverse It is only woo woo until you understand what's actually going on. Which I do not yet, entirely. But I'm getting there. It is actually as real and un - woo woo as it gets. Your heart is a wave generator. Wave frequency is the number of waves that pass a fixed point in a given amount of time. The SI unit for wave frequency is the hertz (Hz), where 1 hertz equals 1 wave passing a fixed point in 1 second. That is why it's usually said that increasing your frequency = expanding consciousness. And decreasing it is lowering or contracting consciousness. What I'm doin here, is just trying to match a desired frequency. Not just with my vocals, rather with my entire being. If you do it right, you should feel 'every cell of your body' resonating at that frequency. There is no radio stations, no radio, no God up in the heavens playing a divine symphony. That's all woo woo, indeed. What there is, is consciousness, and it can increase or decrease its frequency at will. Anytime you catch a glimpse, an insight or even a full blown realization... you have effectively increased your frequency. Knowingly or unknowingly. Anytime you do psychedelics... you are increasing your frequency. Meditation is the same. And it is not only about increasing or decreasing frequency... but also how healthy and strong of a resonance can you maintain. Thoughts are frequency too. So generally speaking, the higher the quality of your thoughts, the higher the frequency. Same goes for emotions and perception. You literally start feeling and perceiving more of reality. That's kind of the whole science of awakening.

Good stuff. Thanks.

If you are well (very, very well) familiar with both of these guys, or more precisely, their teachings and methods of teaching... it should be quite obvious to you that one represents the awakening of the cosmic heart, and the other one represents the awakening of the universal mind. The integration of both is where it's at. To the point where you cannot tell the two apart. The heart is the mind and the mind is the heart. That is where I strive to be, at least. I wanna have the heart of Matt Kahn and the intellect of Leo Gura. And not literally, of course. They only represent that which is possible. Also, I'm not saying Leo has no heart. Or that Matt is not sharp or cleaver or smart... I'm just saying, they're both kind of leaning more to one or the other side. Quite heavily, actually. Might as well be perceived as a lack, imbalance, or even suppression, yes... Both guys are rockstars in my eyes... but imagining an integrated superbeing, that's a perfectly balanced blend of the two... gives me a special kind of boner.

@RickyFitts Yes, beautifully put.

Yes, alien delusion, too. He's far from fully opening and integrating the heart. His mind might be a bit overactive though. Sometimes it comes of as neurotic behaviour, even.

Hmm... I don't know if I can trust a @Squeekytoy But thanks!

I only know I fucking struggle with it, that's what it is lol. But, hey, good question. What the heck is trust, actually? Is there such a thing at all, in actuality? My guess is not, absolutely speaking. But in relative terms, it seems to be a rather fucking important thing... that I struggle with. Is it faith? That it's all fine no matter what? Is it a form of surrender, to some higher, unknown goodness, that is not guaranteed, but is still kind of pretty likely to be? What is trust and who am I trusting with what? Is trust yet another attempt to negotiate with the unavoidable, oncoming pain? Why is trust needed? Is it some kind of an insurance? Safety net? I have no fucking clue. But I don't trust most of you fuckers. Or any, to be precise.

Become familiar and comfortable with both extreme isolation as well as fearless exploration and connection. Stillness and movement. You should feel a nudge on the inside, telling you what's relevant for you to go through at this time. The cycle can last for whatever amount of time. You will know when it's time to break out of it. ...did I mention... time? How many times? There's no time going to waste. No matter where you are or are not, no matter what you are or are not doing. Then again, you don't actually have to decide anything. Life tends to do a great job of getting you where you need to be, right on time.

There are no 5 senses. There is one, if anything. Consciousness.

The body and the mind might be asleep, resting... but consciousness never sleeps.

