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What if both black and white start with a deliberate move at once? Or even couple of moves ? Will it not minimize white's advantage?

@Judy2, I feel like you’re gaslighting yourself. It sounds like you’re making yourself believe you’re the problem, or that something’s wrong with you for feeling upset and overwhelmed by all of this. But there’s nothing wrong with you. You can’t properly sleep, eat, or focus in your own home... and that’s a big deal. Consistent noise is a real issue and can seriously lower your quality of life. Don’t let anyone, including yourself, downplay this. You deserve to feel safe and comfortable where you live. Period. Have you considered talking with your neighbor or even the landlord? Maybe you can reach some sort of agreement for quiet hours or certain days where he keeps the noise down. If it’s persistent, it should even get him evicted, and you’re probably not the only one bothered by it. Talking to some neighbors and joining forces could help. I know this might feel scary, and maybe you’re not comfortable with “starting” conflict. But it’s okay to want peace and ask for it. You shouldn’t feel guilty for standing up for yourself. If you have a BF or some male friends you trust, maybe someone could volunteer to help you with this situation. Again, you ABSOLUTELY deserve to feel comfortable and safe in your own space. Feel free to keep us updated on how things go, share anything you find relevant, or ask more questions. And if you just need to vent, that’s okay too. But don’t apologize for it. And definitely don’t apologize for apologizing Edit: 3k posts. Cheers for 3k more. 🎉

Ofc bullies would apply to become a cop

It still works I have full access after 7 years

Hot seat is amazing. The notes are good but there is so much more .It's difficult condense so much insight into a few paragraphs.

Gotta be fucking kidding me bro is literally using a MENTAL ABACUS to accurately add like 100 numbers flashing at the speed of light and I need a minute to calculate what two packs of eggs cost

Can I blame evil entities if my green gf catches me cheating? -- On the other side you gave me a cool idea. Whenever I'm stuck in a bad mood or petty mindset I'll blame it on evil entities so I don't identify with it and want to snap out of it like ripping off leeches from your neck Its nice to have different levels for your sense making and worldview. Absolute not-knowing, materialistic science, biology, evolution, society, whacky woo-woo, soul's journey and karma, advanced metaphysics, subtle intuition, etc. Just don't too get lost with wild theories

Yeah not ideal maybe but better than not doing it at all when maybe it could be okay. Its just if he can trust Rogan to keep his word and not release it or to not bribe him

I ment tell him to not even release it if you're not satisfied with it

Maybe just try and worst case tell him not to release it? If you feel you've shared too much or not watered down stuff enough? Is that even a possibility? That's the best option but idk if you can trust him not to leak it

Nah not my path haha maybe in a different lifetime

My ego likes calling Buddhists "rats" because then it can feel superior without having to put in any effort into meditation and brushes off not having the same level of devotion and discipline Sneaky little shortcut huh

Thank you for posting this. Just the first point is already worth contemplating for months

I average around 100. I could do around 160 a few years ago back when playing videogames 12h per day with a keyboard I was very used to. Let's keep it English. I did mine without punctuation. https://monkeytype.com/ If you're lonely: https://play.typeracer.com/ --- Bonus: try written channeling! Get in a zen calm focused mood and type as fast as you can with your eyes closed about whatever comes to your mind. around 80% accurracy should be enough to be able to decypher the thoughts. You can fix grammar with AI later on. Sometimes my mouth is a bottleneck for thinking, and my mind is not clear enough to do all the thinking in there.

One of the problems with christians*

Stale air and high CO2 levels are a sneaky one. Ventilate your bedroom and office!

Lately we've been discussing a lot of potential health dangers in common food. I'd like to start a thread where we get to compile all health hazards of our modern lifestyle in one place. In October 2020 Leo personally pinky promised me ( true story) that in the future he will shoot a video about how to detoxify your entire lifestyle. We may as well get started here. As not to turn this into a thread filled with bad news, fell free to simply mention better alternatives. Videos, articles and simple hearsay are all welcome for discusision. Some ideas to get the ball rolling : Tetra Bricks are lined with an aluminium coat on the inside that can leech into your drinks, specially if it's something acidic like orange juice. Alternative : buy in glass when possible, or squeeze yourself. Comercial Fruit juices from concentrates may contain heavy metals as they rely on fruit powders. Chocolate filled with Heavy metals : https://www.actualized.org/insights/dark-chocolate-filled-with-lead-cadmium Deodorands commonly contain Aluminium. --- Better alternative anyone? -- If i find myself in a pickle I just spray the deodorant on the inside of my shirt rather than on my armpits. Do not drink tap water. Probably contains Halogens and Heavy metals. Lets say that Tap water < Spring/well water < Plastic Bottled water < multiple stage reverse osmosis water ( will share link soon ) < Glass bottle water . Some medicine can contain heavy metals, like eye drops. Cookware may contain toxic elements, specially teflon pans if you scratch them, or cheap stainless steel may be laced with Nickel. Go for high quality stainless steel or coockware. Toothpaste has Fluoride ( I don't know exactly about the health impact ). You can make your own toothpaste with peppermint and clove essential oils . I'm sure we can come up with plenty more oral health techniques. You see the point.

@aracid In the very last post I share my experience with a succubus if thats relevant here somehow There is also some alien stuff in the second part Leo would find interesting For now nothing has attached itself to me long term but some astral projection practitioners say that is possible. -- After psychedelics I feel like my neurotransmitters are fried and it takes me about a week to go back to normal. It gets my baseline mood down and also I get some whacky negative thoughts I feel of you were to purposeful mess with your neurotransmitters you could get something that resembles the state you were stuck in. Clinically depressed people that have neurotransmitter imbalances are stuck in such states and sometimes do an 180 when they get on meds or SSRIs. Maybe it was an entity on your end or may it was some brain imbalance that was fixed my some adaptogens or plants they gave you, who knows. Anyhow I'm glad you made it out! Keep is updated on your journey

What if him being that conscious is the very thing that actually doesn't allow it to work? What if you need a combination of lowish consciousness, low need for variety, conservative genetics , the ability to derive meaning from loyalty, commitment, devotion, family, serving another human being, a certain cultural background, certain survival challenges where marriage makes sense, leaning towards co-depedency, personalities that actually can make it work ( whether in healthy or very toxic ways) and a set of unquestioned beliefs about the innate importance of it all? Its like that fallacy where I believed at the very beginning that being high consciousness and developed would get me laid when actually it ended up being very counter productive

@Leo Gura have you gotten COVID?

It sounds like you need to work on grounding your spiritual insights, put your feet on the solid ground and work on developing some serious love for life. Also it seems you have developed unhealthy mental habits making you stuck in negative disempowering thought loops that side discourage you from taking action . That's the catch 22 of depression and dark night of the souls. They generate a very strong gravity towards sucking the meaning out of everything. Which is true but only from to a degree and from a certain perspective... but from the other side it looks like absolute Truth I'd recommend putting psychedelics on pause for a good year. For a tree to grow tall it needs to develop strong roots, and that seems to be failing you right now How does your day to day look like? Do you have too much time in your hands? Do you have any responsibilities? How do you spend your weeks?

London if you want amazing daygame and you can afford it. Budapest and Warsaw are budget options. What time of the year are you traveling?

No matter what city you live in, there is always Suzie from work