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I think I'm ready for my 5 day 5meo retreat boi's. Sometime soon. Really gonna try get a few big big breakthroughs. @Leo Gura have you been plugging much more 5meo since your last 30 day retreat? (I can't wait to try my own 30 day 5meo retreat sometime)

@OBEler my heart beat goes absolutely insane when I smoke DMT and 5meo to man. Just make sure that you dont have any heart conditions man thats the only thing. If you have heart condition be careful. But nah, fast heartbeat is normal man. Just know yourself and do what you know is best for yourself. But be sure to distinguish the difference between wisdom and fear. Being wise with your trips is fine, but being fearful is something to overcome. Do you have any heart conditions? Or any other physical conditions?

@OBEler don't expect insanity. You can prepare for the worst outcome so much that you actually cause the negative to happen. Expect yourself to realise the nature of reality. It is not your enemy. Expect yourself to move throw the motions of awakening. You have to remember mate, most people will never be advanced as you are right now, and even for those who are wise enough to even realise that this stuff exists, most of them will never have access to 5 methoxy dimethyltryptamine. Do not underestimate yourself. 99% of other people, if they were to smoke 10mg of 5meo, they'd absolutely freak out and probably run into a wall and knock themselves out. We, here at actualized.org, are an exceptionally rare species. Very very very very rare. Nowhere else has what we have. The power, the knowledge, the METHODS! Remind yourself of the power that you are playing with and do a 15mg trip. Be strong. Be so strong that the trip is scared of you! You are facing power that would make a grown man shit himself. Stop pretending that you are not a boss. I can already tell from talking to you that you are made of excellence and wisdom. What's your name man?

@Guru Fat Bastard ♥️ (Nice name btw )

Stand strong soldier, face your fears. When a dog runs at you, you don't run away you run towards it. When I feel like I'm literally about to go legit insane I grit my teeth and ask for MORE ?????? (do remember tho, my doses will be bigger than yours because my tolerance is more)

Don't jump from 10-20, go 10>15>20 @OBEler I'm still discovering 5meo like. But what @Serotoninluv said is true, nothing to fear. It makes you so strong. I have literally felt my mind get soooooooo much stronger from only a handful of uses. DMT usually scares the b'jesus out of me, but I gave been extra fearless ever since I did my 5meo trips. I honestly still haven't got a full blown breakthrough yet as my tolerance is quite great but I think I'll be having a 5 day 5meo retreat sometime within the next month or so...get a few breakthroughs

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@OBEler I am being led to smoke 5meo now when the spirit tells me to. I smoked DMT and 5meo today, very very powerful experience. My sister walked in (she knew I done it lol) and I was just looking at her with my jaw hanging in awe at what I was seeing. The sensitivity was IMMENSE It felt amazing. I can really feel it starting to kick it hard overall. Ive contacted Martin ball about possible coaching and help with integration (depending on the price) I might do it! I smoked 25 mg today (my tolerance is pretty high) it felt amazing. Leo says that bigger doses are sometimes less scary because on lower doses the ego is still holding on for dear life haha. Bigger doses help to just overwhelm the ego completely. Don't be afraid man. Obviously know your limits, but don't underestimate yourself! I was just walking about in my room smoking my 5meo today, super casual ??? I'll be doing a 5 day 5meo retreat sometime soon. Aiming for 15 day retreat later in the year maybe even 20 day 5meo retreat depending. I also need to increase my visualization lucidity within kriya yoga, increase my number of pranayama's and start doing other parts like breath of fire and other auxiliary practices within kriya yoga. My self enquiry is pretty good ATM. Concentration will be something I'll be focusing on more as well. I'm up to an hour and a half of daily practise now. If I can do more journal contemplation and "do nothing", with regular 5meo retreats and maintain that for 5 years I reckon I'll have made some progress♥️

Firstly...I love this comment^ "assuming enlightenment is real" ????? Perfect. Authenticity!! But yes, does anyone have any good sources of videos of online material with information on how Martin uses his 5meo? Or any of his teachings or strategies on how to use it in particular. ??

