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@who chit A wise one once said; " There is no doer of a deed Or one who reaps the deed’s result; Phenomena alone flow on— No other view than this is right." There definitely is nothing to do, nothing to seek. That is precisely why doing and seeking will be. Nothing does not negate everything. It's just nothing. Everything cannot help but be. Nothing is the reason. Salute!

@Joseph Maynor Where does knowledge exist? Where is this mind located? Do you know your name is Joseph? Or are you aware of this label and all else? Do you know how to ride a bicycle? How did you attain that knowledge? How did you learn? You did not. You always knew how to ride the bicycle. You also always knew how to fall; flawlessly, repeatedly. You did that deliberately, on purpose. For the purpose of experiencing just that. Experiencing yourself. Nothing. Awareness is aware, Joseph. Does not know shit.

Does God know God? Or is God aware of God? No exceptions. All knowledge is flushed down the toilet. Including knowing God. A thought can only think it knows. In fact; thought is the only one thinking knowledge is needed at all. Awareness is simply aware. God is simply God. Can be no other thing. No matter how asleep or deluded. God will be God. Not knowing anything at all.

I am a huge Matrix fan, obviously. The movie is a masterpiece. The actual thing is a prison. But still a masterpiece. So here's what lays beyond the conceptual matrix that most of humanity lives in; Nothing is the most you will ever have. Your idea of nothingness does not equal nothingness. In fact; it is impossible for you to imagine nothing. Especially not while trapped in the matrix. Nothing is unimaginable for a good reason. It is unspeakable. Nevertheless, I will try to paint a picture for ya. Beyond the maze there is pure, infinite emptiness. A blank canvas. Nothing. No canvas, either. No time, no space, no dimensions, no identity. No isness or amness. Not even the notion of life or existence. In pure nothingness all there can ever be is pure awareness of nothingness. Or the complete absence of it. Which would then be Absolute Nothingness. No notion of anything at all. No nothing even. What once was a prison; a hell - now becomes a paradise; a playground for creators. You may have struggled to escape the matrix and break down all limitations, but guess what...? Once you brake through all concepts and limitations, transcend both life and death, merge with infinite nothingness and become comfortable with emptiness - you will want to build a new matrix. New concepts. New realities. After all you do have a completely blank canvas now. And you are totally limitless. Free. Of course you will want to play. To create. To experience your infinitude. History repeats itself, indeed. And it can take on infinite forms. Express in infinite ways. There are 12 notes in a musical octave. The 13th one is the same as the first one. Just in a new octave. Perfect illusion. Every thing collapses down on itself. Is being reborn out of itself. Rises from it's own ashes. Like a phenix. The first note in the octave is what gives meaning to all the following notes. The 13th note is a rebirth. A new beginning. An illusive continuation of the same cycle. It only appears different; higher or lower. The 13th note is both real and an illusion. It is both same and totally different from the first one. Depending on where you are and what your intentions are. An F# is an F#; no matter what octave you're in. But the illusion of difference between octaves is what gives beauty and meaning to music. Dynamics. Range. Diversity. More room for expression. Octaves go on forever. No matter which direction you choose to go. You can go as high or as low as you can hear. And if you persist long enough; you will always find yourself exactly where you begun; nowhere. Design and build concepts in alignment with your highest intention; highest will. One must create limitations if one desires to experience one's infinitude. One must ground nothingness into somethingness. Otherwise absolute nothingness is all there would be. Forever. An awakened awareness is aware of this fact. Limitations are not bad, ultimately. They are pure blessings. Being unaware of them, their purpose and meaning, is what causes suffering. But suffering is necessary, as well. Golden. An extremely powerful experience. Awareness fears no intensity. Does not resist pain. Or anything else. It experiments; experiencing infinite varieties of itself. No meaning = Your meaning. This is coming from a higher octave. Not from the octave of egoic stubbornness, ignorance and/or narcissism. Be aware; I speak of "existence" after self-transcendence here. Do not missinterpret authenticity. Create your meaning. Make it as meaningful as it can possibly get. Or meaningless - if that's what floats your boats. The point is to get fully immersed in whatever it is you choose to do or not do. Make it fully experiental. Be aware of it all. To see sharp. Actions are supported by passion and love. Excitement and thrill is what keeps everything... exciting and thrilling. Fun. Surprising. Expansive. You will be eager to play, trust me. Or don't... Not as an ego. As God. As Infinity itself. So do it in love and peace. With anticipation and eagerness. Willpower and dedication. After all; now, in this new octave - you are able to detach at will from any circumstance. Any role, any character, any identity, any fragment. You have a new card up your sleeve, so to speak. Use it wisely and maturely. Responsibly. Consciously. But also; do dare to dream your wildest dreams. Be the child you are. Mistakes are stories of past. Your time is now. And it's not going anywhere. Plenty of time to "fix mistakes". Now it's time to play. To make love. To unite. To expand into infinite nothingness. To create worlds. Stars. Universes. Multiverses. To masturbate eternally. To dance. There could possibly be no better thing in the entire existence; or the illusion of it. It is unspeakable. No matter how long I try to describe it, point at it; it's all for nothing. No one could possibly ever believe this. One has to be it. And even then one will not be able to believe it. You are beyond belief. There is no need for belief. There is only Consciousness playing with itself. A perspective. A free agent. An explorer - a creator. Both God and The Devil; merged as One. As Infinity. Afterlife is no life at all. And that's the best life you can ever have. It is true heaven. Same game - different levels. Everything will stay the same; yet it will be radically different. On this level of the game; the player becomes aware of himself. Remembers his true nature. Does not confuse himself with the game or the characters in it anymore. And that brings new power. New capabilities. New gifts. More wisdom. More love and compassion. Will strong as a rock. The game of life becomes the best game that could possibly ever exist. It is genius. Contains infinite possibilities and opportunities for growth, expansion and exploration. Infinite configurations of consciousness. Constant rearrangement. Constant play. Non stop fun. NO MORE SLEEP Essentially; that is what you have been after since forever. Constant awareness. Awake eternally; continuously. No pause - no break. Razor sharp senses. It took you some time. But now time is no more. The rest was long enough. You are awake now and have no need to go back to sleep. At least not for another eternity. Freedom. Effortless manifestation. Wisdom. Knowledge. Intelligence. Creativity. Fun. Unconditional love. Excitement. Joy. Bliss. Peace. All of that lays beyond the matrix. And is directly experiental through authentic desire. All that is you birthright. You are the infinite creator. All there is. You are The Matrix itself. You are... THE ONE

