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I see your point ???

1 year must impact the health in on way or another. Im thinking this because now its winter and Im missing my vitamin D

You cant go to hell because there is no You. If you are scared of hell, why dont you find where You are first? You are talking so much about you but you have no idea who you are. Find out who you are and then see if you still have questions about this I and where this I fits in hell.

Not much to do man. Realize you dont have control and never had in the first place. This is what psychedelics shows people. Dont resist it and trust it. Start practicing let go. The things you are holding on to is pure suffering

I like this. It is possible to seek enlightenment but then it shows that there is no seeker ? Which means free will excist until it doesnt

This is not a minor breakthrough, this is actually very beautiful! You doing it real good and you have definitely found a way that is effective for you! Cosmic love <3 If this space takes you over you don’t have to do ANYTHING and still get EVERYTHING. The less we do the more we get. Feel compassion for your family and grandparents grandparents.

You don’t have to ditch psycadelics forever, you can always come back to it. If you want to follow this teacher you have to surrender fully to her teachings. Try it seriously and see if it gives you anything. But whatever you do! Don’t try to be smart and mix up all the techniques! This is a problem for many that they mix up too many techniques and never commit fully to one. Try one technique at a time so you know what technique is best for you.

I just turned 30 a week ago. Feels really awesome that I havr many many more years to learn and grow

I don’t understand what you want or what you are after.

Then why all these questions? People are trying to help when you are seen as one who wants to know inner peace. If you have inner peace then stop asking for help and start helping others. Good. Thank you!

You have to see this as a way of living. The goal with Vipassana is full liberation and a quiet mind. Even enlightend masters have to check their ego from time to time. Are you interested or do you just want attention and delaying your own progress? When is the time to get going? When are you gonna be serious about this? If you want inner peace you have to start prioritizing it and make it number 1. Just answer to yourself if you are ready or not. If you’re not ready then you would probably be happier forgetting everything you know about this and enjoy your life like you are used to. If you are ready... book a Vipassana retreat and see if it make things more clear. Staying where you are has stopped working for you.

1 hour strong determination (no movement) You are not supposed to handle sittings. You are supposed to learn how to stay with equanimity. In a 10 day retreat is one hour sittings with breaks in between. 10 days is optimal to really get the mind quiet and get into the technique of vipassana. You are going there to hurt yourself really bad and then see why it was needed. The goal is to be completly balanced no matter what is happening and in a retreat you are forced to learn that by experiencing yourself.

Thank you! Im happy for you too! You will make it

I have a theory about 5Meo It is possible to skip the fear in hell during trips. It is possible to skip dying when using 5MeO, even on high dosages. It is possible to have a smooth transition into direct Truth. This is done by using love. If done correctly love and meditation should be practiced daily. When it comes to tripping it can be seen as a ceremony and it’s helpful to show love and trust to this substance. Let the substance guide you where it wants. Let Truth shine. Go into this deep devotion and trust 5-10 minutes before the trip. When intaken keep on going with this love and trust. Open your heart. Say I love you. I trust you. Eventually you find yourself there (here). If you find this helpful please write me your experience

Yes. Markus, you are telling us from time to time that something needs to happen with those who are close to you. It is possible to break up with people without them knowing it ?

You should. You are a Swede so its only your reputation you gambling with. Money should not be a problem

They say that DMT is the spirit molecule and 5meo is the God molecule. 5meo is not for people who wants to go on a journey. It only take you straight to reality as it is. Nothing more and nothing less.

Please tell me more about 2cb. Dosage? and of course, did you get horny?

As you said: The Universe has a choice to be happy or not to be happy. The choice is yours

Yes and no. I had to let go of culture

Did you go to a retreat?

Book a 10 day vipassana retreat now! S/N goenka. Its a TRUE challange but you will see why it was needee.

Then we are enjoying the same peace and the same harmony. ??

Can you help me answer this question? The inner peace is already there. I started having big thoughts, big dreams and big aspirations. I wanted to be happy but not just happy. I deserved to be happy. I deserved to be and have everything I wanted. Life is too short for suffering. I started to have many thoughts like that. I even got really angry sometimes about the sickness that lies in everyone. Wtf are we doing to ourselves? You see the point. Then I decided what was the most important thing in my life. I decided that I just wanted to be in the sun and sit quietly. This kept on going in the back of my mind at the same time i practiced meditation and alwayd asked quesions about life. I knew from masters that nothing is for ever and nothing in the world can be the real truth (including feelings and thoughts). When they are there they are the truth but they also change. World id change. Like this I kept on learning more and I kept on practicing meditation and mindfulness. I went to a 10 day retreat and so on. The snowball effect you know. Start with little and never give up. Never ever give up and never get too comfortable with what you have. For me I had to sacrifice my comfort. But I cant tell you what you should do to attain peace that you already have. Feel the peace and know that it is the truth! Be aware of this truth all the time. Eventually it will be clear that this inner peace is the absolute if we only stay with it. Have faith. Dont stress. I was prepared to wait Thousand or million years to find it. To find what I already had. I guess it was all a combination faith anf exhaustion. Cosmic love. You already have it.

I worked in an office with import and export overseas. It was a good job and I had great contact with many big companies. I knew every chain in the company but after 6-7 years a shift happend. One day I woke up in my bed and the only thing I was thinking was ”I dont want to work. No way! I see no point in doing stupid things with my life” I guess meditation, questioning and the right timing made all this happen. I have one life and I want to do what I want do without compromising. You get the feeling Many. Not everyone was happy. A lot of people probobly thought I was crazy. I left friends and girlfriend and family members that didnt serve me. I left co-workers and I cut my self off from most things. This process started aprox 1 year before I quit. In fact, I was so sure that I didnt care if everyone hated me and I had to live on the streets. I could not care less because my bliss and inner peace is worth more than anything in world. And the culture in your country sucks man. Its so fake! No one likes other people. It looks so damn good on the outside but when you do some investigation you clearly see the house of cards.