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I will say one last thing ok. People don't just end up on this site, or being aware of nonduality without having some kind of mental or physical ailment (something wrong with them). It's just an observation of mine...just a very consistent one. Sometimes it's a personality disorder, sometimes it's someone who has massive depression, maybe someone who's just a real loser or anything else that causes you pain. The kind of suffering that is usually constant (every day). It might even be something as small as not being good looking and having low self esteem or something. So then a further point I would make to you mate, is this...if you are suffering on a daily basis with anything...any mental health issues or anything...is this life better than the life where you discover that all of this shit is actually true? If your suffering is it maybe worth it to give it a shot. Sure you've heard that meditation is good for the mind anyway, what do you have to lose. Then just allow yourself to melt into God's presence, you won't know what that means, but that's exactly the point! You aren't meant to know it, your meant to EXPERIENCE it

My friend you should definitely watch less of the videos if all they are doing is confusing you. But before you do, go learn how to do self enquiry (authentically), kryia yoga (look up book on Amazon "kryia secrets fifth edition" it should be the big square book with the star on it), form a hardcore combo meditation for about an hour a day, do that for 3 months and just lean into the simplicity that is, you. You see, the thing is...with 'you' leo isint the expert...only you know you. The only one who is experiencing you, is you. Not leo. So in a way, really ignore what Leo says when it comes to actualising truth for yourself. Seeing it. Then come back. This is for everyone, if you are under the assumption that this is not for you...then cool. But I highly recommend giving ear to the voice that has been speaking to you...to make you end up in this site

In pergatory you just sit in limbo playing GTA 4 on an Xbox 360 for a hundred million years before you reincarnate into a slug

Find yourself (in your direct experience) you are there aren't you? In your direct experience?

I'm pretty sure all of our perseptions and experiences are just our brain projecting and re-projecting different frequencies of existence. But remember don't believe this. Only shelve this knowledge and assume it's neither right now wrong (when secretly you know that you will eventually find it). Really the only thing you can do to help your own path is literally be quiet and silent....consistently. one aspect of my path that I find helps me grow quickly is the fact that, even when I find a concept that really makes sense and fits well as an answer to a question I've been asking...I never believe it. Even if it's right. Especially if it's right! I would seriously consider dropping heavy questions like the one you've posted until a later time. The way I do it is as follows; With big existential questions i never ever search for the answer...I only search for me, the one who asks the question. This is why silence is truly the answer, because the answer is, the questioner does not exist. And of course this, for me, is still a concept. That I try not to believe. But then again "trying" to do or not do anything, is still just a distraction. *Utter silence*

Aye yeah i know what you mean homes

@abrakamowse for me this is a very distracted question. And very distracting as a question itself. The one who asks the question does not exist. And this isint something to be believed or doubted, both are huge traps init?

I'm starting to feel really good about my path. It feels like reality is finally starting to dissolve...it feels like you guys are all still separate from me (I'll get there though). Now, something very cool has happened recently. Last night I had this incredible feeling that I was god and that I created everything and that the entire world was me. I also had a dream last night. Leo was in the dream, he was enlightened and he was walking on the earth and he had an unspoken power over all the other people. He had infinite power, infinite wisdom, his fingertips were golden. He spoke to the sky and lightening appeared. Now I have this unexplainable knowing that spirituality is truly the only thing that matters. And enlightenment is the only thing worth working towards. I've been suffering a lot recently. I'm starting to feel revelations come to me, that the world is me, that my phone is me. This is truly the only thing worth chasing in life. I'm super super glad I didn't decide to do engineering instead AHAHAHHAAHAH. yo, here's a shout-out to the man himself, leo, your a gangster mate ??? guyssss tell me about when you started realising this stuff

@Girzo legend

I just close both and keep my back straight and head up

In the procedure for "kryia pranayama" it says step two is "close eyes and perform tongue raises (kechari Mudra or limited kevhari mudra)" What is this? I haven't hear of this before. "Tongue raises"

I think knowing that their full being is entirely God makes me love them even more. That everything is God...and god is oneness and Oneness is love @Shaun.

