Aaron p

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  1. For me learning how to dominate in a world of stupidity is valuable. Trusting God for the most part is the central power source. I've had to learn from a young age that being right isn't enough, you need to be heavy with it, otherwise you can't get traction at all and there is always a line of 100 fools waiting to tell you that your wrong. It becomes less about being right and more about recognising how to handle an endless ocean of dumbasses.
  2. People are attracted to what they don't got
  3. Also incase the sarcasm is unclear, what I'm actually saying is...there will be many retards who are in positions of power and authority who try to fuck you and tell you to suck it up. Simply inform them that they can go and fuck themselves repeatedly and continue fucking themselves every day for the rest of their lives. Riding into the sunset, alls well that ends well.
  4. I'll give you the advice professionals once gave me, best way to get rid of suicidal levels of suffering? Just let it go pal be sweet in the morning. Stop ruminating. Boom. Entire situation fixed. God, looking back...these guys were secretly geniuses the whole time!!!
  5. If you smoke too much of it it can cause schizophrenia... Or symptoms that you might imagine a schizophrenic would experience
  6. Op, it'll take more than a few alliances to overpower the west. West will likely remain leaders in infrastructure, wealth and general dominance. I take a more qualitative perspective. Numbers aside, the USA is around the half way mark on the list of countries ranked for mental illness. The UK is the second worst in the same scale. It actually baffles me how such massive world names could go so wrong. But I did contemplate and arrived at the following insight: prosperity breeds complacency. It's sad to see countries that used to be bright and fun just devouring themselves from the inside. I have no doubt it's just a necessary part of the journey that must be passed through and that there will be better times, but I mean... god damn, the entire fucking thing is rotten and stinking and fucking vulgar. Unworthy of being inhabited by homeless people. In fact, the homeless people who do live in the west probably avoid the majority of the sewage by flying under the radar of the sewage masters. I think the west has just got bored and said "guys, guys, come here. I have a new idea, let's fuck up the entire country. Why you ask? No reason. LOL."
  7. Also, as I have stated many times before I have a lot of experience with being completely lost, In Religion, in addiction and a myriad of other mental constructs, and having come out of what is essentially a swarming swamp of mental chaos into more stability and insight, I can see that humanity is basically mired in insane amounts of mental lostness. People having debates and wars that are so far off the reserve it's insane. And I mean modern day normal, every day people. Not that they can't be smart, but most lack the maturity to be able to cut through what I think is some kind of vibrational psychological presets. I would say that when the rubber meets the road and true maturity is demanded, it is revealed that people are basically just following the leader and moving with the motions of the herd. And it is a herd. It's beautiful, but I've had it revealed to me so strongly, that most people can't be helped to the degree that is needed, basically the vast majority are completely fucking lost if you zoom out and away from the the little domain that they've memorised. It's actually fucking crazy. We are in the dark ages
  8. I've first hand witnessed the power of ideology. I've seen people choose to literally risk death rather than defying their ideas people who believe that COVID isn't as bad as gov makes out and vaccine is more dangerous and the scientific evidence is biased. I have seen people choose decades of mental pain rather than admit that weed has major negative side effects. Mind has power. Just look at catholic crusades, killed millions because of a holy book. Many will choose literal death before they choose to let go of an ideology regardless of how harmful. I think trump is a good example of someone who's not likely to change.
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  10. Shaking hands?
  11. Kinda cool to investigate. Would I be typing these words if you hadn't asked this question? Do I decide how much insight I have? Do I govern how the electromagnetic neural networks in my brain have learned how to articulate an idea? Is there such a thing as a truly organic thought.. even if I chose not to think about your question, it would be for a reason, something in me that is well beyond my decision. But I do think there are thoughts that originate from higher levels of organic creativity. Everything influences everything. I wouldn't even be communicating in English right now if I was born in Tibet. This influence is so strong that it's hard to say that any thought is original at the most rigorous classification of what would qualify as truly original. In simpler terms, breaking things apart and rebuilding them manually seems to be the mark of higher levels of original richness.
