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Yeah, one would kind of naturally think that, right? But no. I feel zero attraction towards male asses. Not in denial, not supressing, it simply does not arise in me. Would eat my girl's ass all day long though. Yass! For sure. I think it does not matter, or play a role. But have to say, American, huh?... yeah, it does not surprise me. Phat juicy asses are nearly glorified over there. It's definitely a culture thing, too... Like Brazil, for example.

I do too, but I was mainly excited (shocked) from a technical analysis standpoint. As I said, not something you see everyday on the chart. It came out of nowhere and it was massive. Will look into what you shared and reply on the matter later. Thanks!

Yeah, unfortunately, my gf is not into eating ass, so all I can say is... it's been a while. But rimming does feel great, indeed. I fucking lose it at a sight of a nice butt. Big phat butt, small heart - shaped butts, all kinds of shapes and sizes. No ass, or "ugly ass" is a big turnoff. I obviously appreciate the beauty of titties, too. A nice pair can easily achieve the same effect as a great ass. I'd be equally as aroused and in awe. But preference - wise... Yeah, booty. All the way. I can be perfectly ok with no boobs or very small boobs, but no way I can be ok with no ass. Could be, yes. I do not tend to question too deeply my natural, sexual impulses. I think it's much more raw, real, but also fun that way. You know... keeping the head out of the way. As far as my sexuality goes, I question things that I notice are somehow limiting or debilitating me. Or worse, hurting me or others. In that case, yes, I investigate and try to get to the bottom of things. But if it's just the animal in me that wants to come out and live... I let it take over. So far so good.

Absolutely. Eating my girlfriend's ass is the essence of ecstasy for me. Boobs are great. But I'm definitely an ass guy. Eastern - European, if that says anything.

@FourCrossedWands Yeah, you're right

Everyone is conscious(ness).

It's so cool how I asked for zero advice and got 2... and a half lol. Anyone trading gold here? Anyone sane? It would be cool to connect on the topic.

If you have a heart, witnessing your old self dying, is the most heart - breaking experience in existence. I imagine it can be compared to holding your dying child in your arms, seeing it in the deepest of pain... suffering, struggling to breathe, gripping to the last touch of your hand... That is how it feels in my experience, at least. This thought strike me earlier, while admiring some of the "great ones". My personal heroes. I couldn't help myself but notice, that throughout the years, some of them kept their spark... and some lost touch with it. It's only natural, one would think... And it is, yes. But the insight that I had, which can be supported by various evidence, was that those who kept their spark, managed to somehow integrate their old self... and those who lost it, rejected their old self. Most of these "heroes" went through all kinds of challenges and struggles... Some own it to this day. And some talk about it as if it wasn't even them. As if it was a different lifetime. A different hero. I cannot help myself but notice the disconnection. The rejection. The shame. The guilt. The regret. That is why they lost "that something". Because they threw out a big chunk of themselves, in an attempt to separate themselves from it and become someone new. Ever seen this? I'm sure many can relate. I'm also sure many arguments can be made against this. Some probably valid, too. But ultimately, I think that's what it comes down to. Will you integrate or reject your "old, flawed" self? That's what makes you have that spark in your eyes. That's what makes you have that special something, that nobody can really point their finger at. That's the magic. Die to yourself. Die a million times, if needed. Be there for yourself, every moment of your darkest hour. Death is only natural, as is birth. Rejection, separation... not so much, arguably.

@universe Yes! It's beautiful!

There's too many... but these came first to mind: Absolute masterpieces... and undeniably sexy.

Not my style

@FourCrossedWands I wasn't surprised by the overall direction the price went either... but the aggression! Not something you see every day on your chart.

I am also enlightened and have an un-enlightened girlfriend. I am also deluded.

Listen to metal. Only pussies don't like metal. Don't be a pussy. Be a man.

Honesty. Truth.

@thierry She's pretty cool, yeah. In comparison to other lame - ass mainstream garbage, that is

Truth in progressive death metal? You bet. And it's tasty. No creator in the heavens above (I am the lightning) Rest your weary mind No demons in the furnace below (I am the frenzy) I have realized, I am God I have realized, I am God

Not only that there can be, but there already is, and it is you.

Funny thing is... We only assume we can perceive "3D" accurately, as it is, in it's entirety. You never see an entire chair. Only from an angle. Only one side. Might as well be 2D with some special effects. Some light and some shadows. Perception can get super twisted. It is not absolute. Being is.

