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Yeah but understanding it from the outside is also part of understanding the whole. You can't have a full picture just from the inside. You need contrast and multiple perspectives. Understanding it from the inside comes with inherent blind spots. Just like asking women for dating advice or what do they want from a guy will give partial or misleading answers, because women don't have experience attracting women. But they do have access to a different experience which is not often explored by men because it's not required for getting laid, its not " useful" in pragmatic terms. In terms of our work I'd argue than understanding from the outside is more accurate and valuable than from the inside. We don't need or want to experience everything, cognitive understanding is good enough. In terms of the Universe, it prefers to experience , through incarnation from the inside. The universe ain't in a rush
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mmKay replied to Whitney Edwards's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Adrenal fatigue is very common with heavy metal toxicity. The single thing that has helped me with energy levels has been high doses of vitamin C. Pick a buffered form to avoid too much acidity. I use sodium ascorbate. I take up to 8 grams per day, but you may need some time before you can get there without an upset stomach. I’d recommend about 500 mg of sodium ascorbate every 3 or 4 hours for at least 2 weeks so that you can feel a proper difference, and then reconsider if it's something worth sticking with. I just buy 1 kg and make my own pills to save money, but what I linked is good enough. There is a night and day difference for me, and I’ve come to the conclusion that if I don’t supplement with large amounts of vitamin C, I am pretty much dysfunctional as long as I haven't detoxed from heavy metals. Besides that, look into adrenal cortex extract (IMPORTANT! JUST THE CORTEX!). It works wonders for fatigued adrenals. Anywhere from 1 to 20 capsules per day or even more. @Buck Edwards keep in mind it’s normal (to a degree) for you to take a while to wake up, especially if you happened to interrupt a sleep cycle, had poor sleep, a heavy dinner, lots of artificial light, stress, mosquitoes, an uncomfortable bed, too hot/too cold, dust mites allergy, etc. Other things to keep in consideration: at night, your oxygen levels decrease due to shallow breathing, blood doesn’t flow nearly as much due to lack of movement, low blood sugar from not eating for many hours, dehydration, and poor nutritional choices like chemicals in food or caffeine addiction can be felt in the mornings. Definitely have a wake-up routine to re-energize yourself. Move your body, get blood flowing and get some oxygen in. In other words , a nice walk in the park should get the job done. -
This is the closest I've been to having astral sex. I'm beginning to see certain patterns and understanding that dimension more. I went lucid at the end of a super long dream that was pretty weird. I was being chased by someone and It was basically that hide and seek game where I was camouflaging as objects. It came to a point where it was ridiculous and that made me go lucid. I started flying to escape that situation and went through the floor without knowing where I'm going. All of the sudden I entered a massive party cave with maybe close to 2000 people. I could see the entire thing with my eyes. I started looking for a girl. There was an open air bar. I flew closer to some girls sitting on bar stools. They didn't recognize my presence. I kept flying. I could see hundreds of people. Two women were walking in front of me. They were in a cheerful mood, maybe early 30s. You would think I'm this dream world it would be just all hot babes but they were just okay. I approached one of them by flying closer and putting my arm around her shoulder and looking into her eyes. I basically communicated my intention of having sex. She was still cheerful and told me she has COVID 19 in a playful way. I felt it was a shit test and I said that I love COVID 19. She giggled and we hugged. I could really feel her body. I touched her belly and put my finger in her belly button. I could really feel it. She was super thin and I loved it I grabbed her by the elbow and together with her friend we started walking into a venue bar/club. I was beginning to exit the realm so I did deepening techniques: rubbing my hands together, clapping, touching my body... I looked down and could see my legs for the very first time. I even had an astral erection and could feel my astral Johnson. I couldn't find a place to isolate ourselves in the venue and I was feeling that everyone was watching us. I started beginning to exit the realm. I think it's because it was already 10 Am. Sun was shinning , my eye mask had skipped and there was construction noise... !! Damn You would think that it that dimension you can get away with whatever you want, but there seems to be a certain logic to things. Other beings need to recognize your presence, you need to communicate your intention by whatever way and they need to give you consent. And it seems that you need a private space as well for now so you accidentally don't feel feelings of shame that could get you kicked out of the realm. You need a degree of civilized behavior. You can't just go around sexually harassing others like you'd think you can get away with in the Astral realm. That will get you kicked out. You also can't manifest or control everything. There are certain parameters that you need to work with. Yes you control thins with your intent and your mind, but it doesn't seem to be absolute as of for now. That's so cool. Looking forward to learning more about the phenomenon. I'll look into My big TOE book and other online info. Maybe there are some more guidelines and I don't need to test everything from scratch
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Have you ever thought that, to the aliens, we are the aliens ?
