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It sounds to me like you have an undeveloped mind @khalifa Do you have any kind of strong spiritual practice? How many minutes a day do you meditate/enquire/contemplate? And did you weigh your dose carefully after slowly approaching an appropriate dosage?...

Hmm..might try something like that...cup of tea

@Eren Eeager Just dedicate yourself to the path of healing. Even if you made it in life and became a millionaire with abbs, 10 businesses and 30 Ferraris, if your mind is still fucked up then I will still be happier than you. Don't underestimate the healing that needs to take place. Really it's the only logical thing to do. Path of healing. I am on it, and within 10 years (probably 5 years) I will have rather effortlessly attained what billions of other people try to attain...pure happiness and bliss lol.

It will haha

If your asking me who I think has achieved "personlessness" I'd probably say at least leo haha

@Nahm no mate I literally think that no-one is enlightened because God is no-one. Is that not right?

Mate Im just extremely impatient with these 5meo orders atm. I've ordered 3 different batches to get the nicest batch but it's taking ages and then I'm gonna have to wait for ages again after I order more from the batch I want. Once I get my hands on a large amount of really awesome 5meo I'm gonna be aiming to build up to 20 day 5meo retreat slowly.

@Nahm isn't it that nobody is enlightened and that the key is to become nobody lol

You'd wanna do at least an hour a day. I like self enquiry and concentration. Full kriya yoga is said to be good, and I can see that it's very powerful in it's practitioners, but I really find it difficult. Although you defo won't get enlightened if you don't use psycs. 5meo is ideal

My intuition has been telling me to use chanting recently. I guess I find it interesting.

@outlandish niceeeeee @OBEler hey man, don't forget Leo says there is a threshold where the ego struggles most...and that it's not at high doses but at low doses. I know that every time I do around 15mg (smoked) all I experience is pure Bliss heaven realms. But recently I smoked an estimated 7mg and I...kinda freaked out. I really like outlandish's post there about how he relaxed and doesn't jitter. I note I took from the 7mg trip was not to sit up and try to think and move around too much. I have a feeling that pushing through the "low dose" threshold area can actually reduce fear. Pushing through and leaning in ♥️ I've also found that different batches of 5meo can perform slightly differently. No doubt it can vary slightly in potency also. I've got another different batch of 5meo coming in soon...going to compare the two. I'm also going to try plugging with good pharmaceutical grade, soluble 5meo soon enough. Very excited

5meo mate

@BipolarGrowth ..just do loads of consciousness stuff. 5meo, yoga, inquiry, contemplation ♥️

@BipolarGrowth ...you depressed homes?

@lmfao i find the same thing. I also find that my eyes start to twitch if I raise them upwards. However Ive found that it's far easier if I wear an eye mask (sleeping one). I just concentrate on sahasrara crown. I've recently found it extremely hard to meditate but know that I will eventually restore my full practise when I get some more 5meo. I've established a new vendor who I can get good 5meo from. And his stuff is really soluble so I'll also be able to plug ?

It's not unheard of to find natural urges to shake when you smoke [or plug] some 5meo. Vibration. Put it like this, those guys can definitely control the shaking of their body's. I think it's just group think and imitation

I think it's fake 5meo shaking

@Nahm yeah man, I guess it's just dependant upon how much you want to fix. We'll 5meo will be the means by which I will create the life I want

YESSSSSSSSSSS ??????????

What bro? @Nahm ill definitely be taking it again. I'll not be touching that weird "crystal isolate" stuff again. That was just really crap stuff. 5meo is going to be single most important part of my path, likely, for the next 5 years

5-MeO-DMT

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

Lol... Oh...becoming Immortal is 100% realistic. Or at least realising that you were never a mortal being in the first place. But *TRULY* realising this...this is not just possible, it is to be expected! That is what happens when you awaken deeply. Perhaps the desire to become awakened and immortal is ego driven, but I don't think this is a problem. I theorise that the ego must be strengthened before it is destroyed. Or at least the *identification* with the ego is destroyed. I definitely have "becoming Immortal" as one of my top reasons for pursuing awakening myself like

@Eren Eeager no you don't. You want your disorders removed and your mind healed. You want a mind that doesn't cause you anxiety and depression. You want to be normal, healed and happy. You need hardcore practices every day. Choose one or more from these I'd say: self enquiry, kriya yoga (concentration), mantra meditation. You'll also need hardcore contemplation going on. And most importantly, multiple hard hitting 5meo retreats with multiple breakthroughs and deep awakenings. Your disorders will not be removed by "bending backwards" haha sorry Also, the tightness in your chest isint what's causing your psychological disorders, you psychological disorders are most likely causing anxiety, which is most likely causing there to be tightness in your chest. I had my time dancing with serious anxiety stretched out over YEARS and YEARS, nobody understands how much it affects you. Constant torture. The biggest thing for me was the *choice*. Fight or flight. Try to escape it or make the choice to defeat it no matter the cost. Also you probably might not actually have multiple disorders you could just be psychotic (I was). Then from this can stem many different effects. PS: be aware that smoking weed increases anxiety. Any kind of regular drug use (legal or illegal) should be inspected. I wish you all the luck in the world bro♥️

@JosephKnecht yes man, gotta watch the heart rate tho. It's safe enough I *think* (do your own research). But yes, DMT while on 120mg of high purity Dutch MDMA is WOW. I mean, it's basically regular DMT except the MDMA mixes and synergizes with the DMT and both amplify each other. Increasing euphoria, DMT breakthrough, ground breaking stuff my friend ♥️ I'd find it incredibly unlikely to have a bad trip whatsoever while on MD ? watch out tho, md is highly additictive