Aaron p

What are you that had that experience?

@The Don i would say a few things. First of all, there is a high possibility that the reason your experiencing this is because you have a genetic predisposition towards mental health issues. It's important to become conscious that literally everyone experiences mental health problems. Sadness is a a mental health issue. It is simply when the mind becomes "sick". When your body adopts even the smallest sickness, you say "I am sick". Similarly, I feel as though even the smallest sickness of the mind is to be considered "mental sickness" or "a mental health issue" no matter the size. Something I've become aware of, is that people who are attracted to this work (especially Leo's team) have deep mental sufferings. It's only logical to assume that those who have the deepest psychological pain, seek out the most effective method of healing (which is definitely leos). Consider this...is it possible that you just have a genetic and biological predisposition towards depression, anxiety or psychotic thought patterns...all of which cause tremendous psychology pain? This was the case for myself. And if so, why not reach out to a doctor? Any medicine that calms the mind can surely only improve that which the seeker seeks (stillness of the mind). Counterintuitively, it is the ego that refuses the natural instinct to reach out to the likes of a doctor for help regarding reducing the suffering of the mind. Your not alone. If your depressed, go get antidepressants. Just be sure not the mix DMT and antidepressants. That's deadly, literally. Please dont. There might be a simple fix to your suffering, not everything has to be mysterious and mystical. You might just be depressed... (However its defo true that spiritual development brings about suffering of it's own.) I am not enlightened, I do not know everything...however these are my observations. God bless.

Lovely advice gentlemen, thank you. God bless <3

@SriBhagwanYogi kryia yoga, self enquiry

I cant wait to collapse into being. fuck yeah

@Mezanti yeah its super hard to get shit like that. I got 5meo one time and snorted it and nothing happened. im going to be focusing on DMT for the next while. I get it off the darknet (which can be dangerous and you should realistically not try it unless you have a friend who knows how to do it). if you want I could buy it for you and ship it to your address? just pm me

I've been meditating and contemplating lots and lots recently. Ive had had a few times where I've realised that I'm not in the body or the mind, whilst tripping on DMT for example...but I cannot fathom how this means that I'm literally making my entire life up via imagination. Plus, if everything is a dream....then why does Leo post videos to dream people? Why am I even making this post if you guys don't exist? How can I even talk to anyone if nobody is real? How can people like mooji baba create temples to help people...who don't exist?

Awk fuck, this is irritating. I know that the only way I'll get this all is by finding myself. And every time I get fucking irritated the voice tells me to be quiet and keep practicing. How the fuck am I creating everything

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Pure DMT is amazing

I only really listen to the most powerful teachers, leo, Moojie baba, Alan watts, Jesus(from the Bible) and my favorite one is just God directly.

I perceive deep truths in what you've said

Who's mind is gone? You are still not gone

It's addictive and can be mixed...I recommend getting it off the darknet (if you know how to do so safely), then testing it. K is awesome tho, it's so fuckin class. Makes me go a bit loopy...defo Wana k hole some day.....defo

I don't even know much about Buddha, all I know is...I am the buddha

God told me one time, that EVERYTHING is real

@Juan Cruz Giusto what I find interesting is the idea that there a you to be enlightened. Or perhaps to become enlightened is to become dead

The vibration in silence speaks louder than the vibration in words I find

God reveals to me when someone is truly authentic and you definitely are. Finding lots of what your saying very interesting bro. I can feel the weight of ego lifting, I feel myself becoming less and less solid like im becoming transparent. I've had visions of what it's like to be enlightened. To break through into nothingness and everythingness at the same time. To become a being of no shape and unlimited capacity to bend and contort into a living room, a bathtub, a bong, a planet 3 hundred thousand light years away. To bend and shape into a human form with memory and personality and limited thinking. I had an insight recently about how only extremely extremely weak minded people or extremely extremely wise people are typically seriously attracted to spiritual work. Leo was extremely talented and wise, I was the opposite...I was so incredibly weak and mentally distorted. It's very interesting becoming aware of these patterns

I highly recommend something like ket or cocaine (just a little tiny bit) for a one time thing every now and again if your trying to sit for more than 2 hours. Just please do not take these substances without being very confident in their purity and don't take them lots, just for a one time thing...I'm gonna be using mdma for sitting for 3 days straight. Street coke is shite tho man, in northern Ireland the "peelers" (what we call the police) released a Facebook post saying how they seized a bunch of coke and tested it with a result of 97% impure. Like, seriously if your gonna take my advice here just make sure it's good stuff.

Yeah I'm doing an hour a day and I'm seeing myself die quite quickly. I've only been practising for a year. I was really good at doing an hour every single day for the first 6 months, now it's getting harder but I'm getting more and more motivated. That koan seems a bit strange. Meditating for long periods of time in single sits is like intensity training...with exponential results. If you meditate for one hour a day for two days, you'll grow less than if you were to do a 2 hour sit in one day. Exponential. Momentum. If I had 100% financial freedom I would buy so many phycs and go to all kinds of wise teachers. However, I am stuck with myself...but that's all I need now @zeroISinfinity thats pretty comforting to hear. I'm scared of the idea of not becoming enlightened.

I l love md, ket is another one that I like. I find very little anxiety with them and I am connected to God when I'm on them. It's just a pity they are dangerous and addictive. Everything in moderation. I'm getting a Q if MD today for£90 not bad

Well with this particular method, there is literally no way to do it wrong. If you notice yourself thinking, do nothing about it. If you become enlightened do nothing about it If you start sniffling, do nothing about it. If you start wondering how to do nothing, give up and do nothing about it.

Good and bad are like water and fire, both need to exist in harmony simultaneously to create an equilibrium in reality. You think you hate evil so much..."evil" is necessary. Would you go to the cinema and buy a ticket for $7 to watch a movie in which there is no bad guy? And no robbers, or thieves? Where this really really powerful superhero sits and chills out, eating Cheetos and watching Netflix all day..? An hour and a half movie about this superhero relaxing and enjoying all of his *good* stuff in life. After all, all you seem to like is good. The truth is, you crave evil...you need something to fight against, otherwise you have no sense of purpose. I guarantee you, you would get up and leave after 20 minutes of watching a movie that has no evil. You'd be so bored. You evil bastard haha ?