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But what did we do today?

Can someone tell me more about the throat chakra? What are its actual functions, blockages, and methods of opening (balancing) ? Is it really tied to speaking your truth, or is that some sly mumbo jumbo as a hidden path of self help? Please refrain from the 'helpful' comments like that I should search on Google. I've been seeking for upwards of five years. Part of the issue is trusting what I find on Google, so I would like to hear from more like - minded persons.

And why can't we ask, "what did I do today?" in the context of what was experienced through @Nak Khid perspective? Whew that's a mouthful

what did we do today?

ok so tell me what you did today and how you are feeling using only those pronouns.

sounds like you are trying to force a non-dualist state of mind. A true non-dualist uses common pronouns, and just "knows" the meanings behind them. We talk and communicate in stories, and for there to be a rich story which is easy to understand and follow, you can't be so strict on the pronouns.

I understand what you are doing here but can you tell me why you want to change all the pronouns? In your own words please... It kind of makes it really hard to communicate...

you are having dreams of this happening during sex? and what do you mean hallucinating a lot of colorful lights? what are you doing when these lights show up?

@Consilience wow our stories have really aligned. I have almost the exact same relationship with weed as you have described, but still enjoy it so much to quit... yet. I took about 3 weeks off this summer and honestly didn't notice much except being more content with being sober. Dreaming has been mostly unaffected. my memory is great. synchronicites out the wazoo.. even while sober but I wonder if with daily use if you are really ever sober...

hey you mentioned more synchronicities while sober, does this mean that you were primarily having them while high? Or just not much at all until you stopped?

Just seeking in general... and one of my main issues is speaking confidence, especially in front of my employees. This has been an issue since school, where I somehow weasled my way out of the mandatory oral communications class. Thought it might be tied to a blocked throat chakra but I also still don't 100% suscribe to the idea that the balance of chakras are based on psychological aspects.. ?‍♂️

@Nak Khid Nak Khid was imagined, so...

@FoxFoxFox how has your relationship been with your family within the past five years or so, and how has your view of 'them' changed since your confirmation?

@Dumuzzi ah gotcha. I don't watch lucifer but I do love supernatural so the name has probably popped up on there lol. I haven't fully developed my free writing, and this is first time doing it in like a year, so who knows. Could be ego fantasy but I've found that it still helps psychologically when that happens. I dunno. He offered me a wish.

@Dumuzzi hey do you know of an Azriel within the elohim? It may have contacted me within free-writing... I wasn't even thinking about the elohim, well at least not consciously. I see the name is associated with the angel of death.... ?

@LfcCharlie4 a psychedelic changed and fixed my life, although not sure about the advice of starting with a psychedelic... I think the mind and energetic system should be purged and purified to an extent before introducing a psychedelic. I was suffering almost two years straight of mild to deep depression and becoming suicidal (while also working on PD) and took a psychedelic and was instantly no longer suicidal and was set on a clear trajectory to reclaiming my life and getting out of the victim mindset.

@Dumuzzi thank you ?? Question : is it possible that many of us avatars are soul fragments of this Enki entity, simultaneously burning off karma for it throughout all space and time? Also, do the Elohim take credit for the creation of this physical dimension/universe, or more directly for the development of the human species and just being mistaken as creator gods?

I do by breathing through anxiety when it arises. A guided relaxation meditation is a great way to practice conscious relaxation, which you can then take with you throughout the day. Here's one I made:

wow I loved that answer. Hmm next time you are in contact, I wonder if you could ask if they are seeking me out. I have been asking for a guide for so long. One that actually talks to me ya know. All this self guided crap is getting old. But nothing has appeared.

@Dumuzzi @Dumuzzi Is it possible that you formed a picture of the elohim/annunaki in your mind, from all of your research and experience, and created a whole race of thought beings, backstory and all... Who stimulated your kundalini and connected you back to source through the loophole of creative manipulation?

@Dumuzzi what does it mean to have a daughter if you are a non to semi corporeal entity?

@Dumuzzi in the paradigm of time, are elohim our future selves? In other words, is this what the human species will evolve into?

@Dumuzzi thank you, I see it several random times a day. Didn't know if there's a message in that or just cosmic humor. Can the elohim phase in and out of this physical dimension? Do they feel separate than yourself?

This was beautiful. Could you tell me any importance to the number 33? How have your dreams been affected?

You as a consciousness were never born, because consciousness exists in a land of no time: it (you) have no beginning and no ending. The body which you think you are, is part of a billions upon billions of years long production, in a land of time, which you (consciousness) designed. You are from the land before time, and used yourself to imagine and create the land of time. It is not separate from you, but exists within you, as all things do. So in order to enjoy it, you had to forget who you are, in order to become a resident in this land of time. Let's pretend that you walled off a section of yourself , a section of your consciousness that doesn't remember its true self, and we'll call it human consciousness. (because that tends to be where this ignorant walled-off consciousness pops up). Billions and billions of years after it's conception, this physical production produces a cute little human baby. It's made of pure consciousness (yourself) but looks like a bunch of atoms and molecules. It cries when its hungry, or for a lot of things, actually. A name is slapped onto it, and with it an entire lifetime of expectations. You (consciousness) experience the lifetime of this human, but since we are pretending that we forgot, a human consciousness springs forth inside the human child, like out of nowhere. It's completely individualistic and absolutely beautiful and amazing. It discovers the internet, and eventually actualized.org, and creates the character of @Meister_Eckhart - an extension of this human consciousness which springs forth from within the human body. Here it learns many things, about life, about reality, and about itself. You hear that you have never actually been born, and the human consciousness cannot understand it fully. "Humans are born everyday." you say to yourself. "Has everyone been lying to me this whole time?" But who are you, really? Are you this human which frequents the internet under the character of @Meister_Eckhart? Or is Consciousness (truly you) playing a game of forgetfulness, in a land of time which you have designed?