ivankiss

It was a fucking tough winter, but I was tougher.

I follow no trend. I dictate it.

AHAHA I spent 4 hours outside already, and just now I noticed I had my shirt on backwards the whole time!

You know it's real because it's unbelievable.

Being gentle and kind means nothing if you're incapable of being vicious and ruthless as well. And vice versa.

I'm neither angel nor a demon spawn Though some will call me God Gravity is just a law I've wrought Hear temptation, take the sky for all to see Sheer elation, to write in history

I can't let you in on all the details. I trust you understand. But I will share the meat and potato with you.

I'm sorry guys, I did most of the talking on that other forum that's pretending it's not this one. I'm done with that part. Now, I'm more about doing. Which does not necessarily mean this won't be fun. On the contrary. It's going to be more fun!

Yes! I see it so clearly! I see the way!

Might buy a nice little boat.

I spent too much time away from the crowds. Everyone seems even crazier now.

So far the best advice since I got here, from a super cool local dude... He said: "Whatever it is you wanna do, in Amsterdam, you don't ask for permission, you ask for forgiveness, if they catch you." And I could tell he was saying the truth.

Now as my soul is yearning Morph to new paradigms Find wisdom in the learning My will always finds a way See the embers burning Sense no dividing line Same being, dead or living My will burns through time This being feeds within now To be born, be alive Feed inside Its presence goes beyond life Fate will follow the mind Birth is nothing but death's begin

I'm submerged in filth, fragmented chaos In chrysalis state I await my birth Thoughts and memories proceed to haunt me Soon all these fragments will be gone Morphing begins I'm becoming a god Birth is nothing but death's beginning

Here's a cookie.

Jk I love you all. You are all very smart, talented, intelligent and woke. Haha

Haha, no, but really, by now, my skills have developed to such an otherworldly and alien extent, that the common ear cannot follow or relate to what it's hearing. I must dumb my music down a lot, for you all to be able to enjoy it. My thoughts too.

One of my best tricks is making the audience disappear.

After 20+ years of hardcore masturbation with my instrument of choice, I have successfully transitioned from being just a musician, to being a powerful wizard.

Or people.

Jk I don't believe in nationality.

God I love UK girls. They're so easy I mean fun.

Jk that duality collapsed long ago.

Not sure if I'm keeping a journal to stay sane, or if keeping a journal is making me insane.

Relax. You are already God.