bejapuskas

At one point, no sage or wise person can help you on your journey, asking them won't benefit you at all.

Honesty is like one of the most important strenghts, without it, you wouldn't even realize this and write about it.

Stopped taking life seriously, gave myself up, stopped making up seriousness. Leo's videos on what is Death and some others helped a lot. It happened without psychedelics as well.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Don't forget, Love is also sharp and cold.

@wordsforliving Could you say that this has brought you no benefit at all?

@Moreira This is just picking things out of context and not understanding how feelings/therapy work. If you tell someone not to feel the way they do, especially when they are down, you might as well not say anything. If you were to go to a professional psychologist/psychiatrist, they would most likely listen to you and basically repeat what you said to them until you come to a disagreement. There is nothing off or weird about that. It's not that professionals (or Teal Swan) are infallible, they aren't, but this approach is proven to be more effective than the „intuitive“ one. Just try it for yourself, try to prove someone wrong about their feelings, you will hit a rock bottom of resistance.

@WhatAWondefulWorld It always is the night, in the present, today

@wordsforliving Don't let these limiting thoughts stop you from engaging in the work. You will never know if you don't at least try You can access Love without 5-MeO, it is possible. As Leo said, it feels total every single time, the depth of it „doesn't matter“.

@nexusoflife This week I realized something. Before I realized Love, I used to have many ideological notions about it, which I then had to discard in order for the realization to happen. It was obvious to me, that Love is all there is, without an exception. But what happened then as I came back into the story of bejapuskas character, I was like „Oooohhhh, so my ideological and sweet ideas about reality have always been correct, I knew it!“ and the bullshit went on. There really isn't a possibility to capture Love into a word.

24th April 1985... This is when the bullshit started

@nexusoflife Oh I know what you mean. If you have an idea about Love/Truth, you've lost it.

@effy01 The mind is your friend, it just makes sure you don't do something you don't really feel like doing, just don't create an unnecessary resistance to this path, the gateway to know the Truth is always open.

@electroBeam Oh yes

@electroBeam I thought I woud share this. Took this pictures in a cave that is in a forest near the place I live, hope you enjoy this kind of motivation, you might even put this on your vision board. 2 big roommates + 1 baby roommate.

@nexusoflife Could you give us an example of this?

@SamueLSD Exactly! @zeroISinfinity You are the man!

Man I thought this is a problem of me not being a native speaker, I don't understand what multiple people on this forum are saying sometimes, so you are struggling in this manner as well? x)

That guy is Enlightened I know it!!!

@electroBeam I tried sleeping on the ground today, you inspired me. It felt like doing yoga at the beginning, very nice, but after a while... Man, how do you do it? xDD

@electroBeam Congratulations on your growth man, I noticed you've been making a lot of progress, I'm glad you are getting the results you want. I just wanted to point out to you - isolation from others really means connection with yourself. Don't seek disconnection, seek connection. You got it!

Hello Check out this channel, it might help: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5RsHynktqGlvUaP2ML0Faw Try to create a connection between your obsessive thoughts, compulsive behavior and a feeling of relaxation and acceptance. I mean, actually love these thoughts when they arise, accept them, they are good. Then gradually stop engaging in replacing your furniture, just relax in the moment. Nothing has to be fixed really. You aren't missing anything. Meditation should also help. Relax to the deepest.

@zeroISinfinity When I become mod before you, I will advocate for you, don't worry.

@ShardMare I guess our mums do be mentally ill, but we are more mentally ill than them xDD

@zeroISinfinity Your desire to become mod so bad, so that you can be your own favourite mod is causing you suffering