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When I went through the beginning of a dark night of the soul I laid in bed for months and months and barely moved my body, which I feel the symptoms of years after . My back is fcked ' I stopped thinking because of eastern spiritual brainwashing which turned me turned me into an animal ( no thinking , just reacting to instincts and environment) which had set me back years in development . My natural reward system is f*cked till this very day from 6 years ago. I have the capacity to lay in bed and bliss out as if I had archived anything in the world. What the f* can I leverage to work hard now? Archivements don't mean anything anymore. The way I coped with this is by finding what am I naturally drawn towards and loose myself in it, with no purpose to archive anything In specific but just enjoy doing Sometimes I wish I hadn't found spiritually at age 18. I remember reading the title of a video called " spiritual enlightenment, the most shocking truth you will ever see ". My mind immediately went : not yet, too soon, without knowing what it is But curiosity kills the cat so I fell down that rabbit hole. It has been a bittersweet journey

"Crocodilian Symphony" features deep bass and low frequencies, natural soundscapes, steady rhythmic patterns, and minimal melodic elements to align with crocodile nature, psychology, anatomy, and social behavior. The deep bass tones resonate with their sensitivity to low-frequency sounds and vibrations, which they use to detect prey and environmental changes. Natural sounds of water splashing, river currents, and rainfall replicate their habitat, providing comfort and reducing stress. Consistent, repetitive beats (60-80 BPM) avoid startling the crocodiles and help maintain a calm state, mimicking the rhythmic environmental sounds they are accustomed to. Simple, droning tones and minimal complexity prevent overstimulation, keeping them relaxed. Understanding that crocodiles are territorial and sensitive to environmental changes, this music creates a sense of security, reduces aggression, and facilitates a natural, less stressful environment.

This is the video. Ignore the original bugged post

I'm enjoying the crocodile memes but unlike Leo I don't believe crocodiles are the perfect allegory for life. Yes, crocodile-like dangers have the most severe consecuences : sudden death or setting you back decades in life ( picking up a hitchhiker at 4 am, falling for scams, not looking before crossing the road... Similar to the crocodile trap but not that immediate, I'd like to add the avalanche-like traps ( you can screw around minimally. Minimal leeway before the inevitable pain/ danger . Very shortly an unstoppable world of pain arrives . Just one step in the wrong direction will trigger the cascade : debt, doing drugs, getting in fights, unsafe driving practices, doing crime , unsafe s@x... But actually the more accurate allegory for life more like a Glacier: A slow , predictable, gradual mass of pure danger that slowly inches towards your demise over time. These are the long term EXPONENTIAL threats, THE MOST overlooked because they develop so gradually . In this case failure is the result of small mistakes repeated over a long period of time, not an one time big event. Not working out, never going to the doc, smoking, substance abuse, chronic stress, laziness, addictions, bad spending habits, lack of work ethic, bad company, poor diet, bad sleep habits, stuck in comfort, procrastination, bad time management... Once the glacier gets your feet, you have a small chance to break off, IF YOU DON'T react, soon enough you will be swallowed by the ice. Note : sometimes massive chunks of glacier snap off causing an avalanche ( a slow threat can become dangerous sooner than expected) Answer this : What are the glaciers in your life? But yeah if you get snatched, life is unforgiving. Sometimes it's just natural selection . ( Sorry ) So I'd like Leo to give a public apology to the intelectual community and feature my ambush predator mega- thread on the junk sub forum. Cheers

Biggest love bite of his life

Dogs sticking their nose out the window on a car ride is like TV entertainment for us

@Leo Gura " I'll send fork-tongued demon crocodiles to love-bite your last precious testicle in your dreams"

Interesting . I fortunately don't need it but regardless I'll share this because its fastcinating.