  12. Don't know bro, something tells me the father's of dead sons would say different. Thing about it is, I know for a fact that if there was a son that did kill himself, and they heard about the father walking in and finding the sons dead body. It would cause them to think "serves him right." With no recognition as to the devastating effects of their sheer fuckwitery. There is simply no words to describe degenerates of this calibre. If they killed themselves it would save lives. If the roles were reversed, and it was them who walked in to the find that one of their offspring had committed suicide something says a chuckle and a witty remark wouldn't be the correct response
  13. During peak experiences the chair becomes a throne, the blanket becomes a gown. It's like everything becomes ordered perfectly.
  14. One problem I do see is people who think they know the highest levels of consciousness trying to teach "normies." I myself don't know the highest levels of consciousness and I make an effort to only speak about what I actually do understand. Of course it's not my place to judge whether someone knows the highest levels, but I do get a strong intuition that many of the ones who claim to know are nowhere near it. I know that many who do know the higher levels will remain silent in the background of this community. I also know that actually knowing the highest levels really solidly will warp your reality so hard it will likely make them completely not care about saying anything about it. In this respect it is an absolute miracle that Leo has the patience to tell us
  15. Excellent points. I'm growing more and more aware of how my imagination generates reality. Was chatting with my Buddhist teacher just last week about this analogy: A young person sees a person wearing a mask and holding a gun while exiting a bank, they point at the individual and say "Bad!" Clearly, while this does encapsulate some basic and obvious facts, it is also an oversimplification that will invariably fail to calculate other, key contextual artifacts. Maybe the individual is stealing money to pay for their child's cancer treatment or perhaps they're being blackmailed. These additive elements obviously don't excuse the action, but it does shine light on the fact that the real world is often more complex than what is comfortable or convenient for us to assess with the appropriate degree of realistic accuracy. Perhaps the individual is an undercover government agent. This analogy is a slightly accentuated example of how the mind can oversimplify things in the waking dream. AI calls this phenomena "Heuristic-Based Categorisation" or "Cognitive Shortcutting." As has been talked about by others in this community, fear is an excellent defence mechanism for these oversimplified projections. If you can take some scientific findings, formulate them into systematized ideology (set of ideas), enshroud the ideology with more ideas that are scary, come up with a neatly packaged term or identifying label for this "thing" and get everyone to subscribe to it... It will spread like wildfire and will be assumed to be as factual as the concrete on the pavement and the fear surrounding it will make it difficult or impossible for the masses to actually investigate. Some examples of ideas [that are actually ideologies within the mind] (pay close attention to the emotions you feel when hearing each label). Each of these causes a subconscious emotional trigger of being the -prototype- of X or Y: - professional (prototype of competence) - psychologist (prototype of understanding the mind). - astrophysicist (intelligent) - teacher (wholesome) Often you'll find that "professionals" are anything but competent (and yet their value stands) and astrophysicists might make common mistakes in the social domain. Some of my favourite negative ones (pay super close attention to the contextual and emotional sensations that are triggered within the mind and body when you view these terms): - narcissist. - ego maniac. - gaslighter. - terrorist. When the oversimplified mental projections of the mind (which are based in some truth) are shrouded in extra ideas that induce a particular amount of fear...people are energetically discouraged from analyzing them independently or critically.
  16. It is just lack of awareness. Awareness is so powerful that it can generate all kinds of ideas. Ideas like "I'm a hero" or "we help the world grow." Used by Nazis and dictators. Nazis genuinely believed they were helping the world by killing millions of Jews. The same thing happens in society today in different ways.