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I just barely recovered from the 100MG ALA round yesterday. It's been 3 weeks. What worked was taking 8 to 10 pills of adrenal cortex EXTRACT for a couple of days. It seems that round seriosly fatigued my adrenal glands. Mercury and heavy metals are known for " crashing your adrenals ", which manifests as that chronic fatigue where no ammount of sleep is enough. I'll do another round soon. I should go back down to 60 MG but I may just be stoopid enough to try 100 MG again, for the sake of science, even though I'm no scientist. @baconsfield Pure body extra Zeolite Nanoparticle spray. If I were you I'd at least try a single 3 day 25 mg DMSA round. You should be just fine if you've never had amalgams and will get a feel for how chelation feels to you as safely as possible
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Obviously first look for the underlying issue. ED at 27 is not normal. If it's porn induced ( PIED), have a read : https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/sexual-problems/ https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/miscellaneous-resources/start-here-evolution-has-not-prepared-your-brain-for-todays-porn/ If it's not PIED, consult a health professional. Make sure to consume enough cholesterol from stuff like eggs, which is one of the main components for Testosterone. Get enough protein ideally, from meat ( Aminoacids are essential for hormone production ) -- Also make sure to consume enough Zinc ( I take 50 mg of Zinc Picolinate per day, but thats just me) . Vitamin D is crucial for hundreds of different bodily functions. Take a blood test and supplement if needed. I live in Souther spain ( 300 days of sunshine per year) and had to supplement for 6 months regardless. Weight lifting can temporarely increase Testosterone levels, potentially even in the long run . Also get enough sleep and consume enough calories. Being chronically on a calorie deficit is a sure way of killing your libido, I have tried tadalafil ( Cialis ) a few times. The pills are 20 MG but I just cut them in half. One half lasts for an entire weekend basically. It makes getting an erection through physical stimulation super easy for about 72 hours . Refractory period still exists, whatever that is for you . You can allways carry one in your wallet in case of emergencies, but it may be illegal to have in some countries without prescription in case of a routine police searsh, so inform yourself. It can somewhat boost your confidence to an extent if that's something that was bothering you, somewhat like how I Imagine you'd feel more confident walking on the street carrying a concealed gun ( ? ) For a casual relationship I don't think you need to mention anything, but for a GF I'd definitely tell her about it. You don't want to rely on pills for every single session. It could get a little confusing why sometimes you can go for 6 hours and sometimes you're done after the first round. What you can do is test out MACA, it may work wonders for you. It can even work for her, so that's a more long term sustainable substance. IDK about negative side effects. They definitely are there if you abuse it . You could develop performance anxiety if you rely on the pill every single time .
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I can't tell if that's amazing or a miserable existance driven by infinite lust
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Entered the phase twice in a row yesterday. I fell through the bed as a technique. It was very blurry and I got kicked out back to back in spite of deepening techniques. Weird. It seems that that dimension/s aren't completely constant
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It's been almost two weeks and I'm still wrecked from that 100mg ala chelation round. Sometimes sleeping 12-14 hours before feeling somewhat rested It's very insightful how much it wrecks my mood , energy and mental clarity. This is a feeling I've been carrying for a couple of years now and this experiment allows me to accurately blame it on heavy metals rather than let's say being potentially depressed or demotivated. Looking forward to getting my brain and body heavy metal free. I really value mental clarity and physical vigor
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Modern survival is too easy for men to be forced to be strong. There is also a lack of structure for boys to learn how to be men. No adulthood initiation
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Holy sh1t! I definitely am able to stay in the Phase for longer, resist fading out of the Phase and make it more realistic by using deepening techniques. Tonight was one of the coolest experiences yet! First OBE was right upon waking up. I rolled out of my body to the side . It didn't work initially but once I added rotating my eyes In that direction it worked immediately and I stood up. I tried to teleport to two specific women I had a crush on. It didn't work so I stopped trying. I appeared in my room. It was dark. Too much darkness makes me start fading out of the phase for now. I went to the light switch but it didn't work. My intention was to make it bright and I willed it into existence over a few seconds. I didn't have specific goals in mind besides astral s*x so I just stood there like an NPC looking around lol I started fading out ( feeling I'm exiting the Phase) and by now I Instinctively do Deepening techniques on command. I rubbed my hands together strongly and palpated my entire body. That gave life to my physical sensations. I closely observed my hands and the walls. The resolution went 4k from 360p I looked at the mirror. I saw myself but the moment I looked myself in the eyes I had the thought that I may look creep and indeed, my face started looking more creepy ( beliefs and expectation creates reality here) . I became slightly scared and that caused me to start fading out again. I quickly removed my gaze from the mirror and stabilized my connection in the phase by more deepening techniques ( feeling my body increases physical sensations, closely inspecting and scrutinizing objects increases the vision resolution) My window was open but I have a giant mosquito net on it. I couldn't move go it because I expected not to be able to go through it. I stood at the window frame and looked into the night sky and moon. It could see the starts and moon. It was beautiful. I couldn't think of anything else to do ( wtf bro ) and I exit the phase. That lasted about 2 min in relative time. Amazing progress from the usual 20 seconds at most. Immediately upon "waking up" in my bed I tried exiting my body again and it worked! I rolled out of my body doing a dolphin dice forward in the head to toe axis , woah I was in my room again. I wanted to exit my room but it was dark. There is no light switch in the corridor. I close the door. It seems that sometimes there are what seems to be other beings in the Phase. My older brother who hasn't lived in the house with us for years entered the room. He couldn't see me. He went to the bathroom. I wanted to try to enter his body to see what happens but he was a about to use the toilet so I just turned around and exit the realm. I woke up and accidentally moved my physical body in the bed. Sometimes it's a fake movement that you dream, so I tried to exit my body once again just to be sure, but it didn't work. I was awake for real. It was 6 AM and I felt extremely well rested. I just lied in bed taking in the whole experience until I fell asleep again. The last OBE was absolutely amazing. I went lucid mid dream by a reality check I don't remember. Immediately I did deepening techniques. I scrutinized objects and rubbed my hands. The resolution went 4k from 360p I wanted to try flying , and boy it worked. I was in front of a couple of people in some argument and I just flew off, but I had the instinct to supercharge my flying by blowing out air hard !!!! I started flying into the air at a speed of what I imagine 300 Km/h to feel like. I went at least 100 meters into the air. One of the people from the group stated chasing me. I was flying for a good 30 seconds with full consciousness and sensations. I could feel the cold wind going through my skin. I could see the. Vast fields around. That was so mind-blowing. That other person wouldn't stop chasing me. My bad for paying too much attention to him. A hard rule seems to be the more you pay attention to something or someone the more it persists. I left the phase. I woke up Woah. I feel this is just the beginning. So cool
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Ok but wth does that actually mean? Concern for humanity as a whole but in a pragmatic LP way rather than a hippy "peace and love" way?