Nah, if you are a sociopath/psychopath it's mostly upsides and you can't help it. It's just so juicy its like honey for an ant. You don't understand how many people get away with sketchy sh*t. The upsides are real. Ofc don't do it though

Notice how the crocodile trap is deadly , but mentally challenged If you get snatched by such a trap, sometimes it's just natural selection ( no offense )

@Clarence Thats a good start. Let's put it on save for now. What are some statements about the situation that you find yourself in, that you would like to be true, and if they were true and you managed to embrace them, they would solve/ease your emotional issues? For example : It is absolutely okay to be selfish. I do not owe anything to anyone. It is not my job to save others from suffering. ( imagine what this would mean for your emotional wellbeing if you managed to embrace this as a truth - as a thought / emotional experiment ) Come up with personalized ones. Really take your time with this.

@Leo Gura 250+ ironies or life incoming?

Are you talking about life coaching , or life purpose coaching as in career guidance and the like?

@Clarence there is a lot to unpack in that. Let's start with this What are some statements about life at large that you would like to be true, and if they were true, they would solve/ease your emotional issues? Answer in a moment, first understand the following Silly example: My dog sheds hairballs all around the house. This makes me angry at my dog. The beliefs causing my emotion reaction ( anger ) are: My dog is not supposed to shed hair. Dogs are not supposed to shed hair. My house should be clean of dog hair by default, I shouldn't have to clean hair because I own a dog. (It's a silly example compared with your situation, but this is literally how unconscious beliefs run our emotions.) Result : My beliefs about how reallity SHOULD be doesn't match HOW IT REALLY IS, causing a spectrum of negative emotional reactions in me. Solution: Embrace truth and how reallity actually is. Align your beliefs about how life should be with how it actually is Mentally reframe ( embrace , understand ) that dogs shed hair. And that if you own a dog you will have to clean dog hair. Find out WHAT beliefs are you unconsciously holding about your situation and life at large HOW are they inaccurate ( partially or absolutely) causing inaccurate perception of reallity, triggering negative emotions. And now answer the initial question for the proper mental reframe. I challenge you to find how the answers you come up with ( the ones that give you mental health emotional peace) are actually TRUTH , and many of your current beliefs are false and inaccurate perception. Suggestions : explore beliefs about : your age, accomplishments, your responsibility about others physical/mental wellbeing, living up to others expectation, the nature of being alive as finite creatures... Feel your intuition here. Warning : this may get you initially worse as you challenge many of your core beliefs about life and get lost in confusion before you ground yourself. Let us know how that works for you

Being in a though situation sucks. Feeling bad about being in a though situation just adds salt to the wound. Learning how to cope/release/aliviate your emotions would be at least something. Maybe let's explore that. What exactly is causing you to feel guilt and shame?

Ambush predator vs the average australian :

That's recontextualization

At this moment my imagination is like a 2.5/10. I hope it improves once I chelate. I barely can hold the image of an orange in my mind. I have to outsource that stuff into words I can read or Images i can see over and over. THats why I'm pretty hyped for AI video generation. It would be like having an external imagination for me . I'm not talking about AI p®n that's nasty. I mean for visualizing an inspiring life for example . Like a video vision board

Very tought situation. I feel you. Soon enough I will find myself in a similar place, and so will many other sons and daughters. Empathy is a bitch sometimes. Some people have very little of it or don't have it altogether. I don't really envy them though. But what would that kind of life look like as a thought experiment? What would it look like for you not having the capacity of imaging the emotions of others? If I were you i'd get a full time job, sleep in my car and pay for caretaking. This would give a healthy distance and alone time away from the situation . Maybe do extensive research into any goverment help ( maybe you can get some paychecks ) Your situation could be seen in a very simplistic way as an issue of lack of money, not knowing how to release/deal/cope/ with your own emotions and not establishing boundaries / not communicating clearly. I may be totally wrong. I barely know your situation and this is just my personal opinion. Don't take this too seriously and follow your own judgement. Looking back at your life 30 years from now, tell us exactly how your situation folded out , how you feel about it, and what did you learn. Make it VERY DETAILED