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I like how you think this should make sense Ya'all need to learn the language of nonsense. You overlook nothing it's not there, but it is. Math sucks, btw.

Can't be both.

NO! I AM NOTHING! ?

@now is forever cannot claim credit for this one. Meshuggah is the autor. Holder of deep truth. Felt an urge to share. Beautiful indeed. Spot on.

@rabbitat So enlightening

Btw; Having no friends does not equal being lonely

@Athena ? @d0ornokey Right. Time is not an enemy anymore Effort can be effortless

@DrewNows "Uncanny" just became a part of my dictionary Thanks! ?

First they seemed like angels to me, when they came knocking on the door. I was in heaven with my one foot already. But when I heard they wanna "take me with them"... oh boy. It was hell. I was an animal, fighting for my survival. I was 100% convinced they wanted to drag me to the insane asylum. And that was precisely what the process felt like. Landed in a hospital, instead. Just didn't know it. Do not ever mix random drugs. Especially if you have no idea of what the dosage is and what could that kind of ignorance lead to. I would honestly suggest that to everybody. Use drugs wisely and maturely. Define the recreational intent of use and expansional one. Certain difference is important beyond speach. Don't be stupid. Don't be like me. Hearth centeredness is essential now, prior to substance (ab)use. Much love to ya'all insane motherfu#kers! (Humor heals, too)

@Serotoninluv wise-versa ? @abrakamowse thanks for reading

Being neither sane or insane is not a "sane perspective on insanity". It's transcendence. Unification of both. Had psychotic episodes with no thought present whatsoever, myself. It was infinite. And it was hell of a more insane and scary than while thoughts were flowing through; trying to convince me (themselves, really) that I've completely lost it. Insane thoughts do not equal full-blown, direct experience of insanity. That I agree on. But thought surely led to that configuration of reality. Nothing else. One of my experiences of insanity included me being forcefully tied down to a medical bed, by several cops, while I was overdosed. But something else also happened... Something even scarier than insanity. It was death. Conceptual first, physical right after. The experience of both, to be clear. And it was very real to that which believed anything was ever real. Including insanity. That is how I became friends with insanity and saw through the illusion of sanity. Unintentionally. Unwillingly. Through what I can only describe as absolute resistance. And that came from fear. And that came from thought. Speaking from direct experience, only. Objectivity is not my field. So I might not be able to speak objectively. Or give any valuable/practical advice in that manner. When I was not the experiencer, but merely an observer of insanity; I slowly became able to love it. To invite it in. To transform it. I only pointed out the source of insanity in my original post. Breathing deeper is only what's trully practical and helpful, really. From direct experience.

I like you. I enjoyed the dance.

Only thought can tell you; you're insane. Only through comparison to others can your mind proclaim insanity. Realize there is nothing you can compare your sanity or insanity to. For all you know, from your limited point of view; nobody can be more or less sane or insane than you are. Thus you are neither, really. You simply are. Breathe deeper.

30 days? Sounds like a good business plan. Can do it in no time. For free. Gurus are having so much fun. And they looove gold.

@Mikael89 not gonna work, Mikael. I don't believe in yesterday. Only within the mind linearity exists, Mikael. (Stop trying to hit me and hit me!)

@now is forever All kewl yo. Just playin' a bit. Might actually help some one, or no one. No harm intended, obviously. ?

You are my best friend @Shin I assume you realized already. ?

I don't feel empty. Emptiness is. And it is fulfilled. ? Not telling anyone is wrong. But everyone is. Including me. The journey is a bedtime story because I think about it right before I go to sleep. During the actiual journey it's all nothing. Poetical expression is not logical. Drop linearity ☺

You're running backwards, Mikael. This IS direct experience. Right here, right now. And it is nothing. Stories are in your mind. And ya scared of em. Think of something that's not scary; if ya must think.

Nothing is right in your face. You just think it's something other than nothing. You think it's life. You're scared of nothing, Mikael. Precisely nothing.

I am wrong all the time. Perfection still is.

@Mikael89 @Shaun You're both just shitscared of nothing. That's all. Nonduality requires no belief. No thought. No stories. Solipsism exists only within the mind. Transcendence must happen, no matter how insane it looks and feels to your "sane" minds. Don't hold on too tightly. It might hurt more.