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ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SamueLSD Christ is in all of us "Come down Get off your fuckin' cross We need the fuckin' space to nail the next fool martyr" ❤ -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@whatthefucksgoinon Your username says it all Ime; there is an ongoing process. An intricate and divine process. @SamueLSD It sounds exactly the way you hear it Let language do its thing. "DNA" is just a pointer. Can you feel into "every cell of your body" right now? What does that mean to you? -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SamueLSD My spidey sense tells me so, yes. @DrewNows Awesome! Thanks! I too have been feeling an attraction towards the world of occult lately. Exciting stuff! There's ALOT tho. Only flirting with it for now. I was also recently reminded of the predominant element in my current experience; Fire. I wish to transcend the cycle of burning out and reigniting. So all there is is The Eternal Flame. Fire is the truth of my personal self, that I know for sure. I am dedicated to mastering it, sooner or later. Anyhow... About to hit the sheets now, will check the vid when awakened. Much luv. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@WHO IS As I said; words. I'm just describing how it feels. I could probably express it in another way... but why? This is how it seems most appropriate/accurate at this moment. No difference. All difference @Consilience Cool. Maybe I'm hyping it up. Still, I don't think we're talking about the same kind of transformation. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@DreamScape Feel ya. Thanks. I have no idea. The stuff I read is interesting. Whether it's true or not, I don't know. I just know how I feel. And I feel like I am literally being crystallized from within. No other way to describe it in my mind. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@WHO IS It's a knowing thing. Not an assumption. You know... when you just don't need any proof or evidence... It's just obvious. Not sure if this has anything to do with gaining new abilities tho. It's just a natural progression. The next step in my evolution. Wording it is one thing. Feeling it is undeniable. -
ivankiss replied to Mystica45's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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I felt somewhat trapped and uncomfortable inside my body today. It felt heavy and fatigued. So I decided to do some breathwork to align the body and create some space for the breath. I noticed that my chest was "locked" and my abdominal area was contracted. I was breathing in reverse. Lol. According to google; "The diaphragm is a mushroom-shaped muscle that sits beneath your lower-to-middle rib cage. It separates your abdomen from your thoracic area. Your diaphragm helps you breathe by lowering when you inhale, in that way, allowing your lungs to expand. It then rises to its original position when you exhale." At first it was a bit painful. I don't know if what I was doing is the "proper" way to do this - I was kinda feeling my way through. It was an intuitive thing. I started filling my diaphragm with a lot of air; pushing my belly outwards. I focused on maintaining the connection while crossing the "bridge" to the chest and shoulder area. All the way up to the crown. As the breath was travelling through the body; pockets of tension were being released. My belly, chest, shoulders, neck, head and even face... There was so much tension. And it was all being released now, with each new breath. Lots of cracks. I was slowly making my way into the body. An undisturbed flow was now established. The breath deepened. My belly was no longer contracted. Chest and shoulders were wide open. Neck and head aligned. Face muscles relaxed. I was breathing through my spine. It felt incredible. All this went down with little to no thought about the ongoing process. It was mostly just breath and feeling the whole time. But turns out; all this was only a warm up. As I continued breathing deeper and longer; I noticed my state of consciousness becoming altered; significantly. I opened myself up for something big... Enter Full Nonduality. I would surrender the breath for quite some time, after every inhale and exhale. And during these "pauses", I'd be showered with the most euphoric feeling ever. It was as if I jumped into a pool of liquid Love and Bliss. My vision would turn black for a few moments. It's kinda like when you're about to pass out. Except that you don't. Instead you remain in this blissful, euphoric, endless pool of Love. It's heaven. My vision is full HD at this point. I feel like I'm at least 12 feet tall. Barely any thought enters my mind. I recognize divine alignment and perfection in each moment. I see geometrical patterns of Light. Each beam is a portal to an entire Universe. Infinity. The body is not still for a second. It is dancing along with the waves of the breath. Slowly, gently and incredibly smoothly. Intuitively; on impulse. Without an ounce of effort. It's floating, as if it was weightless. It is now fully activated. Present and on high alert. Immersed. Ready for any command on my behalf. It is almost as if I had a bird's eye view on reality. There is this profound sense of something primal. The body is an animal. But there's also something infinitely intelligent and divine that is present. It's Light. It's Love. It's me. Oh God. There really is no end to this. There is no end to your beauty. Needless to say; I "came down", quite a bit. At this precise moment; I feel good. Centred and relaxed. Whole. I am breathing properly. I don't feel fatigued. I am present. But my frequency has definitely decreased. I am not nearly as conscious as I was. I can only imagine how life would be if I was to breathe consciously; at all times. Whoa.
