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I love all three descriptions and also experience great recall. ?‍♂️

Do you know your MBTI?

Are those descriptions of the experience things that you are thinking while it's happening? or things you come up with afterwards? How about next time it happens, try not to think about what's happening or any possible implications. Just experience it. Then report back if you feel the itch.

@GreenLight @Leo Gura most likely it's me ? thanks I'll have a look

Do you guys give the 'function' of the brain more importance than the kidneys?

And 'they' can ruin an 'OBE' like putting ice in beer.

@Leo Gura aw but the false one are so funny and distracting. ?

Totally understand that. Of course I have no idea what your childhood was like until you share, but being a child myself we can relate on some plane. Is this true? Id like to hear from other women on this... Do you remember what triggered it? You don't have to share, but do you remember? Same here. I was suffering at work daily because it was bringing out a side in me I hated. Ok, even if that's true, you're creating that reality right now by fuelling it with belief. What if you could believe that past aggravation by bullies now brings you a sense of calm, because you know who you are and you aren't a victim? Again, only you know your experience. But my advice is don't let the 'bullies of the past' continue to create bullies now. Please don't get offended by this: know I'm only trying to help because I care about you.... But you have already said that you get defensive very quickly. If you search deeply, how many bullying situations in the last year or so has not been exacerbated by the defensiveness? The next time you are feeling bullied, try this : just smile, wipe your hands of this, and say ' have a good day.' and then DISENGAGE. no amount of defending yourself will ever help. And it won't change their mind, only rip yours to pieces. I wish you would rephrase this as : "sex, flirting, intimacy and calm romantic music goes a long way to calming me down, but I'm open to finding inner peace as well."

@SirVladimir I'm glad you are feeling more at ease. Also, I'm loving the advice on creative writing. I think the high stress and focus of my business kinda creates that balance for me. Also, nice threads ?

I agree, the funny thing about avoiding something is that you're actually running directly towards it without even realising it because you think you're 'avoiding'. As was said, by focusing on avoiding hurt, you are actually focusing on hurt. You can take avoidance out of the equation because it doesn't exist. So instead of avoiding, what does intuition tell you is the next logical step to healing this?

Ah OK. I see. Would you want to work on relaxing the defensiveness? I think Mckenna's spiritual autolysis would be beneficial and fun.

@Preety_India where do you live, and do you think it's possibly a cultural thing, where maybe you're not supposed to think the way you do?

@Preety_India not that you need to change for anyone else... The desire for growth comes within.... But have you investigated why you get defensive? Trust me, I used to get very defensive and I remember how that hurts, and how we eventually tune out the pain while will suffering from it. Have you tried any kind of spiritual autolysis?

Lol.. It's funny... But why are you asking us why you keep seeing turds? Maybe try asking for a dream to reveal any connections.

Is this on youtube?

@Nahm wow... My favorite part of the video is how much creativity you're already pouring into these. And I feel it's just getting started. Love how you zoom us out to have this 'talk' and then send us back home. Great storytelling! ?❤️

I find that when I'm fully immersed in whatever right now - - - the failures and accomplishments of others don't even exist.

Well, even if so... Builds character ?

Music is pure love.

@Preety_India yes, going to sleep right now, I will tomorrow.

Knowing when to be silent is not in any way less authentic. You could even make a game of it. 'How many times can I know something you don't know, but I'm not telling!' if you get ten points, buy yourself a pizza. Also, I can feel what you're feeling, I go there alot but I can promise you it's not true if you'd just stop believing it. As long as you beleive it, it will be true, and reality will wrap around that truth and feed it in a self perpetuating loop: for example people around you seem irritable or indifferent. How much of that is inherently true, and how much are you feeding it?

@Zigzag Idiot I like to offer the same help to people as I would want in return. I also boast, you should see me in my night dreams! Love showing off my flying skills . I think there's a place for boasting, or maybe its another expression we are mistaking for boasting.

Nihilism is perfect. The flower unfolds.

@Zigzag Idiot please always share anything you feel inspired to with me. Like I said, I admire your ability to sum up your wealth of knowledge for me.