That there are positive or negative thoughts is a belief. That there are good or bad feelings is a belief. That there are right or wrong views is a belief. It's either a thought about another thought, a thought about a feeling or a thought about what's being perceived. To think and to label is duality, by default. Quite obviously so, but maybe not to everyone. Language is duality. You cannot speak without automatically implying duality. Next time you catch yourself thinking about how negative your thoughts are... stop, take a step back and realize that it's all just one thought. Never positive or negative. Just a thought. Same goes for feeling. Whatever you feel, it's never good or bad. It can be intense or overwhelming... but it's always just a feeling. Sadness, despair, hopelessness, devastation, anger, boredom... all just one feeling. Excitement, joy, bliss, peace, love... all just one feeling. Instead of thinking of it as separate feelings that arise periodically and unpredictably... think of it as just one big ass spectrum. One feeling. One emotion. One energy in motion - quite literally. And it can feel like anything. Even if it's a 'physical sensation'... it's always just one sensation. Not good or bad. Just a sensation. Next time you accidentally hit your toe, or hurt yourself a bit in any way, take a step back and try to locate the pain within your awareness. Really try to find the source of it. If you 'zoom in' enough, you will find nothing. But on the surface, at first glance - so to speak... it's all just fuzz. Vibration. Nothing else. Not good or bad, right or wrong... it just vibrates. That's what feeling is. As everything else in direct experience. Vibration. Still... Just because there is ultimately no good or bad, positive or negative, right or wrong... it does not mean that you should neglect or harm yourself or others. It's not that you can't, or you shouldn't, or that it's wrong... no. You don't do it because you are conscious, wise and mature enough. Because you know better. The idea is not to declare that it's all meaningless and illusory and create chaos... but simply to see through illusion and meaning and learn how to optimize your 'state of being' and your life experience.

Yes... good... very good.

Real purpose allows you to change and grow alongside with it. Better yet, within it.

Yes, but make no mistakes. When I say 'musicians', I am not referring to your phat ass shaking, mumble raping clowns that all chew and spit out the same garbage over and over again. Those are entertainers, at best. Real musicians are an entirely different breed. They know the struggle, trust me. Often nothing but the struggle. The struggle of having something real and unstained and uncorrupted and divine... and giving it your all to bring forth that gift, that light... into a dark, cold world that never appreciated shit. That's a real musician. That's a real artist. And that motherfucker... Can out - enlighten your everyday fake - ass spiritual guru lunatics, anytime, anywhere.

No, they just pretend to be I am doing my version of the whole awakened rockstar journey Yes, the world is nasty and it's arguably the most challenging thing to pull off, especially if you really want to stay authentic... but that's just how it is. It comes with the package. Haha! Precisely. It's even more awesome when you do create something unique and true and even revolutionary... but then no body can relate to it. Gotta love the game.

@Atb210201 Fuckin' love Dimash! He's 100% in godmode every time he sings!

Not only that you're never going to be as woke as musicians are, but you also won't come anywhere close to being as badass. Just look at this guy... I bet he's far more enlightened than you are. Plus he gets far more pussy than you. And he looks like that!

In a certain sense, yes, monkeys are far more awake (present) than any sleepwalking human, trying to climb the corporate ladder - for example. (but again, no monkeys and no humans. only consciousness) Precisely.

Not being able to tell a difference between a thought and actuality, imagination and reality... is what made you 'fall asleep' in the first place. I live a very ordinary life. I go to work, I'm working on my business and music career, I have a girlfriend that I fight with very often, I exercise, I make art.... Very down to earth stuff. But that does not change the fact that ultimately that's all just fantasy. I have never experienced a single thing, ever. And never will. It's an analogy dude. But yes, anything and everything I say to you or anyone else here is just more thoughts. More 'duality'. But the important thing, which you both don't see, is that I'm only pointing towards the one real 'thing' in the existence, using language. You are both denying the obvious. Which is rather stupid. You are conscious right now. Cannot deny that. That's all there is. Anything more than that, is fantasy. You are both selling me all kinds of stories about humans and other nonsense, and I'm just here saying that you are directly conscious right now. That's actuality. Any explanation that you come up with, any idea, any belief... is not actuality. Not pure, direct consciousness. But one stained with a thought.

Again, go back to the first two comments. That's just more thoughts lol. Can you see how you immediately came up with a story as to why thoughts arise? That all humans have the same experience, etc. That's all just fantasy. There is nothing wrong with thinking. It is just God being creative. But if you cannot tell a difference between a thought and actuality... you are anything but awake.

A thought is consciousness too, of course. So is feeling and perception. But it is not consciousness in its 'purest form'. In that sense, thought is in the way. Actuality cannot be dreamed of. Dreams occur within actuality. It's the same as getting really, really drunk. It is possible, yes, but it's not what being sober is. It's not what clarity is. Same way, it is possible to hallucinate duality, but it is not what actuality is. Not truth. Truth or actuality is only ever pure, direct, undisturbed, unlimited, undivided, untouched consciousness. It is conscious of NO THING. It is just consciousness.