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ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
As I said; 45 minutes to an hour. Still breathing nice and deep. It definitely affected the quality of my experience. Felt great throughout the day. I can see how something like this could become a regular practice. @Hello from Russia Yup. It can become as easy as walking into the kitchen, I imagine -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura Nope. I usually do all this stuff spontaneously and intuitively... Might look into it and give it a try though. Thanks! -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Raptorsin7 Sitting; comfortably, on my couch. No pause. The emphasis was on breathing to become undisturbed, thus everything else was put on pause for it - so to speak. The "challenge" was to open up and align the body with the breath. As well as to maintain a steady, conscious flow. Increased perception and sharpened senses were a side-effect. Euphoria and bliss, too. It took me about 30 minutes to open up fully. Then maybe another 15 to enter the pool of Love. Can't tell for sure tho. It felt like Infinity, of course. I should also mention that I started microdosing DMT recently. And although I did not smoke right before this experience, the substance must have been activated in my body during the breathwork. Anyhow... Lots of words to describe a simple and very natural phenomenon... Conscious breathing. Being. - That is Bliss. Anyone can do it. Everyone is it. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@DrewNows Interesting, thanks! I rarely do any yoga. But when I do, it's always intuitive. I just breathe and let the body do it's own thing. And yes, it does feel very good to rub and massage the belly. Should definitely do it more often -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nahm Ahh yes, singing. Thank you. The Sun is shining brighter than ever now. The sky has never been bluer. The grass was never greener. Paradise. ? -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yup. My mind was so blown away by this kids performance that as soon as it arranged itself back together it needed some kind of an explanation for the experience Who cares why this kid is so amazing. Not knowing the reason or cause is what makes it even more magical. Still; nothing wrong with entertaining a thought or two, here and there. Thanks everyone for your input and also for the translation of the lyrics. Beautiful song, indeed. Here's another jaw-dropping example; Yup. God is definitely winking at us. -
I just listened to this little angel, and my mind was completely blown away. Heart exploded with love. What a beautiful, divine gift he has. Very moving. (You probably won't understand the language...just feel) ; What are your thoughts on this and other "child prodigies" ? Do you think they're born with a higher spiritual connection ? Could they be tapping into something divine and godly while performing? Are they somehow "special" or "more advanced" souls? Or even "old" souls, perhaps? Do you maybe think it's biology? DNA? Or do you think there's nothing that special about these kids at all? Also; How do you think this ability or gift affects them and their growth? Both personally and spiritually?
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ivankiss replied to Nahm's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Applegarden I'd love to get my hands on a m80m. I imagine it's a beast. It would be killer for recording heavy, chuggy rhythms. Yup. They're definitely revolutionary. Never got the chance to experience them live tho. Would love to. -
ivankiss replied to Nahm's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Applegarden Awyea! ? meshuggah is beyond enlightenment! ? -
The feminine listens. The feminine nurtures. The feminine cares. The feminine accepts. The feminine opens up and invites it all into the heart. The feminine forgives. The feminine feels. This ofcourse has little to nothing to do with gender. It's an energy - a side to us all, if you will. Ultimately, integration of and balance between both the masculine and feminine is, imo, necessary for one to become "fully actualized".
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ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
How about this? -
ivankiss replied to Nahm's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I know enlightenment when I hear it. -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@IAmTheHolySpirit Thanks. Like how you put that. The child is the gift, indeed. @Preety_India The beauty of Truth -
ivankiss replied to actualizing25's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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ivankiss replied to Arcangelo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@AlwaysBeNice Of course Bashar is new age. The dude is an alien from several hundreds of years in what we call our future I am completely open-minded towards the idea. But still I realize; it's an idea. There is no real way for me to prove or disprove anything. It is not my intention, either. Imo, new age is actually a good thing. I imagine many who are waking up at this time find the "old" spiritual path and paradigm unfit. Irrelevant. Limiting. Flawed, even. I think one should never follow religiously only one teacher/guru/alien. But rather collect bits and pieces of information along their journey and paint their own picture. Point is... there's nothing wrong with you thinking "it's all just utter bullshit"... but it's not very nice of you. (pun intended) If I were you; I'd do some introspection. "The answer cannot be found in the writing of others or the words of a trained mind" -
ivankiss replied to ivankiss's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
John 12:24 "Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit." -
As I was; You are. As I am; You will become. Our connection is invisible to all passing eyes. I know you know; as I know, too. Blessed be the breath you take. You are my honor. Glory. Pride. Your actions of bravery are crystallized in eternity. Your faith did not go unnoticed. I only pray for your forgiveness. May you forgive my inability to love you with all my heart. May you find mercy. I serve you and you only, as you serve me so graciously. Forgive me for getting high on you. Forgive me for looking down on you. Forgive me for neglecting you. Forgive me for overlooking you. Forgive me for starving you. Forgive me for fighting you. Forgive me for sacrificing you. Forgive me for noticing you only when your performance stood out and pleased my likings. Forgive me for never being enough for me. Forgive me for having to carry the burden of my grand expectations. Forgive me, for I was too weak. I could not find the courage within to invite the things I feared into my heart. I dared not to look at the light of your perfection. May you forgive me for denying your presence. May you forgive me for doubting your essence. Forgive me for forcing change upon you. Forgive me for rushing. Forgive me for dragging. Forgive me for not walking side by side with you. May you forgive me in all of my ignorance. But above and beyond all... May you forgive me for wishing your forgiveness. For I know your love for me is unconditional. Meet me in the centre of our Universe Realign and enter our Unison I Declare Peace