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Of course I forgot to mention that was happening with ganja I was smoking. Previously I used as a recreational substance not realizing it's really a tool for consciousness work. Ganja (really high THC sativa Blue Dream), gave me a SHOCKING mind blowing holy shit awakening...I realized I'm not IN anything as a human...I am the room itself...then another time I saw the bubble that is God...aka My True Self.

@axiom which explains the panic attacks I would occasionally experience before I awakened.... basically experiencing God full on and being terrified pre-awakening....now on reflection in my post awakened state realizing it was a full on God experience.

@Gesundheit2 actually solipsism is absolutely true, it just doesn't matter if you like it or not!?

I had previously reported no insights on my initial acid trip and a month later took the same dose. For some reason Ive had these amazing mind-blowing awakenings on ganja. I took a week off from smoking and smoked again and had another God Realization awakening that really rocked me hard. However, despite not having any immediate insights after dropping LSD, the long term effect has been a total cessation of drinking alcohol. I no longer pick up a single beer for after work and I've been avoiding going out for drinks...not out of some weird kind of willpower but because it no longer appeals to me. A week or two ago I walked into a liquor store to buy lager beer and some tequila. I bought nothing because it just didn't appeal to me. I've been struggling with alcohol addiction for years and I'm SO fucking ELATED that I don't desire it anymore. I'm still shocked and blown away by this in a great way. All that struggle and after two LSD sessions it's gone. Wow!

@Bobby_2021 well then they'll definitely lose... unfortunately for them.

@Johnny Galt except I don't believe it. I Am.

@Carl-Richardthere are also not 10 or 15 genders. It's man or woman. You get to be one or the other...not some other gender you made up in make believe time....this whole movement is absurd.

@BenG yet a woman is a woman (xx). Man (xy). Hence a man who chops his penis off and wears a dress is not a woman. It's ridiculous. Then a man will say, but I feel like a woman. But how can a man know what it's like to be a woman??? He's a man!!! That's why he'll never know!!

@BeHereNow Trans women are not real women. Gender is determined by chromosomes. Did you take biology in high school?

@Bobby_2021 Dude, China always does the Sabre rattling thing just to intimidate us. It's all bark and zero bite. They would be stupid to pull a fast one on US Military forces. They can't afford to have their military annihilated by NATO.

@Think Leo Except the Republicans would block the Dems efforts to legalize psychedelics because of the Big Pharma lobby. Too bad money reigns supreme over Truth.

@Yarco I don't really think a lot of Gen X will ever Awaken, considering their shallow approach to life...aka short attention span..stuck on phones, etc

Seemingly a lot of time wasted approaching limiting my alcohol usage with no real gains...then after LSD...Voila...gone. Too bad psychedelics are demonized but the future looks brighter with case studies of people horribly addicted to a variety of substances that are cured in some cases after only a couple of treatments. I think the reason most psychedelics are illegal in the US is because of the Big Pharma lobby.

@Someone here hello again. I've been contemplating since early age. I remembered myself at age 5...then it faded. I also was a materialist in college as a psych major and I was really interested in brain, cognition..etc. Ive had some groundbreaking amazing awakenings culminating in God Realization. Like you Leo's solipsism video was a reaffirmation of sorts.

@Someone here Yes you are correct. Most people on this forum don't get it either as evidenced by the questions that are asked.

@Someone here I think we all know this already.

@KoryKat @KoryKat HI! Why are using materialist explanations for consciousness?

I really thought that the democrats would turn things around after Trump left office but Biden and Harris have zero leadership ability and are putting this country in jeopardy. The pundits think that the democrats will survive yet I'm pretty sure everyone will agree that the dems are going to get crushed this November and they have no one to blame but themselves and their shortsighted hairbrained ideas.

However most normal states do have mass transit.

Society is slowly progressing but most Americans want Biden out of as he is perceived as weak. I perceive him as weak also but I could be self deluded. I think we have to have a strong economy and less bickering before we can ultimately unite as a republic. It seems pretty obvious that liberals like AOC are controlling Biden's agenda. Change takes time but some of the ideas they've come up with are stupid. Like taking mass transit to work. I live in Maine, so there is ZERO mass transit...except for the Portland Metro which tries to do a good job but fails horribly because Mainers don't know how cities should be run. There are no express busses. If I had to take a bus to work it would take me upwards of an HOUR to get there....wearas if I jump in my Subaru it takes me less than 15 minutes. No one wants to ride the stinky smelly bus because it SUCKS and the routes and timetables were designed by a retard.

@Someone here Well yeah I know that this consciousness is ME that's floating....no where....we are not on Earth....kind of makes me feel like a crazy person....but yeah I've realized all this and it FEELS crazy to a certain extent....but then again isn't Naive Realism even crazier? When I drive home the God that's me creates my condo so I can walk in my "condo". It's also creating everything else. That's the kind of Mind Fuck enlightenment is.

@Someone here I thought God consciousness was the Realization that you are God and that nothing has changed really but that you walk around knowing KNOWING you are God in one of its forms. So yes...that means I am currently in God Consciousness because I realize that.

So I took LSD and it was interesting but wow...no incredible I sights or anything...i actually had 3 amazing awakenings on very strong ganja...but nothing really on lsd except yeah I'm still God and my previous insights still held sway....so I don't need LSD...just some potent ganja...plus I felt like I was run over by a Mack Truck the next day and borderline depression...no more thanks.

@Benton hi. I want to thank you for calming me down. I just have to breath and go with FLOW...this is also a very interesting thing not to pay attention to in the paradoxical Zen way. I paid attention to something I should have ignored. Very Zen. After all...this is being written by no one...wr are just going to pretend it's from me....after all...this is just Mind.

It's SO funny. Leo always congratulates people who try these things but he won't even bother to respond to my comments