Aaron p

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  1. @How to be wise yes bro, anything that experiencable is not the imperishable. This state, while it may end up being good sign, is yet still only one of the states of the mind that will dissolve with the rest. And I know that awareness needs a form, the Ying and Yang both supporting eachother, I know eventually I will be led [through this] to accept more holistically the things I feel myself disconnected from atm
  2. @SriBhagwanYogi love that guy, he reignites my determination everytme
  3. Do not fall into the trap of believing that your beliefs are wrong
  4. @John West what I do is when I'm in the middle of an insight, letting it simmer in my heart, enjoying it...I just BOOM say it out loud over and over again. This does remove the insight quickly but it helps you remember lol. This is like dreaming, you dream every single night...you just don't remember it. However, if, as soon as you wake up, you immediately (consciously, and before you physically move) go over the dream over and over again and you will cement it into your conscious mind. Try this, wake up and before you move...think briefly about your dream, typically you will find your able to remember it...and you can do this everyday. So I do the same thing, soon as I see an insight I just enjoy it for a moment and then BOOM surprise it with conscious mind and there you go...you have it. You have a mental replication of it...but you have it nevertheless......just don't believe it and you'll be sweet lol
  5. @SQAAD in his book, "Kriya Secrets Revealed: Complete Lessons and Techniques," J.C Steve's writes about how Lahiri (I think it was) discourages students from becoming celibate from regular social things (like sex, socialising, education, family traditions, pre-exist religious traditions). In the book it says that students are more likely to blossom when they do not reject their old life patterns. It's written in the book that a disciple will find it easier to develop spiritually within a friendly, loving and non-contencious environment (not like the environment created if the disciple of truth were to openly reject the family's tradition religious practices and beliefs)...
  6. 40 minutes self enquiry, then 20 minutes vepassena meditation Or 30 minutes self enquiry, then 30mins of vepassena ...? Which one do you think is better (more professional)? I'm looking actual advise here
  7. I feel like I need guidance for the new (way stronger) psychedelics I'm taking. Advice and shit...I got a pipe and smoked the NN-DMT I had (but soooo little) and it wasnt in the right set or setting at all and I had a bad trip lol. It wasn't so bad, until I starting hearing my arms talk to eachother haha. Would you guys recommend steering clear of having a shaman or would it be good? (I don't really want anything if it isint real.)
  8. @now is foreverforeverforeverfforeverforever Ohhhhh I was wondering what you meant I understand now haha. Jesus that would be interesting definitely haha. But yes Dino if I'd have enough hand puppets ?
  9. @now is forever I don't think there would be anything necessarily wrong with having a guide. But I need independence to, I was thinking about this today. I think being able to do it on my own (like I do with most of spiritual stuff) would be most beneficial, but bro...that DMT mate my entire surroundings morph and sprout tentacles, if I do build my way up the pychedelics ladder and the DMT is still to freaky, I'll get a small amount of help. I guess we'll find out what happens. Thank you for giving some background from your own experience. Interesting
  10. @Leo Gura and LSD felt far more manageable. I like how it feels very fluffy and "head high". But DMT brings your entire body and everything into the sensation of the trip.
  11. @Leo Gura Hmm good advice, I was watching your video on psychedelics yesterday. I'll work my way up...my DMT isint going anywhere. My first LSD trip went very well. Can't take it every week tho...tolerance raises too quickly
  12. ...where I see 100% clarity, they see distortion Where I feel as though I have a firm understanding of myself, people think I'm confused as fuck!? Lots of people have told me that I'm confused about myself...and I didn't say anything to save an argument, but wtf...I'm exactly the opposite of confused now (regarding the big picture), I know exactly what is happening and exactly what to do to make sure it keeps going. Does anyone else feel like this?...the more your spiritual development flows, the more people are confused by what you say?