@ivory One particular mystic/psychedelic experience was a huge game changer, yes. I wrote a trip report about it; you may have read it. Not that exact and well articulated; as I was still integrating certain things at the time I wrote that report. Now it is a lot clearer what went down actually on that night. If nothing else; it came out as a cool story. Other than that; no other mind-blowing psychedelic-induced experiences. I tripped maybe 10 times combined. Mostly on LSD and shrooms. It was beautiful. But not life-changing or shuttering. I also smoked tons of weed. Not as much recreationaly as for spiritual purposes. It was a great tool for me to shine light on aspects I was not aware of. Weed kinda makes things from your subconsciouss mind bubble up to the surface. It allows you to take two steps back. See wider. Also; great for creativity and opening up for majestic, universal ideas. I love it. I also feel pulled towards the DMT world. Ayahuasca. 5-Meo. All of those resonate. And more. But all at it's own pace. No rush of any kind. The driving force behind my actions and overall progress is my passion towards music. My big dreams and my dedication to them. That is mainly what led me where I am right now. Passion, love, persistence, belief. Until belief was needed no more. The dream became real; experiental. I did tons of shadow work, meditation, contemplation and all that stuff, as well. But I certainly would not feel a pull towards those if it wasn't for my passion and big dreams. Eagerness for growth and expansion. One thing led to another; but all started in the heart. I must have been six or something. Been on my path ever since. What about you? What's your story?

@Aaron p You sign up nowhere and are signed up by nobody, Jerry. You know that. Better become nobody quick; so you can sign yourself up. I wait for you, Jerry. @ivory You're all in the club already. You're just blinded by the lightshow. Can't hear nothing through the white noise We all are dancing, already. The dance is eternal. And epic

@Aeris What are some of the possible forms this keygen could take on? Could it be given through this forum? Is this not... coding/decoding? Truth is; nothing can really be alien. May only appear that way. Looking forward to having a close encounter, myself. Or becoming aware of my already existing connection with "them". The first one reports!

Feeling a strong pull towards it. So far have been only improvising, intuitively. Will report once I get deeper into it.

@ivory Its a game. We just dance. No harm. It may appear different tho. No worries; all is cool. But thanks, I guess

@Aeris Oh ok, I see. May I ask; exactly how are you planning on inserting this truth into those who are appropriate...for insertion? Is there a method? A process? How does it look and how does it smell? Btw; Have you been visited already? How's the whole alien story coming together?