...I just can't choose between which benefit is my favorite, I'd have to say the perpetual bliss! NO! Being literally immortal! NO!! Id have to go with... understanding everything in existence. Those are my fave maybe hehe. I like the "being literally immortal" one... wouldn't you say @LfcCharlie4 ?

Just force yourself to mate. Work with your mind and body. You can be flexible with your rigidness. For example you may be rigid enough to say "I'm going to practice for an hour and a half today, but it has to be at 10am." But then when you procrastinate and miss the 10am start time, you should be flexible enough to say "oh it's ok, we'll not, not practice let's just move it to 11am" or even "well as long as I start before 5pm, when I start to get tired." Use your mind and body's momentum against them. There's different strategies you can use

You automatically bypass all fear and become a ruthless motherfucker by focusing on awakening haha

V cool, I've been getting insane dreams lately

I have a feeling nothingness creating distinctions is like this :

I'm pretty sure Jesus and Mohammed are different reflections of yourself. Jesus the man who came to earth, fully man, fully God, got killed (enlightened) then rose again (life post awakening) then ascended to the father and ruled with him from heaven. I don't know much about Islam but god told me that they are all different sides of the same dice, like the different colours and shades that refract out of white light when traveling through glass...the colours, though different are all like different facets of the plainwhite light.

On the topic of retreats and meditating for multiple hours at a time, it beckons one to become creative with prolonging their ability to literally sit and not move for as long as possible. If you've ever tried this it'll immediately become clear to you that the legs start to become extremely painful in this feat. I'm now beginning to explore the area of walking meditation and splitting up my "long-sits" with 15 mins walking meditation every 45 mins. This has been the only thing so far to enable me to continue without severe pain. I'm looking to find any suggestions about how to avoid/slow down/remove this phenomena. Perhaps any technical tips regarding posture, sitting style, pillow type etc. ? Since this could be the difference between being able to do SDS's that last 2 hours and SDS's that last 7 hours...I see it as a valuable resource. How long have your longest SDS's been? Do you use intervalad walking meditation (zazen) during retreats? How long can you yourself endure the pain?

@Leo Gura do you use kundalini exercises?

@Javfly33 @John Doe thank you

@Javfly33 @John Doe thank you

Is Kundalini yoga really good? What practices in particular are the most powerful?@Javfly33

Yes, eternal life, perpetual bliss, super knowledge and divine wisdom. Also man, don't worry about understanding too much. Get a basic conceptual frame for how this stuff works for a kind of "loose guidance" but then forget it after...your job is to do the practices. It's like if you studied how to fall in love in an imaginary college for 20 years but then one day you see this lovely chick and all of your learning goes out the window and you float towards her and all you feel is the feeling, and you talk to her and boom it is effortless. Doing something with your head is different than doing something with your heart. What I've said before; the most important part of spiritual concepts is abandoning them in the much greater light of actual realization.

♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ Believe nothing Leo says. Believe nobody here. Do not believe anything. Do the practices and be real. Hold what Leo says as a hypothesis to be proven or disproven

@Javfly33 when meditating for like 11 hours a day, do you not find that you need to do back stretches? I've found that the legs are not the main problem. My legs get painful after about an hour and a half of meditation without movement, in my regular sits I do kriya yoga (still the mind) then an extra round of Maha mudra before half an hour of self enquiry to reset the legs pain clock. I'm going to get good at smoking 5meo (going to have to smoke 35-40 mg for breakthrough) and get good at meditating consistently during a retreat. 5meo is just so fucken expensive, and I can't plug it so I need to take a shitton of it to get the same results as someone who can plug. I'm gonna try to plug dpt, and gonna try to get some cheap darknet vendors from abroad. Germany and neatherlands will be much cheaper.

Yo wtf, im having to smoke 40mg to try to breakthrough on 5meo. Anyone else have mad high tolerance?

@IAmTheHolySpirit waw, your really spiritual. Thank you ♥️ what practices do you use to get you to this point of realisation? How long do you practise a day?