  13. @Bluebird damn that's good advice. I've thought about this before. I've definitely created some ideologies hidden in my mind about spirituality...but it's alright I'll just focus on getting enlightened asap
  14. @Antonius ok so here's what happened...I measured it and it said 250mg. Which means it wasn't 5-meo-dmt it was just regular NN-DMT I ordered cuz I only ordered 100mg of 5-MeO-DMT and ordered 250-300mg of regular dmt. So I measured out 25mg and snorted it. After 5 minutes, I started to see some visuals but not much. Then I just went over and snorted another 25mg...and the most that happened to me was I heard a voice sitting talking to me. I'm Gona try a 60mg dose of DMT see if that gets the blood flowing... I'm a bit disappointed but sure. I'm a broad built guy like. Jesus, it was uncomfortable to snort. But not much effects, and they only lasted 10 minutes fuck sake.
  15. @LiakosN that's contemplation, not self enquiry.
  16. @Surfingthewave for me it's important to make sure that you don't just 'try to meditate every day'. What I do when I need to change something or adjust something that will be a daily habit...I spend time letting my vibrational energy align with the new plan of practise. So then I start seeing it as something that has already happened every day and it's just a matter of what hour it's happening. I like to do it in the morning, but if I miss it I just do it in the evening. Try tap into your spiritual capabilities. Allow your self to learn how to dedicate itself to a new plan. This would be like the difference between going on "a diet"...or properly changing a deep, fundamental part of your dietary habits. The concept of going on 'a diet' brings with it, the implication that it is temporary. So my advice would be to try not to see it as something that your "doing". But try to accept it at a deeper level. Really harmonise your energetic frequency to the new plan and it should go a lot smoother. That's what I think like.
  17. @zikzak @Serotoninluv i took 200ug of LSD...felt pretty casual. I really just think I'm at the point where I just have to say fuck it and snort it haha. But if I scream in my room my dad is DEFINITELY Gona know I'm not meditating ? ... I mean, I could weigh it out, bring it out in the car with me and just ride the experience out in my car with blankets, utube, popcorn and somewhere nice to walk. If it's as lucid as Leo says it is then I'll be able to drive home after the experience is over. Ill be out for 3 hours like but I'm sure I'll enjoy it lol. What you guys think? I'm more of a jump in at the deep end and hope for the best kinda guy. If I die it'll be a bit shit tho lol. Oj
  18. Ok I have a legit question. I still live with my family and my mate who usually trip sits me is not available tonight and I just received my mg scales which means and I can take a dose of my 5-MeO-DMT. My plan is to tell my family subtly that I'm having a long meditation time and so not to disturb me in my room. I also have a "do not disturb" sign for my door that I hang over the actual handle of the door to make sure people read the sign before they come in. My question is this: is it risky doing it so close to my family? Does it make you freak out and yell and be loud and all? Or can you choose to remain quiet? If I'm just in my room and my door is closed, and I start screaming my family is Gona hear me
  19. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, shite'in mysel a wee bit. Haha. Not Gona eat anything else incase I barf.
  20. @Bodhidharma aw bro I'd love to have a psychedelic retreat every weekend. Damn. Get some LSD and DMT in ye haha
  21. I actually have to remind myself of how happy I was when I realised my life's work was going to include the use of incredible drugs and trips. Haha so cool
  22. But yo, there's a movie called "R.I.P.D (Rest in peace department)" starring Ryan Reynolds and it's basically when you die you can either enter purgatory (or something) or become an officer for RIPD if you are selected by them as suitable. When you get recruited into the RIPDepartment you get sent back to earth but you look and sound completely different than you did while you were alive. And if you try to talk to anyone or communicate about the fact that your dead or that you aren't really the person they see it sounds logical to you but all the other person hears is complete gobbledegook. It just sounds like your literally speaking in tongues for the other person haha. That's how I feel sometimes. I try to speak about it but I can't...and it just doesn't work. It isint something that can be told. The user must hear the voice of god for themselves. Thus, I find it much more helpful to focus on love and guiding people into it through kindness and genuineness.
  23. @Rilles bro, you have 1900 posts...do you not understand what true spirituality is? Your not meant to try to stop your thoughts. Actually if you do your creating ideas...the idea that your ideas are false. The only thing you need to be concerned with is "who is the one who observes (in your direct experience). And plus "spirituality" isint meant to be a 'thing' you live by like a religion. Spirituality is nothing. There is no teaching, I don't believe any of it. Just more ideas entangling you more deeply into the web of beliefs you already have yourself in. Don't try to stop your thoughts