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I imagine the beeping sound is actually him watching this video in a hospital bed 🤦

Actually discipline is mostly about building and sticking to habits and routines long term until they become second nature to minimize conscious effort. You are talking about willpower really which is resisting temptations and take specific actions in th very moment

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Ive met people that's have done cage fighting. That is some brut sh1t If someone with cauliflower ear, gets in your faces gtfo

Leo says to specifically stay away from Aniracetam and racetams overall. Nootrpics video around 01:01:00 mark

Teaching and demonstrating these things makes me internalize them even more. I'm not perfect but I'm a good five steps ahead from him so I'm not faking to be anything I'm not and he's okay with that. His mind was blown yesterday. I feel he will be more or a day game guy, plan around that as well.

Wednesday I'm moving out of my parents place to Valencia. Kickstarting the blog with this quick intro. Keep tuned? Viewer discretion is advised.

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Just scream into a pillow like I do every Monday morning

Does gravity have morality? Does it feel bad or responsible for making sure not to throw things on your head? Does it have preferences , likes , dislikes, regrets?

Got my first actual coaching client for social dynamics and confidence for tonight . Looking to get around 2k€ once I deliver the results. Initially it's a 12 week program which is pretty insane . Most I've seen is 4 week natural for 3k . TNL does 10k for 7 days and RSD does a weekend for 3k I'm thinking about 2-3 days infield training and one/ two online calls per week to talk about his call to action missions ( solo approaches during his week ) We can start with some social challenge drills to warm him up and start chipping away at social conditioning. What is social conditioning? It's a survival mechanism that your mind posesses. It looks out for your social safety, your reputation. For you to not draw too much attention, not be loud , not be charismatic, attractive and a leader. It's absolutely needed for your survival in one sense, but on the other hand it's a parasite of the mind. It's not something others do to you. It's yourself doing it to yourself. Socal conditioning IS why we feel social anxiety and approach anxiety You can't talk yourself out of it. Sole theory to reframe is nice , but ultimately the mind wants proof not promise. It wants proof that you will not die if you are loud , disapproved of and draw attention to yourself. Therefore exercises are done deliberately to provide that proof, slowly dissolving that dense protective layer of social conditioning . You get out what you put into it. Gonna take him to local meetup venues as an easy start to have a look at his skillset and rizz Later we'll go to a latin dance bar with lessons to let loose, then probably hit some bars / street game Bro owns two apartments in the city center lol I always struggle with logistics because I live far away but pulling is very real like this Of the top of my head, some social drills ( of the top of my head ), for feeling SOCIAL PRESSURE Speaking to yourself loudly at the supermarket Bad singing at karaoke Singing at supermarket Talking to strangers for directions or whatever and stutter a lot and go blank : emmmm.... Improvised speech to selfie cámara in public Improvised personal speech to a random group of people ( at an exterior bar for example) Improvised speech on camara as I record him ( walking backwards) Speaking loudly to me across the sidewalk ( 4-5 meters apart ) and I act like I don't know him Go to a girl and give her a compliment and gtfo. And return in a moment and hit on her Normal daytime cold approach for a single girl with an opener line : hey, I just saw you and though you were cute - improvise from there on Absolutely blank mind cold approach for a single girl. Same for groups of 2 girls. Mixed ( man + woman ), larger groups , families, girls sitting at tables at venues etc Same for girls and groups of girls surrounded by even more strangers : supermarket ques, bus stops , public transport . . . Night game , physical openers. Looking for rejection on purpose. Making a fool out of yourself on purpose. essentialy these are catalysts to hammer specific nuances of social skills and eventually internalize them . Concepts to plant as seeds in him so they can grow over the next few months and start snowballing that upwards spyral : Congruence ( alignment between thoughts, words and actions ) . What is Intent. Having undivided intent. Moving towards intent and away from intent ( aka smashing gas and brake at once ) . The power of acting and absolutely ignoring your mind / thoughts/ beliefs. Techniques vs principles. Be at the cause and not the effect . Homeostasis, not rocking the boat. Female psychology vs male psychology. Women react to leading , emotions, validation and status ( it's situational). The trap of seeking validation, aprooval and self-qualifying. The skill of influencing others, what are frames, frame battles, unshakable confidence Teach million dollar mouthpiece: free association, improvised humor, voice projection, breaking rapport tonality, add passion / emotion in of logical incoherence. How to manage your energy : draw state from within, persona ( façade ) fatigue, decision making fatigue, judgement fatigue . How to be present but non- self conscious in social interactions. Pinging, calibration. Screening, Logistics. Buying temperature , Cheecky banter , push pull, disqualifiers, teasing. Seeding the pull. Work on progress

I already knew about the impact of a smooth skin because it signals youth, but recently I saw myself feeling attraction because of a girls exposed back was super smooth with no zits blackheads or anything whatsoever and it got me thinking about how healthy her body is ( bonus fertility points )

If you want a specific girl, get good with girls overall. Train your skillset so you can apply it with her. Otherwise you will do your learning mistakes on her and it will be exponentially harder to make anything happen once she senses your unconfident vibe

Let's be more precise here. Describe tangibly what situations trigger you and how they make you feel I imagine you are talking mostly about social scenarios

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@k-ahmadzadeh how does your hour to hour day look like ? What about your days/weeks? What do you actually spend your time doing?

@jacknine119 https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology That's why

@Francis777 if you don't understand the mechanisms of your mind and are lost in monkey-mind, then it's an useful practice

@BlessedLion if you don't see the problem then you don't understand the basics of being alive. Imagine if you're could lie in your bed permanently hooked on heroine high without drug side effects. It feels good, cool, but the very basics of life requiere work. And if you want a good life, blissing out is a counter productive temptation It turned me into an animal in the sense that I felt such a deep sense of confusion and lack of ground, combined with the despiteful attitude towards " thinking" from eastern spirituallity, that I barely thought about anything and just reacted to my environment and emotions, almost like a chimp. The good life requires planning, strategizing, long term thinking, willpower, avoiding traps, etc

@OBEler I happen to naturally make deep sense of logical explanations about the nature of reality. I had a few mystical experiences sober and all of this happened before my very limited psychedelics experience It's was a combination of dark night of the soul and deeply understanding nihilism/morality/unconditional happiness, "infinite love" ( whatever degree is possible sober) , meaning , value , purpose that feels like permanently rewired my reward systems. It's not too good to be true. It's a trap. Doing nothing feels blissfull. Working hard and doing chores feels like a grind (duh) which makes me rather not do anything. I can train myself to enjoy that as well but it doesn't come as natural as when doing nothing Then again I intuit my potential and feel guilty about wasting my life because I realize than there are more rewarding things in life than feeling blissful Then again when these emotions arise I can release them and feel blissful again Spirituallity is dangerous, but even more so if you haven't built a strong work ethic and good habits and a fulfilling life from before Again , it's been a bittersweet journey. There plenty of upsides and downsides