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@seeking_brilliance There's also an actual rreply - in case you missed it (look above)

@pluto Hm. Not sure if we're on the same wave. I can interact while being purely aware; immersed in the now. But then it is not really me who's interacting, if you know what I mean. However; if through this way awareness expands enough so that relativity starts to fade, then there simply is no space and no time left for an interaction to occur. I keep pointing towards the levels and degrees. I found those extremely important. Those determine what is and isn't possible. But nonetheless; all happens within pure awareness. Agree on limitations and the blessings they are. They are a product of infinite intelligence/all knowingness. Thank you and Bless! @purerogue I came to realize the importance of the ego self now more than ever. The ego is the agent of infinity. A filter. A unique one. Without it; absolute nothingness is all there is. And it does not know about itself. Ego is needed. Can be adjusted; aligned. I like to look at it as a piece of advance technology. Just the possibility of it is astonishing. It is not here to explain as much as it is to explore and experience infinity. To be a unique expression of it.

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@seeking_brilliance Awesome! Thanks for the insights. I often found myself in the dream paradigm, even these days I slip into it. But overall I am experiencing complete emptiness, mostly. No paradigms. Would you say there are degrees to lucidity? What if you were to become aware of how exactly you're designing that red carpet? Or that dream character? Or gravity... Time? The waves of the ocean? Total awareness of the dream and the mechanics behind it. That is what absolute awareness is, in my opinion. That is what happened the other night. Awareness became aware of absolutely everything. No possible way to describe it. But I am now certain it all comes down to frequency. That is what dictates it all. When I mentioned density, I had light in my mind. Not the degree to which the wall is solid. But I suppose it goes hand in hand.

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@abrakamowse @zeroISinfinity The honor is mine, kind sir! ?❤️

@seeking_brilliance No one. Nothing

@abrakamowse Great man. Glad you're on your track. Well, as mentioned before, there's levels to it. An infinute amount. Can be pure heaven. Can be a sci fi horror movie hah! Even beyond ego transcendence. Or after desolving the five human senses. Pure awareness can be shitscared of itself, too. That precise moment can lead to being... Frozen in terror haha. It's kinda like looking into the mirror for the very first time. But again; levels and degrees.

@seeking_brilliance Cool man. Looking forward to it. Take it easy @iTommy Thanks! Love the avatar pic. Very cool!

Difficult to point out, because it all happened naturally for me. I simply fallowed my passion/mission/purpose. It's almost as if it was required from me. In order to get closer to actualizing my dream. My purpose. I had to face starvation, being broke, being homeless, being all alone by myself, going nuts, overdose, dying etc. Basic survival things. Could be anything for ya tho. But I imagine there are similarities. That is; if you're human I think a big "no no" would be to force anything, just for the sake of reaching certain states. But you could also go that way about it, I guess. Just don't leave your heart behind. Good luck!

@seeking_brilliance Wow man. I am amazed by your level of mastery over dreams and lucidity. How does that transcribe into your waking life? Does "reality" not seem/feel the same after all those dream experiences? Not thinking about the context/content. Rather the overall structure and the mechanics "behind the scenes"...? What would you say is the main difference between the two, and what is common? I am really interested in reading your take on it. In my experience; the line is very thin. Barely noticeable. At times difference is obvious, other times untraceable. But I would point to one word: Density. " reality " does seem somewhat denser, slower. That would explain why crazy stuff is easier/faster manifested in dream states. Although I've been lucid only a few times while... khm...dreaming... But extreme vividness is very common. Sometimes dreams seem realer than reality hah! Thanks for sharing!

