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Whats up everybody. This have been stuck inside me for a looong time if not since childhood that I don't really want to do something just for the solely purposes of earning money. So that in my brain has developed a way to escape this with this reasonable approach : I have minimized my all needs / dependencies on other people (e.g. unnecessary foods, unnecessary technology etc) and I produce a lot of things on my own whatever i can (e.g. I plant and raise my own groceries and 3d prints parts that i need etc) Why I open this thread now? You may ask, yeah when life hits you hard and you need a lot money at the moment (i.e me) that you gotta kick your own ass and go towards making it. There's no other way for me right now (it wasn't since.) This besides, you may ask why did I stole your time? I think this might be a problem of mine. I see this as a problem. And I can't really figure this out guys. Why I can't be motivated towards making money. Or why I don't like the idea of having lot of money. Any help would greatly appreciated at this time of my life. Thanks.

Do you want me to read your post and post from my experience OR Do you want to decide and tell me what do you need more in this life that you believe is missing? (or thing(s)) EDIT: Spend more time with your family more. At least do it consciously. Like tell yourself "Okay now I will be going to the living room and I will sit there and enjoy being there with my family" Stop isolating yourself via Internet. Ask questions to your family. Tell your family that you want to go outside for dinner at weekends.

Just to note I've completed for a week about why 1 + 1 => 2 Results were enormous. If this is your path BTW. No one is required to do that. I've discovered that we simply do not aware of what we are talking when it comes to mathematics, Can you divide 1 to 7 ? I've thought about this for a day. We all know to get up a calculator and press bunch of buttons to generate results. It's all about your intention. Think about the following problem: A cookie seller sells cookies for 7 cents. How much cookie would I be able to buy for 10 cents? Just one. Not 10/7. It's not 1,42587 or something weird. I defined this as sickness on my contemplation notebook. I still remember the numbers because that shows how much work is done on this subject. If I had 1000000 cents, I would be able to buy 142587 cookies plus 1 cent in return for 1 million cents. Basically 142587 times 7 equals 999999 and seller had to return me 1 cent. Now am I able get some cookie for 1 cent? Think about it. You can't divide 1 to 7 here. Seller would point his middle finger to you. Let's think about another problem. Can I divide a rectangle shaped cake to 7 equally pieces? Challenging right? Let's start thinking in simple terms. If I had to divide it to 2 pieces, I'd just go somewhere random in middle and stab the knife, split then compare the pieces. What did I just do there? I used equality operator to compare the new items to be equal, in order to be sure? What's my method? Intuition and observation through eye. Can we even define an equality operator? Not even talking about splitting the cake in perfect 2. Think about it. Now you'll see the weakness of such questions or operators such as "why, equality" etc. I will just stop here before this taking the entire thread but I guess this would be enough to show out some points.

Man... why do you spoil it for him

We take "WHY" question much granted. Why question is weak. Why question is unable to answer everything. But we take it granted. Watch my proposal: You start by asking bunch of "why's" Your starting point can be any point. I'll take for example "Why there's atoms" Possible answer: There's universe Then the satisfaction of this iteration gave a little bit more power to the "WHY" question or "WHY" game you play. You think we can iterate further and further to get every answers. That's what you're doing. What YOU like to do. Iterate, scale it. Your next question is "Why there's universe" Possible answer: Because of big bang Yes you get a little more dopamine rush everytime. Because this "WHY" question is so good, It gives you results. Couple of next series of questions, when this gets to a plateu, you don't simply abandon the loyalty you've given to "WHY" question, instead you abandon the subject. Let me also show you another proposal and see how your "granted" why question is crushed: Watch this: Why 1 + 1 => 2 I'm not stupid if you asked that question. You're taking too much information granted. The absurdity that you took 1+1 => 2 so granted is our subject here. You've never thought of it and went on building your structure over top of your reasoning/mind. There's no 1+1 => 2 until you take it granted. It would be 1 + 1 = 1 if I wanted to take it granted. You can pretty much explore a lot of properties and structures on universe that may fit into the solution of 1 + 1 => 1.

