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Just depends how you want to look at it, but yes there’s a full ⭕️ So it obviously goes above beyond around through underneath any rationality

Truth tells when I/me/ego unravels

Send the ? GOD my love and enjoy! Okay but this isn’t going to be a debate, I play holistically

Appreciate the chuckle, name a time and a place (I’ll bring the ? gloves)

You may project all you’d like I’m just trying to get a laugh out of you bro. I’ll admit, sometimes I eat trash for breakfast. It’s a scary thing not to know, see, feel like the map is how the territory always appears (it’s okay to get mad too, sure fire way to find self deception)

@Truth Addict we create our own truths ?? Suffering = resistance I respect your distinctions, let’s not get carried away in “finding a way”, “manplaining”, or “circle jerking” this psychological examination despite however fun masturbation may be (yes I said this because it’s funny as hell type of response)

Exactly, identification with thought-stories / thought-self. When I did shamanic breath work after my first trip and awakening, that same exact fear came back from the first trip so you’re exactly right this time I laughed fear in the face, it was beautiful when I did the breath work I simply tried to see how long I could do it for, made it up to 20ish minutes if I can recall, I did wim Hoff method before that, but yeah the fear that came up was that deep seeded fear in the subconscious

@zeroISinfinity always appreciate the love brotha —————— Thanks for the support my fellow comrades, tripping to the end of time ? @Nahm @Leo Gura do you all know if yawning while tripping signifies anything in particular? (I’ve been told yawning sober is a sign the brain is trying to get more oxygen) @Leo Gura btw your videos always seem to go right up my alley if development, looking forward to hearing your understanding of FEAR

Before I had an awakening I had no idea what it meant to surrender psychologically. The first trip I was taken further and further down the rabbit hole, trapped in thought patterns/stories related to an uncomfortable setting (people I distrusted) and the shrooms were trying to get me to ‘let go’ but I thought if I did then I’d die, so I fought in misery the entire time. Afterward, suffered from psychosis for a good length of time. The experience shook my world and I will never forget the degree of fear I endured that night, because I could have easily ended up in a mental hospital

I’ve only ever been there without shrooms dude. I am relieved however as the first trip I’d been identified as the mind and fought for dear life to keep my sanity. You done any psychs mate?

@integralwondering the same thing ?

Hahaha sounds exactly right, I love it do you know what yawning means while tripping? If it means anything other than maybe enough oxygen in the brain...yawning a lot on my trip the other night

@Leo Gura thanks for reading. First trip and no spiritual practice/awakenings was a nightmare, this trip was literally nothing but Truth

A few videos during the trip:

Yw man my mother seems pretty similar She spoiled us, her kids, then babied me later on in life, seeking to have more control as I left for college. Overworrying and overly supportive which created dependency and a lack of responsibility. I shunned her pretty good for it actually and began walking all over her emotionally until I could forgive myself and in turn forgive/apologize to her. Our love is pretty unconditional now and I only try to support and accept her. She needs her own power back so I love to help her see that if possible ?

@Truth Addictmaybe this plays into your laziness/discipline issues “they struggle with structure and discipline because they have little clarity around who they are and what they want.”

@integral I used to think like that...I’ve learned to listen to my body and it’s health. I’ve never been vegan before, but I’ve begun to reflect on the understandings of Dr Robert Morse and his systemic understanding of our body, mainly the lymphatic system. If you care to explore more about the physics and chemistry of the body and of the food we put in, I’d check out his channel, he’s been doing it for over 40 years and saved countless lives, helping people save themselves suffering from all sorts of disease/illness through protocols of detoxification with herbs fasting dry, with water and on fruits until the system is running smoothly Here’s a video of his on fruit sugar, he has another that’s addressing a debate

Pick your poison hahaha. Yesterday I saw these two trees in front of a house along their white fence one after another, mushrooms and then a beer can at the base of each tree oooh you posted a video! Will check it!

Hehehe. You’re doing great, crazy will always have it’s time and place, nothing’s worth denying but thoughts are only thoughts, keep flying you crazy butterfly ?

I’ve recommended this video for introduction But honestly it takes extensive research and exploring personal health, if it’s not your desire don’t hesitate to drop it for now, I’m busy af too, it’s the good kind of busy. Anyways, searching his advice on things you are confused or curious about is an excellent way to gain more wisdom

@Zigzag Idiot yes the trap always seem to be dependency on the external. Listening to the kundalini video, she’s saying some good stuff, feel free to ask away about dr Morse. I just love how he speaks from Truth so those willing may live from Truth One thing Robert Morse explains sugar quite well in this video

Dr Robert Morse has a spiritual background/understanding and amazing content, educating and helping people understand their bodies and heal themselves He explains the lymphatic system, detoxification, cellular regeneration, iridology and healing the cause rather than treating the symptoms

@Bill W I meant, literally, if it is your last day on earth, your last chance to really make the absolute most of every situation/interaction/experience imagine how much appreciation you’d have for THIS MOMENT, for YOURSELF, or EXPERIENCE minus the story of you. Would there be any room for self sabotage, lies, regrets, or second guessing? HELLL NOOO

Be fearless, but also be honest with yourself and others, especially when you’re afraid. Appreciate and learn about rejection and connection, manipulation is weak and dishonest, so be aware of your mindset. How full is your cup? If there’s fear of vulnerability, it’s not full enough, so don’t stop challenging yourself. The people with the most options are the ones not seeking approval or validation. Who says you need to have a goal to approach any woman other than to improve yourself and/or brighten their day?