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I get that but still- for you to function, to work and hold a job - to do anything and function as a human in society, there is a sense of you in there. That sense of you is what dissolves with awakening. You believe you are whatever you believe you are and don't tell me that you just walk around existing and the body just moves for you because then you are going to sound just like these neo-advaitan morons who have twisted everything around and didn't actually awaken. There is a sense of self there whether you want to admit that to me or not. The opposite is something called Depersonalization disorder which is actually almost identical to awakening. Do you have that? No.

You do not want to realize the collapse of self and other. It is horrifying. Because you will realize that you are completely alone and that is a radical recontextualization of everything you have ever known. You will spend the rest of your life as an ego forgetting about awakening. And desperately wanting other to be real, and so it is On the flip side there is massive bliss and tears and love and Divinity. But ego death is a part of it and it cannot be helped. Ego death and the realization that you are God is a double edged blade.

But what is the definition of simultaneous? It is multiple things happening at the same time. But you see, time and space, and language and the word simultaneously...all of that is being imagined by Consciousness or God. All of that is fabricated. So you can't use finite tools or finite words within the dream to capture the dream itself - as it is Infinite. It's like asking for proof of Infinity when proof is a subset of infinity. Same thing here. So simultaneously or time is a subset. If you actually sit down and do self inquiry you can actually discover through a shift in consciousness that you are not a self but rather you are the whole of Consciousness itself. You are both self, AND other. Psychedelics and meditation are ways to break out of the subset but they are loopholes that God left for you. You'll never be able to use a subset of Infinity to capture Infinity. You just must actually become Infinity.

Healthcare sucks in this country I don't condone but I empathize with the American people. We can't go around killing them but something needs to change

There is no brain man! All of that is part of the dream. Exactly what you said at the end. So why all the fuss? If you shift your consciousness are you aware of these sensations in your brain? No! You need to sit there and deconstruct the brain with your consciousness while meditating. Perform self inquiry and it will do just that.

I hope it was a sesame bagel with cream cheese? Anyways as @Hojo said as this is your dream the kundalini and the awakening is just evidence of this. But these spiritual Truths are a good thing. They are a blessing. So don't look at them as anything bad. The dream is a wonderful expression of you, God. Of course you havent had a complete awakening yet so don't take what I say on faith. You have bagels. Still you had significant realizations that should give you faith. Did you feel the Divine Bliss of God during your awakenings? That bagel is a very beautiful thing and you will never look at it the same again. You'll never look at anything the same. A sunset. A coke can. A bagel. A squirrel. An owl. A tree. A sidewalk. Your mother. Your father. All of it - you're seeing all of it as completely divine now and you're correct - it is God. So the love will come. It is all a manifestation of God and Consciousness. And Mind. It is absolutely glorious and you should bask in it.

You don't just feel the movement. You have a sense of self, an identity. Have you ever performed self inquiry? There is something you hold within as to what you currently believe you are. When it comes to you what do you actually believe you are? The body? The soul? What do you think you are? Can you pinpoint it?

You seem to get arousal from power or men in power. The right has won the election so they have power. So it seems that you are aroused from that. It's not much different to wanting to be dominated or someone that is into dominance or being submissive.

About time.

That's good but you're not going to control the flow ultimately there will be a lot of crazy shit.

Why? Why can't you be awareness thinking your a self or an objective thing called the self. That is enlightenment. Let me ask you this. What do you think you are right now? Truly? The person answering this question. You have a feeling of some identity answering this. What is that identity? That's the you that you think you are.

The question is, can it be happening simultaneously. The problem is at the Absolute sense there is no time. Everything happens now. Right now in the present moment. And there is only one now. Any other nows are you imagining them. Why would God go though all that juggling of a billion, a gazillion existences simultaneously when there is no time or space to put them in. And it's not necessary. And even for him infinite juggling would probably suck.

@Someone here@Razard86 the funny thing is that Solpsism/Truth is so hard to touch that on most days i can simply barely touch it with my consciousness. Barely. And that's on most days. That's because the need for the dream and self and other has to be so real. It is almost impossible to touch Absolute Truth on a daily basis unless without an actual awakening in which your dead anyway. So most days it's very hard to grasp, but even the faintes grasp of it is beautiful. Have to work hard to be lucid because it's so much easier to just get lost in here. That's what we would rather do. But it's just a very elaborate illusion.

I couldn't have said it better myself...wait......

It is walked alone. It must be. It cannot be any other way. There must be certain Truths that no one else will understand. For you hold them deep within you. They cannot begin to understand without being you. Yet the irony is they are you. They are a reflection of your mind in some specific way. Each individual a broken off fragment of your Consciousness. Just waiting to be known.

Thank you for the context - no i did not look that deep into him. However seems like a lot of attention grabbing if you ask me. In my last incarnation I watched you tube and played God of War. I didn't need followers for that.

Everything is mental masturbation. You're not gonna get serious about this stuff if you're hanging out here. Unless you came here after.

So expect a full kundalini awakening shortly. I'd say in the next few years. This stuff has tickled your fancy otherwise you wouldn't be so active. The heart Chakra may not tell you so, but I know 😀

At the end of the day it's all One. We just like to draw a bunch of imaginary lines because it puts stuff "behind the scenes" and makes it appear more enticing. Ultimately everything in reality is right before you. There's absolutely no mystery. But that would be absolutely boring - besides shocking. We'd much rather create a backstory. Otherwise you have nothing. And no one seems to like to sit with that.

It must be triggering to you too 😀

That's precisely why I didn't use the term genetic. Because genetics is still within fhe dream and is content. But the dreamer is what actually imagines the genetic component itself.

@What Am I Thanks and cool on your awakenings...but yeah I can't say it is really a skill. When I stumbled onto spirituality I sat down in mediation - self inquiry to start - for about two weeks when it happened. So I'd say there is some truth to Leo's theory on some are born with the innate ability. But I'd say It's also timing, age (life experience) and other factors, such as suffering. But that is also part of life experience. Fuck up a lot and suffer for it. It actually goes a long way when you sit down and meditate or take psychedelics 😀

It's like telling your mom she's in the matrix. Doesn't usually go down that well 😀

Lol..precisely! Love you too.

That's true but you can even dive deeper than that. The you is just imaginary right? The body is also imaginary. It doesn't exist. It's here right now only because you're conscious of it. But you could unimagine the body if you want to. There's no head turning unless you are conscious of it.