@Angelite Have not found the right one if you feel that way. True passion is infinite. Timeless. It is enlightenment. @Aakash My biggest dream is to change the world with my music. Wake everyone the fuck up! Just look at how silly that seems haha. But I am passionate about it and have no thought about stopping at any point. It's what gets me up, makes me keep going. Overcoming all obstacles along the way. It's either this or nothing for me. What I'm trying to say, is that it doesn't matter how stupid it may seem, as long as it's burning in your heart. You becoming a kickass dancer could easily change the world for the better. Or you becoming a nonduality teacher. Or you know; whatever the heck. Just has to come from the heart. Can't go all egoic about it. Gotta be like a kid. And then develop a mature mindset along the way. You have that one huge dream. Everyone does. It just can be buried underneath for some. Explore until something clicks and lights you up. Trust me, you'll know when you find it. Can't be compared to nothing else. Hope you find my words inspirational, even if just a bit. Wish you luck!

@seeking_brilliance I know exactly what you mean. Memories are crystalized, too. From my current understanding, at least. So cool that you're exploring consciousness through dream states. Please do report some, would love to read. @Serotoninluv Glad to hear. Freedom, right? I'm still kinda getting used to the single scenario tho. But it was much needed. More space for breath. Wish you all the best! @DrewNows Crazy man haha! Glad I'm not going nuts, and this is actually a thing others have experienced, too. Getting deeper now into that crystalline consciousness stuff. Feel like I need to broaden my view. Resonance is high. Will report more. Thanks!

@SQAAD I suppose it is a matter of accumulation over the years. Passion and following my purpose. Risking my life for it. Quite literally. But taking in consideration only the past few days; intuitive being, utter and complete surrender to the present moment. Following synchronicity. Merging with it. Facing core fears. Various breathing exercises. Although even those occurred spontaneously; just like the experience itself. It would be most accurate to say; I did precisely nothing. Tons of it

15 years of burning passion and love + 3 years of hardcore isolation. That's what it took for me. But none of it was planned or forced in any way. All happened on its own; naturally. I just followed my heart, really. Wanted to play music. That's all. Synchronicity did the rest. I just let go of the wheel. Trusting it with my life. Overcoming all fears and obstacles along the way. Don't believe everything you hear on YouTube. Or any of it; for that matter. Even Leo repeats this often. Find out what works for you. No one else knows but you. Thanks though!

Well yeah, sure. One thing to know - another to experience. And even that has levels and degrees to it. I am fully present and immersed in the now as I am typing these words. But that cannot be compared to what I experienced last night. Not even closely. Never tried 5-Meo. Or anything like it. LSD is the furthest I went. And even that was long ago. Srsly don't feel ready for tripping tho. Gotta ground myself firmly. Ego's all frantic hah!

@Heviin Nope, not really. Meditation is how I go throughout my mundane daily activities now. It's how life is. It is not a practice anymore. Rather a constant way of being. Rarely loose awareness of breath. Operating mainly on theta waves. Or whatever. Super deep and slow breathing. Would not use the word "independence". But definitely no cause and effect, whatsoever.

@Nahm Thank you. You know I love you. You're like my secret mentor hah! Always show up when most needed. Always hit the nail. Love reading between your lines. The heart keeps it all in place. Love glues it all together. Feeling centred now. Fear is melting.

@abrakamowse Heard some. Read some. Bashar was the main source. But if you ask me, I still have no real idea what it is. It came spontaneously and I just instantly knew it is it. In direct experience, it is undeniably obvious.

@abrakamowse Great vid! Thanks! Very relevant. @Mikael89 I guess it's up to you. I myself do not take advice from those who I do not value the opinion of. It does feel like enlightenment is chasing me, instead the other way around haha.

@Soul-lover 2020 Not into beliefs. Or stories that are over 2000 years old. Chewed and spat out by mankind's filthy mouth. Direct experience is my God. Only NOW. Nothing else. Got me laughing tho. Thanks! Needed it.

@Nahm Thanks. Was kinda expected. Please tell me more about this crystalline thing. I feel like if I knew more it would be less scary. The ego feels trapped in a corner at times. Barely any distractions left. On certain levels actuality is heaven. On others it's a nightmare. Feels like I'm running out of thoughts.

@Shin You remind me of him...