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Let's recompile some content on the origins of humanity and the prehistoric man. I really enjoyed this one. It makes you appreciate why we behave like we do, the actual importance of social skills, the harshness of survival without modern technology and much more Feel free to share more similar content here.
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Tonight I've had my best one yet. I went lucid ( took control of the dream) by realized an item had an absurd level of magnetism that was out of place. It was a spatula that I was holding on to which was literally making me fly towards the ceiling. I walked towards the first woman I encountered. I managed to change her eye color to blue and hairstyle to blonde by sheer willpower. I wasn't feeling particularly attracted to her and I tried to morph her into a specific person. It didint work. I insisted and I began starting getting kicked out of the realm. I did deepening techniques. I rubbed my hands together in front of my eyes and looked at them . It worked and it made it twice as reallistic. I wasn't getting kicked out anymore. I didn't have a specific goal after that so I was going with whatever. I got into a car and started driving. It was dark inside the car which made my vision go black and I exit the dream. I didn't try separation techniques upon awakening. I forgot to try. Most likely I could have went into another OBE right there as usual. That experience lasted around 2 minutes in relative time, amazing ! I was capable of " re-fueling " on sensations about three times, whether by rubbing hands, feeling my body or scrutinizing objects around. It's important not to get stuck on a single experience happening or you will get kicked out. You need to keep going and for that you need a list of goals and objectives.
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The Alchemist book
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I legit fall asleep watching any marvel movie at the theater. All the action and SFX overstimulates my brain and I zone off
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@FlyingLotus where are the Leo's Geography challenge Leaderboards? 🤔😄
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How do YOU know? 🤔 Just the fact that he's on a chronic calorie deficit can screw up his libido Personal take though
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You're stuck in one of the traps of relativism. That perspective is rationalizing selfishness by weaponizing relativism, conflating absolute Truth with relative truths, or denying the basic preferences or biases that come with being alive or being human beings. Check out 9 stages of ego development. What you need is to do the jump from Individualist stage to Strategist stage ( stage 5 to stage 6) Don't overlook the simple fact that you personally would rather be loved than hated. You would rather experience joy than pain and fun than suffering. Denying that is just silly That kind of relativism leads to zen devilry, nihilism and spiritual bypassing, lots of confusion and becoming ungrounded By your logic you could rationalize that rape and sex is a duality because consent doesn't exist. But in practice there is a big difference if we were speaking about your own daughter or sister . Relativism falls apart in the real world and is one of the limits of post modernism and the conceptual mind
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Quick lazy post I'll edit tomorrow That perspective is rationalizing your selfishness and blaming the abuse on the victim. Typical mental gymnastics of abusers
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Advanced voice mode update for chatGPT just released . Emotions, accents, entonation , speed and more.
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Last Saturday I finished a 72 hour 100mg ala 50mg DMSA every 3 hours round. It have increased the dose too fast. 60mg was just good enough , I should have stayed with that dose for at least 5 more rounds It's been 3 days and I still haven't recovered. It has made me really physically exhausted. I'll wait at least one week before trying again. Also accidentally being dehydrated doesn't help
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There is a market for an OS that is focused on productivity and doesn't hijack your attention and bother you with distractions. Current smartphones are absolutely toxic, when if programmed properly , they would be a beautiful tool. What smartphones designed by more conscious people look like?
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You don't need to do cold approach if you absolutely don't want to. Most guys don't do an approach in their entire lifetimes. Start by simply being more social. What are 5 social activities you somewhat enjoy doing where you can potentially meet single women? What are your overall interests? If you have none, we have a bigger problem than learning game Start with that.