ivankiss

No more missing links. All the puzzle pieces are piled up in front of me. I just have to put the picture together.

I, I am I I am war by creation Higher, now go So you have grown, always I know I know So are we gonna go? Take me higher!

So we'll need a moment far from peaceful to know We've no reason to be frightened all the time

Of course I have an attitude. It's not just pain. It's flavor and style too.

I am building my dream life here this summer, it's just a fact. My own little piece of heaven. It takes my breath away if I think about it too much. That's how exciting it is.

And I must stop slacking and BSing. It's like I'm waiting for a cue...

Nothing can stand in the way of truth.

They thought they were bringing bad news, but instead they got a spontaneous heart chakra awakening.

Haha I casually became the guy who answers the phone saying: "I've been expecting your call..."

I am the fastest because I am the stillest.

Good thing resilience is my second name. I'm back up on my feet faster than you can blink. Full steam ahead.

Yeah... At this speed... Expect some damage.

I walked through the fire, barefoot. My feet were entirely covered in blisters. Glad to say that it's all 100% healed and gone now. But it was pure fucking hell.

Released at least 11 tons of pressure from my back and shoulders since I got here. It was painful and it was ugly. These days I'm working through the neck. Far less nasty, but still uncomfortable.

AHAHA

I must keep moving forward. The prophecy is upon us.

This weight upon my heart... I feel it again today. It's heavy... I want to cry out loud. Like a baby that just came into the world. Like a soldier that just came back from war. But I won't. I can't. It's not the time and not the place for it. And who is it that I would be crying for anyways? Me? You? The world? That's right. Nobody.

May you never have to know what it's like to hate so much you love, to love so much you hate.

And even darker... I run out of time.

It will be impossible for you not to see me for who I am, once I complete this mission and realize this vision. But by then, it probably won't even matter. In my darkest nightmares, you run out of time just before I make it.

I won't lie, I wish to bee seen and heard by you. Understood by you. Loved and appreciated. But it's just not possible. Not now at least. We are simply too far apart. Living in two entirely different worlds.

No! I tried to settle bets with my own soul Bless my lips for the first time before you don't Gripping to the last touch of your hand I grow to loathe Hope that you remember just how far I'll go Spend the rest of my life wishing I'm enough Resist Resist Resist

Turn back time Reason why Breakneck speed History Waiting Waning Exasperating Unstrung Tethered Hoping forever

Soon it will all make sense, promise.

The most challenging phase of my life, for sure. And how epic and adventurous! So good!