Ramu

@Benton cool Benton...i love you too. Let's stay in touch. Thank you so much for your help!?

@Benton Thank you! And I send you my unconditional love....thank you SO much.

@Benton I know man...its just that I'm just getting over this latest thing and I feel so let down. My expectations were different. I have reached a higher baseline of consciousness and I was planning the next move to a higher plane but everything went to shit and I'm just trying to deal with my anger and frustration. I'm trying to shoot for higher levels of consciousness and when this kind of stuff happens it really upsets me.

Of course if I was independently wealthy like Leo I could just experiment all the time but most of us haven't made millions of dollars in video gaming and have jobs to go to. I certainly wouldn't say I have a slave wage job because I work for the Federal Government.

I guess the real reason I'm angry is I didn't get the results I was expecting.

@The_Searcher I'm just mad that I didn't get cool insights and I'm pissed that I got 140 stolen from me in the name of self improvement.

So I guess I should ask the forum at large...has this ever happened to you? At first I was disappointed...but getting duped after ordering AL LAD was the first thing then getting NOTHING out of my acid trip was the 2nd let down. I keep getting teased by all these things Leo reveals but how come I get fucked over instead?

@puporing oh yes I've tried mushrooms. I had several massive awakenings on ganja but Leo seems to shit all over the idea that ganja can enlighten you. It did for me and I know that others have had the same experiences. It just sucks when you expect something more out of a substance like LSD but come up with nothing. Like another member said...maybe I'm just different...but it's still very disappointing to come up short on lsd and even more frustrating to get ripped off by scammers when all I'm trying to do is improve upon and expand my spiritual practice!

So I feel super let down. I feel let down by a fake company that fucked me over for 140 and I feel let down after taking LSD only to find I didn't really have any SUPER AMAZING IN DEPTH EXPERIENCE. So I don't get it...here I am....WAY more awake than 99.999% of people around me and even though I'm supposed to have something profound happen nothing happens. Trust me, you would be pissed off and frustrated too!

I've been looking at chem research companies all excited to further my knowledge of different stages of consciousness and to have some amazing awesome experiences and further my non dual experiences. I did contemplate and I did ask questions with intention and came up with a big fat zero. So after being inspired and super excited to see and experience other realms and perhaps meet entities or have a wild ride onto some amazing mystical realm I got a big fat zero. I took off Friday from work so I could deal with the after effects. What I should have done was gone to work and avoided the whole shit show. What a fucking waste of my time and resources.

@The_Searcher its super frustrating to hear about how everyone else is having amazing results with psychedelics but instead I get the fucking shaft.

@puporing it really pissed me off because I'm trying to advance and progress in my spiritual work. I am enlightened and I feel 180 degrees different than when I was a materialist. I had some INCREDIBLE insights and awakenings on really strong marijuana. I wanted to further my enlightenment and have deeper awakenings by taking al lad. I got ripped off by a phony company for 140 bucks so I'm royally pissed.

@The_Searcher it's just so frustrating because I wanted AL LAD not LSD but got ripped off by the company who I purchased from...fucking scammers. So I got some LSD from a friend and thought it would be a similar experience to AL LAD since its just an analogue. All I got from the LSD was a two day hangover.

@Leo Gura I think it would be a great idea. There are two Houston Research Chemical companies. One is real and one is fake. I ordered 10 blotters of AL-LAD and didn't get a fucking thing and now I'm out $140! So yeah reconsidering this would help. It's not as if I'm independently wealthy like you so maybe you could help us out.

@Benton Thank you Benton. Bless your heart.

@Preety_India Thank you Preety! I think I'll have better luck with the Tryptamines.

@Preety_India no because I've been wanting to do this for awhile and see all the wonderful things Leo sees...then nothing...so yeah I feel cheated.

@Benton Thank you Benton. Ive had super profound experiences with ganja...amazing awakenings on ganja. First was the realization of no self...then in later awakenings I realized I was creating the whole show...THAT was amazing! I could barely breath because it was a shocking but wonderful revelation.

Are you kidding? I've been contemplating existence since age 4. I am Awakened. I don't think anyone in the State of Maine has my level of consciousness..so of course I was expecting something...way more than some one who's asleep anyway. If you order from Houston Research Chemicals make sure it's not the Dummy fraudsters.

Plus it was ruined by the assholes who scammed me

Be very careful what research chemical company you source from. I wanted AL LAD but they were a fake company and it never arrived..so even though I was inspired by Leo's AL LAD report and wanted the experience as well..then all this went down...so I took LSD instead thinking it would have similar results..bad mistake on my part.... I DID set good intentions and the trip itself was fine...but where the he'll are all the wonderful insights I was supposed to have? It was probably ruined by not getting the substance I originally wanted!

The other interesting thing is I took the LSD because the AL-LAD I ordered from a certain Texas chemical research turned out to be scammers and defrauded me. So not only did I NOT get my AL-LAD trip inspired by Leo but instead got ripped off...and when I took the LSD only got limited insights and a horrible hangover the next day....but Leo won't discuss sourcing so I guess it's just hit or miss.

Like anything else they got sick of Gov LePages bullheaded approach to politics and then we elected an ultra liberal for governor who enacts all these short sited liberal policies and raises taxes stifling business. So we either have extreme conservativatism or extreme liberals and no happy medium. Maine needs to modernize its infrastructure (for example Portland Maine still unbelievably doesn't have a synchronized traffic light system and we are nearly paralyzed with new construction projects that choke up traffic and frustrate everyone that last for YEARS with no end in site and zero explanations for the delays). Moreover Maine needs to encourage businesses to move here and stop punishing the little guy with crushing taxes.

Maine is liberal in Portland mostly. The rest is rural and VERY conservative.

@Someone here I would love to pm you about this stuff...ill reach out.