  17. Mostly the waiting room with Dimitri, and time expansion. Never experienced it, don't expect to. People talk about living alternate lives for years then coming back. As far as my experience goes, that's a load of horse. Also, that's psychedelics are good under all circumstances. What I've realised about them is that if you don't have your life together and your mind established, it can have really destructive effects. Can still produce necessary insane strength and insight, but at much greater suffering. Also I'm starting to get a serious experiential taste that humanity is more advanced than we think in certain remits (tech) (mostly hidden) and far, far, farrrrrrrr less advanced than we think in others. Also the strangeness of the universe, starting to get a flavour for that. Things like black holes, physics, quantum physics, in the natural realm, you can start to recognise that the idea that you know what's going on, is incorrect. You get little experiential tastes here and there and the only question is...if these are just little slices, I wonder how large the entire cake is 🍰 Also religion is simultaneously great for helping people at low levels of development but has collosal flaws. Essentially that it's methods are legit/real but they're too disjointed, symbolic and poetically indirect to provide transformation massive enough to where manual effort is no longer required. You can tell how much manual effort is involved. Feeling like your manually pushing your car up a 45° hill to get to god is a distinct religious factor I remember. Experientially. God's voice is discernable, distinct, trustworthy and extremely motherfucking powerful.
  18. Ok I contemplated and now I have mind bending insight. I can see that if a person views someone else's actions as being bad enough to ignite hatred within himself, what is actually happening is self preservation. As it is a violation of the standards that literally generate his sense of identity. So In a weird twisted way, his primary motivation isn't to stop the suffering of others...his primary motivation is to protect his identity of someone who protects others. A complete self focus. I'm even tempted to say that the only reason he has the standards that generate his identity in the first place (the one that is being violated by others) is because those are the standards he wishes others to hold with him. Because what his identity literally exists as are ideas, when someone hurts another person in a way he wouldn't...they aren't breaking his identity in some symbolic way, they are literally dismembering his actual self before his eyes. Which will generate massive emotional upheaval. There are no circumstances under which emotional reactivity or volatility are the result of selflessness.
  19. I suppose this is what distinguishes what selfishness is and what selfishness judges selfishness to be. Metaphysical selfishness Vs social selfishness. Be a tree..
  20. @Leo Gura what about negative emotions that might be targeted at a person because they hurt others? Would this scenario not be a selfless motivation?
  21. I actually completely get that. Good way of putting it. Another thought I was thinking is looking for the edge of my perceptive field. Like I can feel the edge/end of my phone, same thing for my car steering wheel and my TV remote. Can I feel the edge of my field of perception? Interesting thought. Cuz the perceptive field exists, here it is. It is here. So logic would tell me it has an edge or point at where it ceases. Also in terms of solid objects. It's interesting cuz if you look closely, what we define as a "solid object" is only that which our limbs can't pass through. Water wouldn't be, hard jelly wouldn't be, hardened glue...kind of. We could pass through it with lots of effort. And what about materials like oobleck (cornstarch and water), it's a solid object if it's hit with a car, but a fly will easily sink into it if it lands on top of it. Technically hardness Vs softness (solidity) would be the arrangement of molecules, or more specifically, their relationship to eachother, or even more specifically the speed of the vibration of the molecules in relation to eachother. Solidity seems to be determined by just how fast or slow something is vibrating.
  22. @Basman technically not just men, but I was just following your lead But to add insult to injury, the various ways in which governments cripple people. It's not to say that one specific system or area has stupidity. Every area of humanity has stupidity. So the question isn't "does this area have stupidity?" The question is "how much damage does this area of stupidity inflict." What's even more incredible is that many of the government officials and policy developers are fully aware of the hundreds of thousands of crippled lives and the thousands, if not tens of thousands of suicides, including young people. They fane stupidity and ignorance to pretend like they're not aware that they're contributing to the suicides of thousands. When the inevitable time of reckoning comes, and it will, you can actually pay close attention and see the very moment when they start to panic. Which then clarifies that they aren't fighting for the freedom of civilians, they're fighting to continue their paying reputations. In their minds they know these facts are indeed true, and so they are forced to make a choice between 2 options: Option 1: Admit they directly contributed to the suicides of tens of thousands and lose their reputation, career and salary. Option 2: Continue causing suicides, keep their reputation, career and salary. Of course many will have chosen never to enter the system because they know they'll cause thousands of suicides and hundreds of thousands of broken lives and careers, but those people will never be seen. What's useful is how easily seen the ones who stayed now are. In other words, they continue causing suicides to save face.