Instead of stopping, the more powerful way is to identify it aside you. Because instead, imagine that if you had stopped it completely for a moment, for real. Now you'd be worried about whats wrong -OR- (BIG OR) at the first place you'd not ask this question. Let's strengthen this approach. I'd offer doing mini-meditations throughout the day. 1- Set alarm with 1 hour intervals during your wake time. Scan your body for 10 to 30 seconds. 2- When you got spare time e.g. waiting for bus, waiting in line, waiting for something, waiting for a message. Start observing your thoughts until the event you've been waiting for is ready. For ex. you're waiting for bus, set your goal as "I'll watch and observe my thoughts until the bus come, bus wlll eventually come. If not, I'll sense something is wrong, that's totally okay. But I must not give up quickly if bus not shows up instead stay calm for a while[1]. And I will observer my thoughts. I won't be stressing for myself to whether that I hold on to the thought or not, It's perfectly fine to holding on. I just observe it. " [1]: Alternative approach (easier method): Also set a timer for your guess of bus arrival time approx. i.e. set a timer for 3-5 minutes, then forget about whether bus will show up or not, if shows up earlier than you expected, unset alarm and you've completed. Eventually you'll get familiar with observing your thoughts and get familiar with that It's not you.

"Death is the most beautiful thing that would happen to you" - Leo the Bald

This thread has had more than I expected

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I have to do it! I have to do it! I have to earn money. I can't do philosophy on this one. The world is not a free place. I have to do it for reasons outside from my philosophy. This action has to be taken. This action had to be taken. This is not about eating meal cooked, raw, salty, spicy, steamed, broiled. This has to be done for greater good. This has to be done. It begins. The order. I have to generate the current. Generate the value. Drive people towards me. Exchange value. Offer system. Exchange value. Collect as much as values possible. Then exchange values collected for to create the desired environment for the order.

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Great beginnings Things are going very well for my experience. I'll start to reprogram my sub-cons. mind as I did in past by mistake. I used to record my own voice saying affirmations to loop over while I sleep. I did not record whether It was successful NOR I did saw huge shifts towards any positive or negative. Now as I acknowledge this topics importance and the recent topic that I saw on forums, I'll start doing it seriously. My first reprogramming will be around overall my negative biases that left in my subconscious mind. Then I'll transition to money game for greater good. Possible scenarios in my mind for reprogramming: 1- I am a worthy human being. The possible one who will get into relationship with me will be a very lucky one. 2- I get stronger by everyday taking actions, responsibilities and steps for my life. 3- I am grateful for the moment of human experience. This is a great chance and great time in history to be alive for. 4- I am all grateful for the loved ones that I have. Strengthening money game: 1- Money is a strategic game of exchange of values. 2- Money is a good tool to have in pocket. 3- I'm working and improving my financial status everyday positively. EDIT: More affirmations about money: 4- I can improve more my life and loved one's life with money 5- I can make a positive impact on earth with possible money that I'll have

First time This thing is really felt for the first time. Life is a dream. Dreaming of death. I can't tell what did initiate the feeling but I did. It's like I imagined how would possibly I am able to imagine for future if this makes any sense. This is multi-dimensional existence and time is the greatest illusion. Nothing goes forward or backwards in time. It just changes. Takes direction towards into new transition. If I were to say you go in whatever direction you wish in life, you'd me amazed. You just believe the illusion of time by convincing that you're getting old. What if you weren't getting old? Now time doesn't flow? Or what?!!!!! Did you get it? Your welcome. Bonus points: What if I told you H + O => H2O. LOOK! I'm not a chemist but somehow you can reverse it by applying electricity or whatever h20 + magic => h + O Guess what? Just think about it. Is time really important here? What if I told you to get this imaginary violet pill that your body will go 1 years younger. Now did you travel in time? No!. Do you still interested in time? No. Time is an illusion. BUT You'd ask "What about death! You can't undo death! Bring me my loved ones back! " : ) "IT" could. Just you'd not believe it how would "IT" does that! Go and see it for yourself. How did they even become into first place then! "IT" could, very, possibly, do, that! That your mind would blow out!