Yes. Even more so if it's accurate and animated:

Big tesseract nerd here. Used to draw it while bored at class, all the time. Bellow is what I believe to be my first attempt ever. It was 10+ years ago. Absolutely love the band. Definitely one of my all time favorites. Beautiful Music. As far as reality goes, there are no dimensions, in actuality. But 4D and above, could be perceived, I guess. No matter how many Ds, it's all going to be just duality. Just a more mind-bending one. Perhaps time/space - bending one. Reality is D-less. But Ds can be imagined, constructed, perceived, experienced, etc. A tesseract makes sense only if there is an observer, time, and a distance that's being traveled. It is not percievable all at once from a 3D perspective. Only partially. This is a 2D representation of a 4D construct, viewed from a 3D perspective:

If you are not matching a frequency while you're meditating... what the hell are you even doing? Watching thoughts fly by? Doing a past life regression? Please... Real meditation should be something like tuning an instrument. The instrument being 'your body'. Your goal should be to fully merge with the particular frequency that you are hearing. Become one with it. Become comfortable with 'holding' or 'housing' that frequency. And then... magic happens. Bellow you can hear a not so glorious example of what I mean. In this particular audio, I am dancing around and trying to match a frequency of 396hz, which should, in theory, resonate with the 'root chakra'. In the first half of the audio, I am doing an octave lower. And in the second half, I rise an octave higher. There is more stability and more power. If you pay close attention, you can also hear some sparkling overtones around the original frequency, which is basically God's way of saying "you're nailing it". I guarantee... If you practice this kind of stuff often enough, and you also know your breathwork... you will levitate sooner than you think. And that's only the beginning. Lol. No, but seriously... Everything around you, including you, is resonance/dissonance. Master frequency/vibration, and you will master reality. Meditation-Infinity.mp3

So I'm looking forward to cleaning my diet a bit, but also upping my overall calorie intake. I'd say I'm still not eating enough as of now. I've been struggling with this for a while. I know there are plenty of highly educated people when it comes to nutrition here, so I'd appreciate any advice. I wanna do this right and give my body the best I can at the moment. I live in Europe. High quality food ain't that cheap. If I was to aim for the best; it would easily cost me twice as much or more. I'm looking forward to spending max 250€ on food per month. That should be more than enough. If I manage to do it for even less that food be awesome (pun intended). In the past; I'd eat out or order in pretty regularly. And I also ate at work (restaurant). So I rarely cooked at home. But I do like cooking. I'd say I have some nice cooking skills. Anyhow... My point is; I was spending more money unnecessarily + I wasn't eating the healthiest food. On top of it all; I'd often skip meals or go without any food the whole day. I move quite a lot at my job and I also intend starting a gym routine any day now. Looking forward to working out 5x a week (60-90min). So yeah. I guess I'll need to eat quite a lot if I aim to gain weight. I'm 183cm, 70kg btw. I'm not a picky eater. I eat pretty much everything. But I'd like to keep things clean and simple. So far my ideal meal-plan for a day looks like this: Breakfast: oatmeal/muesli (rice or coconut milk) + a spoon of peanut butter and honey + 2dcl green smoothie (some minutes later) Snack; some fruit Lunch: Meat (chicken or turkey... occasionally some high quality red meat) + side-dish (potatoes, pasta, rice etc) + a nice, big bowl of mixed salad Snack: peanut butter + jelly toasts (or something along those lines) + protein shake Dinner: Fish, maybe some eggs, fine mozzarella, veggies... occasionally soup (Every once in a while I'd still like to eat out or order in some higher quality food. Just for the sake of the experience... Say once or twice a month) What do you think? Am I missing anything essential? Can this be considered a healthy, clean and rich diet? I know food prices vary from country to country, but hopefully you understand where I'm going with this. Looking to eat quality, quite a lot and for a mid-range price-tag. Is it doable? Thanks!

They way most people here and beyond this forum interpret it, it really makes no difference from classic NPD. Ever seen a full blown narcissist talking to someone? They are really talking to themselves. They see no real person in front of them. They have zero interest in what they have to say. They are literally unable to listen. To them, there is already no one on the other side. It's all just them, in their one and only, true, solipsistic reality. They are omnipotent and they get what they wanna get, by whatever means necessary. Sounds like God, right? Fuck no. Couldn't be further from the truth. Has nothing at all to do with Oneness. It's a legit mental disorder.