DrewNows

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  1. Yes. but all parts (of the day) are equal, unless we think otherwise
  2. Perhaps the entire exchange is in the imagination of the boy ?
  3. This reminds me of the dynamic I had with my mother. Yes I said this before that I always viewed her as being “too nice” or a self sacrificer for others, leaving no room for herself. Her inability to create healthy personal boundaries creates children who are dependent on her, fearing their own abilities to take full responsibility for who and what they might become. And to hold relationships with the mentality, what you can offer me is what you’re worth Loving is not about giving or receiving, it is sharing/connecting and appreciating the bond. We assume the tree knows how to love because it gives but how could it love if it doesn’t seem to know itself, for why would it communicate with a boy if it knew itself?
  4. Of course she can be just as anyone we interact with is. I love her psychological component to spirituality I no longer see beliefs to be necessary. I spent a long time as well studying how beliefs work and how/why they are formed. It feels so amazing right now I can happily say i "know" enlightenment and embodiment is always NOW when accepted
  5. It isn't an intellectual game unless you make it one
  6. He/she would at least be aware if and when they did identify
  7. @Aakash feel into my message friend It may not be for you
  8. ??? keep sharing whatever inspires you brother!
  9. Ive shared this before but i recall when i first stumbled onto one of Leo's videos and this was a bit after i had my first awakening and was heavily into Eckhart Tolle. Leo turned me off big time but the information he shared was/is really on point and I grew to accept him for his personality. Teal will forever be my Swan and im excited to get to a stage where she becomes more predictable and transparent. Anyways good stuff man. Im also just sharing and have no idea what you know and do not know. Leo doesn't like to be wrong openly in his position. I do wish he would though, make videos about his ego backlash's and issues with integrating and what to share vs not share to his viewers edit: also id like to get better at admitting, realizing, knowing when im wrong about things i say and do, this has been a challenging shadow work ill have to inevitably face several times if i dont decide to accept it
  10. @Zigzag Idiot excellent video! So glad i started listening to Gurdjieff
  11. @jbram2002 Your quarrels about Leo sort of remind me of why republicans and democrats can never come to an understanding. I like to hear your POV too because it definitely is important. When Leo preaches about Psychs it's because of his experience/history with them. Sort of like if I started asking your opinion on gaming or something along those lines. Or even you asking me specifics about working out and fitness i might start making all sorts of assumptions because of all my accumulated experiences. That personal bias we have based off our own experience is really hard to let go when there's a desire to share something we find valuable. This is why one of my favorite quotes i heard the past few years is "seek first to understand before being understood". The amazing thing about this work is it shines light on our blind spots and this can help us take a step back from out past self and no longer be so heavily influenced and reliant on it to a neurotic ignorant sense By the way i do think the definition about addiction Bill gave is pretty good. Watched this video the other day its awesome i believe it talks about neurotic behavior as well as anxieties and why we have them Maybe it was actually just relating to this video i watched today
  12. seeing all perspectives/views related to any/every-thing. I simply don't understand how this could change other than there being longer periods of being in the NOW Still watching your video in blog, excellent! @Aakash Don't worry, if you get it, i get it. There's nothing to imagine, it's all here, NOW. We can retrospect all we want...you will see more and more ways to express it as you do this.
  13. @Aakash it doesnt matter how much we embody it fam. we are IT. Why make it more complex when it can be simple? There is actually no un-embodied state, only infinite expressions/perspectives/realities.
  14. not only is it reduced but when it's not focused on, it doesn't exist. Thanks for sharing! I can't stand reading unless im able to become absorbed in the writing itself. I don't read unless it's leisure these days but i respect your proficiency in note taking, as i always half ass'd that shit. Still uncertain whether it's actually necessary. Cannot stand all the testing sort of learning we got to endure these days
  15. I question what you mean by "understood". Do you mean rationalized? I mean cmon it's complete love for everything perceived or not perceived. Sounds like acceptance to me. There is no 100% understanding for the infinite because that too is an illusion. To me you're simply using steroids and that's cool but don't imagine there's actually an end result...for completion Basically the end is "no end" Definitely checking out your blog
  16. @Shin 2nd this boyfriend ?
  17. @Leo Gura when you’re stuck chasing 5-Meo Dmt it’s hard to know what is possible in your regular form ? what are you searching for if states are infinite? Just saying...def listen to your body ? the side effect of psychs is possibly limiting beliefs...
  18. @Leo Gura ahh Leo...but Martin wouldn’t have sleep problems if he didn’t fully enlighten.... Taking psychs to “enlightenment” is an elitist mentality, like body builders taking steroids. I mean it’s your own path so good luck, but there’s gotta be integration in the NOW eventually with every passing moment as the test
  19. @Bill W cool. From what I’ve heard they aren’t physically addictive and by your definition almost every activity could become an addiction. I grew up learning to fear addiction especially alcohol as it was a big contributor to my parents divorce. I’ve since learned addiction and neuroticism is something worth completely understanding, not just on the intellectual level, but more importantly on the physical level (exploring resistance and thought too)
  20. I love the illusion of fear. “There’s nothing to fear but fear it(self)”