ivankiss

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  1. If reality is an idea... what is aware of that idea? ? That smells like two - not one - to me.
  2. Weather there is (choice) or is not, is a duality. Contemplate; infinite will. Imo; you're stuck on neti-neti. Not realizing that it's only a polar response to you previously believing that there is, in fact, free will and choice. You're trying to prove that belief false. Which is unnecessary. Simply recognize the duality and don't choose sides. Remain in the center. Hope some of that helps.
  3. Hey @Leo Gura, a question comes to mind... Would you find it contradictory to your core teachings if I was to post on this sub about the healing aspect of awakening? Specifically; pointing out how healing one's heart can and does lead to incredibly profound realizations and deep awakenings? Do you mind me emphasizing more often in the future the emotional aspect of being, or God - if you will..? In a polite, respectful manner - that is. I am aligning with that 'path' in my own journey; so it would be only natural to speak of it. I trust there are many members here who would find the information valuable. Would that be cool with you?
  4. Leo's intentions are pure. That I am sure of. The information he shares with us is pretty much on point, too. But he does lack some empathy in his approaches. I do agree he tends to appear neurotic and disconnected from his emotional side - but that's just where he is at. He could be more relaxed and peaceful. But that doesn't mean he's evil or a cult leader. I'm sure he will work on embodiment more in the future. He provides an enormous amount of value to the world. He is working his ass off. And that is worthy of admiration - imo. You should never follow blindly anyone. Take the information that resonates and do your own work. Leave the rest behind.
  5. @AdeptusPsychonautica If I may... I watched your video last night, and although I think you made a few good points; I don't think you are seeing the whole picture here. I've been a member of this community for 3 years and I can assure you that there is nothing dark, twisted or cultsy going on here. This is a place where people come to learn from. There is deep wisdom here. Some of the members are highly aware and have everyone's best interests in mind. That being said; this is the internet, after all. There's going to be a lot of distortion, naturally so. If anything; this place lack a bit warmth and empathy. I'm trying my best to 'lead' by example. You also must understand that the majority of members come from a different background here than you. They are not as interested in healing as they are interested in realization. And there's nothing wrong with that. There are plenty of members (myself included) who also emphasize the healing side of the journey. Hope that clarifies stuff a bit for ya. I do think your intentions are good, but it would be a shame to ruin a good thing here. Peace.
  6. The work I'm doing on this forum is very important to me. I am committed to becoming a more conscious, wise and loving individual - for lack of a better term. I have my disagreements, but I am willing to keep those thoughts to myself and simply continue doing my work in quite. I strive to share deep, meaningful and heart-felt insights here - for the purpose of my own evolution and everyone else's. I enjoy consuming your content Leo, from time to time. But I'm not a hardcore follower - to be honest. I see value in your teachings but I'm kinda more focused on my thing. I just really like this forum. Hope you won't mind me sticking around for a bit longer.
  7. Ime; I simply have to say yes to it when it comes knocking on my door. I had the idea of consciously choosing to do something random every day.. But then I realized; that kinda already happens on its own - to various degrees. Right now; I am at a point where too much randomness would affect my process negatively. But in the future; I'm looking forward to saying yes to it and 'getting lost' in it more often. It's fun.
  8. Purpose made you ask.
  9. I feel like I should apologise to the forum. I'm still in shock and I got carried away with my comments. I should not be resolving my emotions on here, in this manner. I disagree with some stuff, but the way I expressed that was not healthy. Apologies to Sunny's family, Leo and the forum. Peace.
  10. Leo's teachings are already distorted enough. And they are not his teachings, really.
  11. The way this information is being spread is what makes people go crazy. Not the information itself. The information can be as accurate and on point as it can get. But if its being shared in such a toxic manner; it will do more harm than good. Don't believe me? Ask the part of you that jumped off that bridge on may 3rd. A lot of you know a lot. More than you can handle. Hence you don't actually know anything.
  12. You have no access to rational thinking when you're in deep pain. No realization you had can stop you from suffering - if suffering is meant to be. However - this is what I would like to emphasize here: Do not throw rationality out the window. In this circles; rationality is often spoken of as a limitation. A defect, even. Many people can take that as an excuse to act completely irrationally. Rationality is a very important puzzle piece. It has its limitations, but it should by no means be eliminated or destroyed for good. Like everything else; it should be integrated.
  13. I suspect he has built a belief (over time) that he must get rid of a part of himself in order to be one with God. To fully transcend the Self. And he took that notion all the way. He genuinely believed he would be going home. And home he went. Leaving his loved ones in unimaginable pain. I'm sure he contemplated this many times and somehow it made sense to him. But if I knew what he was up to; I'd be the first one telling him to let go of all this crap and go enjoy life with his family.
  14. What hurts the most is...that he did it for Love. Many of you might not see it... But he is a true hero. He went all the way. All in for Love. All in for God. All in for Truth. Even if the way he has chosen makes no sense from our point of view. Only he knows. And no one else ever will.
  15. If you're not conscious enough to light a candle tonight for @SoonHei - you have no idea what this work is all about.
  16. I am crying buckets right now. I feel your loss so deeply. It struck me out of nowhere. I did not know Sunny in real life, nor have talked to him too often here... But the few moments that we shared were all filled with love, respect, joy and wonder. It was indeed...dreamy. I cannot even begin to imagine your pain. Words simply do no justice here. Sunny thought us all a very important lesson. Let's hope we learn.
  17. One of the reasons I'm so triggered is because I feel guilty for spreading information here (about death and more) and not giving too many fucks about how other people perceive it. Which is very stupid. This is serious business. Your words influence people much more than you might think. All members should level up (myself included) and become extremely careful and responsible with their posts. Especially when it comes to death.
  18. Speaking of death on this path is pretty much inevitable. It's all about how the teaching is being presented. And hyping it all up is definitely not the way. Neither is presenting it like it's all just nothing, or just a funny joke. That's incredibly stupid and irresponsible. I am not pointing towards Leo here, directly. I am too conscious to blame anyone. I think Leo is doing his best to communicate the truth. But do I disagree with some of his ways? Definitely. Not to mention all the other gurus who sit on their golden chairs and speak bullshit. People will eat it all up. It's just how they are. Teaching without empathy and not giving a fuck about other's experience - no matter how limited their perspective - is just not right.
  19. @Tim R I mean that many people on this path get brainwashed and start fantasizing about death and what it might bring. Instead of simply making peace with it; on their couch, at their home. With their loved ones by their side. A complete and utter misunderstanding of this work. God I'm still so pissed. Fuck. Then again; what happens must happen. No one could stop him from doing what he felt like doing... it's just so damn sad. Tragic, even.
  20. @Nahm Just felt like expressing how I felt. Obviously; there is no one to be blamed.. But still. I think there is much 'wrong' with how things are being presented. This is not the first time I'm saying that.
  21. Now I'm just pissed af! There is something seriously wrong with how all this stuff is being thought. All this death talk does way more harm than good to people. God... I just wanna punch some guru in his face right now. With a chair.
  22. No way man! I cannot believe it... What a shock.. He was such a beautiful soul. Love ya my man! May you rest in eternal peace.
  23. I like how Matt Kahn put it once: I stands for 1 A stands for Awareness M stands for Manifested I AM = 1 Awareness Manifested