This problem still persists. I've completed a contemplation and these are what I've found (Raw text from my session) 1- Problem definition: I don't like money. 1.1- I'd not care much of the things I act as if I care today If It didn't involve around money or I wouldn't have money concerns. 1.2- For some projects that I am motivated towards from inside, that money game either way or another will pop and run the quality test of my work/result. I fear that whatever I was doing was my passion and It didn't land me on money, thus this means that my work and what I'm doing, somewhat including me are not worthy. 1.2.1- If I'm not worthy on this live then what?: I won't be emotionally supported and my emotional needs will not meet. Just as if a child is weak to the fear of abandonment, this feels exactly same to me on this one. 2- What would I be doing if there was no such a thing, money. How would I feel right now and how would I think about future? 2.1- How would I feel: It feels free to be not thinking about money. It feels like freedom within life and mind. 2.2- What would I be doing right now: Can't be sure, but I guess I'd be at outside enjoying the day as it is, the way air feels cold on my skin, the way air smells fresh, the way sun warms my skin. 2.3- How would I think about future?: I'd explore this world more. It excites me to see how this giant machine operates. It excites me to see that this can be broken down or some mathematical equations can relate to this operation going. Electricity excites me right now, It's a hot topic for me. Yet easy to discover and experiment. Why this excites me? It excites me because we can understand, break down and express in human terms for this awesome thing operating on. I'd study more chess, music theory and composition. I'd gather resources and build myself machines. Especially first thing I would build myself would be a clock. Pendulum clock. 3. Now the reality is there's money game in this life. What this means for you now? 3.1- This means that I need money on some levels. Because I am not the only living thing in this world, governments occupied and brought safety for these lands. They optimized the environment for us to live and they still operate. I have responsible for a little contribution to this system. This is inevitable. This is all fine. No problem. 4- WHY AM I THINKING THIS EVEN RIGHT NOW? 4.1- Because that little contribution that I've just talked about is not even a single tiny bitch problem for me. What a real problem is that I need resources, more resources and some people whoever asides or besides governments, had proclaimed the resources I need. That's the all problem that I have with the relationship of money. I need bigger house, I need resources to run experiments. They can be obtained only within the money game. Take the bigger house for example, the only way you can get is via money game if legally. Of course you run into forests and consider living all alone that's another topic. This is irrelevant right now. 4.1.1 - GROW UP! WHY NOT! WHY DON'T YOU TAKE RESPONSIBILITY OF YOUR LIFE? 4.1.1.1- I don't want to do? It's hard? Aha. Got your weak mind! As if a 10/yo/ say when you force him to wash dishes or something, he'd tell "It's so hard!" "That's too hard!" Is it? Am I weak minded? Or rather uplifting myself with this taunt, why do I have to do this in the first place? Are we going in circles now? I'll have another session for from where I've left on

People are a complex operating machine. What happened for them can't be guarantee that'll do the same to you. Just because someone stop eating meat and solved his depression doesn't mean it is a cure for a depression. Human psyche is dumb. You can't really tell when and why will the depression or other stuff you might put will resolve. I say It is a COINCIDENCE. BIG coincidence. There would be millions of reasons that his depression is resolved at the moment he tried this new diet. TBH, I'm a vegetarian tho LOL. (Not kidding, this post is serious). What I'm trying to say is don't just setup wrong expectations on some diet or another for a goal. Setup valid expectations when you're starting doing something. You've lost this game already if you're starting to do it for some spiritual enlightenment.

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You're not god, stop telling that nonsense to yourself.

What do you think? This question has pop out while I was watching Leo's The Radical Implications Of Oneness (Halloween Edition) video Alternated questions: 1- What's the source of this interest? 2- Why are we interested in exploring the "ME", "Awareness", "The thing sees, experiences, feels within every one of us" Most importantly, meanwhile it is perfectly fine to post other spiritual "gurus" or known leader's opinions, what I am particularly interested in is your own answer. EDIT: My response, (in little font, hidden to not spoil you, direct your idea): oh,shit there's no one that's interested in

Your experience is all thereis, rest is BS and distortion.

Leo was wrong. There're atoms. There're bunch of atoms bouncing in a box. There're bunch of stupid atoms bouncing in a box. We're just stupid bunch of atoms bouncing in a box We're just fucking bunch of atoms. We're just atoms. We're just atoms that exhibit a property called EGO for some reason. You don't have desires, nor you suffer, nor you happy, nor you get a career. You just have EGO. You're just bunch of atoms. Actually more stupid than atoms. Atoms have no memory, no state. no anything. But you get in a rat race just by saying I'm smart or something. I could not emphasize on this well enough whenever you try to measure it, you already lost it to the worst! When some got this enlightenment, they'll play with your ego. Use it as if that's a nature's law, and exploit you to their greater good. As like raising animal farms, power plants or whatever! As if exploiting Electrical Field's properties. Ego'es exploiting other egos! What a scenery!

Working out Solve for happiness! Solve for happiness! A great book.

I'm looking for a god... Can some of you gods message me here?

Because the one consciousness is now able to slow it down, otherwise the universe itself was so quick, like an computer computing pi digits, as if current flows through tiny wires, the universe is able to build itself to this point almost instant whenever it wants, and magnifies your experience as it if is seen as time has slow down to your experience. EDIT: You can also put this as unless no observer, everything is infinitely possible. So that before you observe, everything is able to run so fast not even in a speed but instantly.