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Dva (pijana) goluba bela

You made my day. Thanks

Vodite me... Uzmite mi sve...

@Hulia Been sensing similar thoughts from others lately. It's like they really admire my ways and want to be near me, but somehow it's also too much and repulsive to them. Oh well... Love you, too.

This is one of the saddest and most beautiful songs I can sing. I absolutely love it. But sometimes, it can get a bit too heavy. Bacila je sve niz reku

Ostala si uvijek ista...

Sometimes I sing... (to my dates) Ima noći, kada tugu točim, mesto vina

Ako riba drolja postane...

Bottom line is: Kolko para - tolko pičke, tebra. Sad but true.

Well that unfolded quick... I talked to her. She's basically not interested enough. She's satisfied with this dude she's already fucking. Here's when would be she interested more: if I had more money. If I had higher status/was famous. If I was more toxic. More macho. More into dirty bizz. She's into some real hardcore mofos. Those are just my thoughts though. She's just that kind of a girl... Or, you know, she plays that kind of a role, for now. She does not value experience as much as she values social standards. So yeah... That was kinda short, but sweet. I'm not too bummed out. Though I kinda really wanted to see that tattoo, in doggy style. Mmm. Fuck! So close, yet so far away... Goodbye, Serbian beauty. Anyways... I'm not going to stop hanging out in this bar. Solo, or with this dude. Anything can happen down the line. My focus goes back onto other hotties in the bar and, ofcourse, J. But most importantly; music, trading and also; health and fitness. If I step my game up just a little bit, there is no doubt; I will be attracting even more female attention. Heading back home, slowly.

I'm walking towards the bar. Apparently, two hot latinas are at out table.

One of my all-time favorites Show time!

Did someone say 'nostalgia'...? Happiness seems to be loneliness And loneliness killed my world How could you guess, When you're only thinking of yourself? And how you looked at other girls

Very cool guys! Thanks! What I discovered, is that I'm actually just more tired and sleepy if I sleep 8+ hours. I also sense sort of a disconnect, a gap, between yesterday and today, that way. It's like I have to start all over... instead of just continuing. Funny game of perception.

Slika... Zasad

Perspektiva

Na čekanju/On hold

Absolutely love this song. It just came up on the radio. Come and hold my hand I wanna contact the living Not sure I understand This role I've been given I sit and talk to God And he just laughs at my plans My head speaks a language I don't understand I just wanna feel Real love feel the home that I live in 'Cause I got too much life Running through my veins Going to waste I don't wanna die But I ain't keen on living either Before I fall in love I'm preparing to leave her Scare myself to death That's why I keep on running Before I've arrived I can see myself coming I just wanna feel Real love feel the home that I live in 'Cause I got too much life Running through my veins Going to waste And I need to feel Real love and the love ever after I cannot get enough I just wanna feel Real love feel the home that I live in I got too much love Running through my veins To go to waste I just wanna feel Real love and the love ever after There's a hole in my soul You can see it in my face It's a real big place Come and hold my hand I wanna contact the living Not sure I understand This role I've been given Not sure I understand Not sure I understand Not sure I understand Not sure I understand

I also had a short conversation with J, earlier. She's all exhausted. Been working extra these days. She went home to rest. It feels like we last hooked up at least a month ago. It seems very distant. But in actuality, barely a week went by since we last fucked. Looking forward to meeting her soon, too. But my focus is now all on Serbian Beauty. And, other hotties I might meet in the bar. I've got that tunnel vision.

My God. I just bumped into her. She came to visit little dude. We were all alone on a long hallway. It was a brief but very intimate interaction. She's so hot I wanna kill myself. She was rocking tight, black leggings and a tiny top. It was barely reaching her belly button. The cutest, juiciest, heart-shaped butt, ever. Gorgeous sporty titties. I'd say B cup. She's as fit as it gets. Much shorter than I am. To my shoulders - or so. Gorgeous hair, some makeup. She smells like heaven. And of course; those eyes... My God. What a fucking dream.

Mojne budeš papak

Not getting shitfaced tonight.

Ide Gas

So, little dude is inviting me out, again. Third night in the row. Apparently; tonight they're going out for real. Meaning; they're planning on getting shitfaced. Which would be ideal for something to happen between me and Serbian Beauty... But I don't know if I feel like it. I'm kinda in chill-mode now. Will see...

Nema spavanja, tebra!