@Aeris That's the spirit!

Yet another download; yet another quick guide. A few conceptual steps in order to reach a higher understanding of magic. You are reality. Should be apparent by now. There is no separation between anything at all. You are always having a direct experience of yourself. Always have been and will be. Each dream; each reality has it's own core frequency, from which everything is being expressed through infinite manifestations. Awareness can become aware of this core frequency. It can change it. Readjust. Shift. Awareness comes prior to frequency. Frequency is made of awareness; to put it that way. If you don't like the movie; change the channel. Don't complain about what's going on in the movie. It's perfect as it is. A perfect expression of that which it is supposed to represent. Would you expect to watch an action movie on The Discovery channel? Probably not. You'd switch to another channel. A more appropriate one. You would shift to another station. Choose another frequency. There is little to no difference when it comes to reality. You would not expect the main character in the movie to change the entire movie for you to enjoy watching what you prefer. Does not go that way. You wanna watch something else? Experience something else? Shift to it. Stop running into brickwalls. Leave the character behind. Forget about the movie. They are what they are. Can be nothing else. You have to detach from this movie not being what you expected it to be. Detached from the main character. You gotta switch to another channel. Here's some practicality; If you were to press the white key on a piano; would you do it by being focused on pressing the white key, or by being focused on not pressing the black one? Sure; you must acknowledge there is a black key, as well. You must know there is a possibility for you to hit the black key. But you want to hit the white one, really. You want that particular note. That particular frequency. You cannot achieve what you wish to experience while being focused on what you do not. And I am not pointing towards positive thinking and (forced) affirmation. Sure those have their place in the process of transformation. But... I am pointing towards a rather powerful thing. A decision. Hard as a rock. A choice. Radical rearrangement. Massive shift. Decide you want to experience what you want to experience. Let go of that which is not the representation of your new, preferred reality. Ignore it all politely, with a smile on your face. See only that which represent you newborn core frequency. Focus only on that which resonates. Which inspires, excites and motivates. Have that tunnel vision. See nothing but your preferred reality. Nothing but confirmations of your progress. Detach in love and peace. Say your goodbyes as many times as you feel like. You want to watch another movie. Nothing wrong with that. No crime committed. It is your birthright to choose dreams and experiences. To imagine realities that will be the perfect expression of your true nature. Of your core frequency. Have no remorse. Have no regret. Change is natural. Necessary. Align action with imagination. This is the recipe for a successful shift and rearrangement. For effrotless manifestation. Imagination is a direct link between the channel where you currently are and the one you want to shift to. It's pure, infinite potential. All of imagination is directly experiental. There is literally no difference from the absolute point of view between manifesting a giant pile of money or a single penny. Or any thing else, for that matter. The universe knows no limitations. You impose them. You dictate what is possible and what impossible. Become aware of those limitations. Focus on transcending them. Letting them go. Proving them nonsensical. You have to detach from all previously, unconsciously accepted misaligned beliefs. "The work" is (mostly) metaphysical. Happens nowhere; in nothingness. It is pure consciousness work, so to speak. Also; Be aware of the possibility of over-conceptualization pulling you back in terms of moving forward. Do not let imagination and expectations turn into a heavy burden which you carry around. Use imagination in alignment. Do not get lost in it. Act in alignment towards it. Let go of all outcome. Allow all possibilities. Let all come to you. Let magic work. Creativity is key. When in states of creativity and flow; no one is there to filter magic. To limit possibilities. The most incredible, unbelievable and miraculous things happen when one does not expect any outcome at all. When there are no limitations. No conceptual models of what and when should or should not happen. No imposition of any form of control over future. Only flow. Only allowance. Only emptiness. True, authentic joy and passion. Creativity will always find new, creative ways to blow your mind with absolute miracles. To get you closer to that which you wish to experience. To get you far beyond your expectations. And it will do it no time. You literally won't be able to believe it. You deserve it all. You are worthy of it all. Again; absolutely no difference in any experience you have. In any movie you watch. You are the one thinking you are somehow bound to watching only one movie; over and over again. When clearly; it has gotten way too boring and predictable. You are not chained to your current reality. Give that to yourself which will fulfill your whole being. Be the bringer of the change you'll be proud of seeing, experiencing. No one is depriving you of anything. No one is deprived of anything by you having it all. Those are stories; illusions. Created by those unwilling to let go of past. To transform. To grow and evolve. See through the limitations of those ideas. Laugh at them. You are limitless. No thought could ever stop you. Createyour heaven. Step into it. Be it; experience it. Have no worries about a single thing. The past is an echo slowly being swallowed by nothingness.

