Theodor Ludenhof

@Eternal Unity Nice to meet you! I'm a philologist, and in high school (that was thirty years ago!) I was in a math class. I still can't break up with that first love of mine. I hope someday to get a university degree in mathematics.

Yes, of course, there are some problems in the local community. But I don't feel like I belong there enough. Nevertheless, I'll think about this possibility, thank you.

Thank you so much for your advice. I'll think about it. I live in Banská Bystrica, so it's not so bad in the economical aspect ) And I like this town a lot.

Church Slavonic language, liturgical texts in this language and in other languages, etc. Good point, thank you. Maybe not yet, I need a pause between my "ordinary" priesthood and a new one. But it makes sense, I agree.

Thank you for your answer. "I am curious. are you looking for a job or a life purpose?" -- it's a good question, thanks. I think, I need a life purpose too, but now I badly need an acceptable job for paying bills. Let's put it so: there are many things which I do gladly, but I can't monetize them. I would like to do these things and, at the same moment, to do some job for money. Off course, I can find some job, but I would prefer a job, which is close to my interests and abilities. "If you are so wise, why are so poor?" -- it's about me exactly...

Hello! I'm new here, so please don't judge me harshly if I'm doing something wrong. I've been watching Leo for a few years now. In that time, I've gone through a significant evolution. I think I'm at the yellow level now, to use spiral dynamics terminology. Yesterday I watched a video about that level once more time. Yes, it looks like that's where I am. It may not be a very solid yellow yet, but it's yellow nonetheless. And it seems pretty great. A person on the yellow level -- that's the kind of sage who understands a lot about this life. But as King Solomon said, in much wisdom there is much sorrow. In my case, it means two things. First, I can't find an adequate social circle. (And communication in general is not easy for me.) And second, I can't find a job. Several years ago our family moved from Russia to Slovakia. We didn't know yet that there would be war, but we already knew that there would be something terrible. In Moscow I was a researcher and a priest. In Slovakia I had to start almost everything from scratch. And now I feel that as someone who has undergone quite a significant inner evolution, I could do good for people -- and make money for my family at the same time. But I must confess that I'm completely lost and can't figure out what that would be. I have knowledge and experience in various fields, but I can't monetize it. Leo calls people on the yellow level lone wolves. That's just the way it is. But I still hope that there are quite a few of these wolves and that I can find like-minded people here. And I'd love to hear ideas and advice about job. Thanks in advance.