For me the important part of prayer is me hearing what God is saying to me as opposed to god hearing what I'm saying to him. The only reason I listened to leo was because god spoke to my heart about him. Legit.

@Robi Steel I know that God will protect me and guide me as long as I work with him. I know that it is completely worth it. I know that I will have to undergo tremendous pain and suffering...I really hope I can bare it until I realise that there is no "me" that needs to bare anything. I've dedicated my entire life to this path now, if I fail...I will wait a week or two and begin again. I plan on developing my kryia yoga practise and I plan on starting regular phyc retreats. Im willing to feel like I'm dying and losing my mind. I know what awaits me

@Shaun (didn't mean to tag you again, can't delete it) @TheAvatarState HAHAHA

@Shaun havent got there. And I refuse to believe any of it. That's a big ass trap if I've ever seen one. For me it still feels like they're there. And I don't know how I will perceive them after I realise that I am nothing and everything. From my I sights and glimpses, I know that I have to die to save the entire world just like Jesus did. I created this world, and I'll be damned if I don't awakening to it by the time "I" die

Be careful, your ability to judge can be helpful. Don't think going insane is a good thing. That'll turn into an excuse for your mental illness if you have any. Just acknowledge that your going through something. These practises bring change to one's life, and like giving birth, it can be quite painful but it's worth every drop of blood and sweat and every moment of suffering. From my glimpses, this isn't something mearly human. Imagine *actually* walking into the real presence of the actual God that created everything. And it didn't matter what you believed or what you thought, the raw, exposed presence of God, so powerful that it isn't something you observe, it becomes you. I've had a few visions of it lately

@luckieluuke thats awesome man. Trust me it's worth it, all this world will turn to be a complete illusion eventually. My path went like this; Baptist>Pentecostal>non-denominational (Christian spirituallity) >leo>Buddhism>advaita vedanta. And now moving into nonduality I'm starting to see how important it is. I wouldn't even say it's "important" as if it should even be questioned as non-important. It is the only thing that exists!

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Same

Remember, you are got dreaming that you are a human.

@Rilles same bro. Like exactly the same, on every point. I was raised Baptist, but I did speak out. One of my most fundamental beliefs is that I would always always always search for pure, unadulterated truth. And just Trojan horse my way through lies. I always honor the truth that God reveals to me

Awesome sounds good to me

@Farnaby i used to meditate while I was driving lol

Remember, your one and only objective is to find yourself. (If your looking for enlightenment, which you are). There is no teaching, there is no student, there is no master...just find yourself. In spirituality the problem isint too little teaching, the problem is too much teaching. It will extremely hard for you focus solely on finding yourself. Your mind will find it irresistible to dip into more and more "spiritual" teaching. You will more than likely fail at this quickly. But try, really try to remember that the only thing you are trying to do is find yourself. I would say 2 main rules for spirituality; 1. Only look for yourself and that's it. 2. Find powerful techniques, perfect them, trust them. The techniques themselves unfold the truth. If you add to this at all, you are only getting in your own way and slowing down your enlightenment process. Also a sub rule; do not believe anything...*ESPECIALLY* spiritual teachers like leo and other enlightened people. Take what they say and use it to find yourself in your own direct experience. Listen to moojibaba on YouTube, he focuses very well on finding the self. Also, some techniques that God recommended to me were kryia yoga, self enquiry, phychdelic retreats, and a new technique I've felt god teaching me directly...it's an experiential technique that I call "following the glow" because that's all I can say to describe it. I find that I just feel led to do certain things or "sink deeper into the glow of what I know is God trying to show me something" and a you do is let go and allow your consciousness to free-float into revelations, insights, deepenings etc. And one final point I want to say, what you have to keep in mind is that "you" are always here, experiencing reality directly. The deepest, most fundamental thing that is "you" cannot come and go...logically. a child can see this. So think...what is the one essential "thing" about your existence that cannot be removed? Your physical heart? Nope. That can be replaced while "you" remain. Lungs? You would still be here if they were replaced. Not you. Emotions? Can rise and fall like the wind changes directions. What exactly are you referring to when you say the word "i" Keep practising. You have *nothing* to lose