@Aeris I allow. Purify me.

@Aeris Fuck all you want. Do not filter your fuck tendencies. Be open about them. Towards her and all. Fuck away, my friend. Fuck like God. "To deny our impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human." (Not a human; but anyways, fuck that's good)

@Aeris There is no such thing as "the lower game" in my experience. The game is but a game. As a whole. There are levels in this game, yes. Communication between them is necessary for the overall process of expansion and evolution of all. That is why those on higher levels use their wisdom and sharpened articulation to adjust and match with those on lower levels; so that a connection can be established and communication may flow. An understanding may be reached.

@Surfingthewave Precisely! Limitations. Awareness is both that which creates them and transcends them. Less focus on what you can't. More on what you can and will. And it will happen.

I suppose I did that a few times; which one do you you have in mind? My intentions were pure, I assure you. I notie an opportunity for expansion; I jump for it. The language this forum likes to speak was exciting to use, as well. Hence all the response on those topics. "Bullshit this. Bullshit that." It's fabulous haha.

@Aeris I like this one; Slaves shall serve. But also; The herd only fears imaginary wolfs. A sheep that is no longer a sheep may be confused for a wolf by other sheeps. But in reality; that's all just a goodnight story. No wonder happy endings are only heard of in stories. Only stories end. How about happy eternity?

@isabel Holding on to a certain expectation or an outcome actually has a counter affect. By creating conceptual limitations, frames and models of what, how and when should happen; you block magic from flowing into your experience. You are in the state of needing/expecting/hoping. Which then slows the process of manifestation down. Instead if you were to let go of expectation and embody the state of allowance; things would find their way to you in miraculous ways. The biggest importance lays in aligning imagination with action. Acting in alignment towards your goals. But not dragging a burden of conceptual frames with you. Imagine that which you desire to experience. Burry that vision as deep as it goes. Revisit it often. Add to it if you wish. Play with it. But know where you are currently. Be there with your every step. Do not drag the vision along while simultaneously making the steps. Your reality will manifest. Allow it come at it's own pace. You just keep walking towards it. No matter what. Let magic surprise you.

@Aeris Sweet insanity Looking forward to similar interactions haha. So far; only two are conscious of One. Will send material when recorded. We'll exchange juicyness and all that, no worries.

@Aeris tsukuyomi whatnow? The fake is the real. Both are taken seriously and totally not. There is no real belief involved. More like disbelief. I cannot possibly believe any of this. It's impossible. And genius.

@Aeris I clarified. Nothing to justify. Conscious music. Categorization makes less and less sense. But to paint a picture; it's a mixture of jazz, pop, and modern prog-rock. Some electro elements it there as well. At least that is my main project atm. Got about 18 songs ready to come to life. Planning on hitting the studio soon and hard. Infinity is precisely that; nothing and everything combined. It is not to be understood as much as it is to be explored; experienced. Conscious of. There is no one who cold prove anything. Proof is not needed for that which is obvious and in your face; Consciousness. Proof is imaginary. Hallucination. When someone proves something and others agree by accepting their evidence as true; they simultaneously agree to collectively hallucinate the same "reality".

@Aeris I do no negate the importance of thinking. I emphasize thinking in alignment. Imagination is a tool. Not a prison. I do not aim to do any more work, really. I aim to see work loose it's meaning completely. Turn it into pure creativity. Supported by passion and will. The operating system of perception you speak of is, in my direct experience, being used for exploration of Infinity. Evolution is what I am primarily all about. But I chose a more creative pathway. I seek no meaning, either. I create it. I express it. This is one form of that expression. The main reason I am active on this forum is because I am not currently immersed in the writing process. As soon as I get back to music for real; this form of expression may become irrelevant, completely. Bubbles poppin' in and out of existence

@ivory ❤ They are mine as much as they are yours

@Aeris Podcast? Music? Tell me more. A lot of mutuality. I myself am on vacation...from nothing I aim to remain that way. But I also aim to make a huge "comeback" and create some musical epicness. And more. I as well am cuddling a lot. She's gorgeous. Each time is the first time. I feel like playing cults as well, on the side. But in my own way. I do not mean to overblow the thing. Leadership is not really my cup of tea. More like creatorship. I can assist; guide, for a while. But I'd rather lead no one. At the end; they'd all be pissed at me for teaching them nothing, leading them nowhere