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Yes, it is a very low dose for your weight and size I take 15 grams and I weigh 60 kg Also I once did 7.5grams and could literally feel nothing because they were stored in the fridge for over a month you shouldn't keep them much longer than a week in my humble opinion

@Serotoninluv what if an enlightened individual gets drunk?

Presence

@Consilience exactly how I feel!

@Viking why would you stop believing in it?

@Aakash I'll second that but what would be good and what would be bad? And thank you for remembering me haha.

How do you overcome regret and bitterness? I went in Erasmus 4 years ago, and things happened that made me have feelings of intense regret and bitterness. Regret because I made a lot of wrong decisions during that period, and bitterness because I feel like those decisions were due to manipulation of someone I thought of as a good friend. Now I've been contemplating that period for a long time. And I realize a lot of the bad feelings is due to lack of acceptance of what is, and if my current situation. How do I overcome these feelings? It's in periods. But mostly when I feel goods these old feelings come back, and it takes me right back down and make me feel terrible in a matter of seconds. It can be due to triggers, or due to my mind just going there with no real reason.

@ajasatya i do see the value of it, while I wrote it, it is very good. But he just doesn't see any reason to *start*. But good idea. I will invite him!

@Smika thank you so much sweet soul!

@Charlotte thank you a lot for this response. I've been thinking about it and practicing it subconsciously since I read it. Didn't have time to practice what you advised, but will do when the time arises. Thank you so much <3 means a great deal to me.

@ivankiss By listening to people worth listening to, meditating on the individual's input, and transforming it into direct experience for myself to witness. This opens up the truthfulness of their words beautifully. Also recently I realized I question almost everything. More than I thought I did. I have a fundament of healthy trust though, but when it comes to my self and the world, I question almost every of my actions and thoughts in situations where the ego tends to be more noisy than usual (challenging situations). So basically extensive self-esteem, reflection and listening to people I trust. Not really a book guy either but I should try it. Also, to keep my self motivated, I tend to do bit of light reading on stuff like akashic records, third eye chakra, general spiritual stuff, just to realize what this path can open you up to. I feel like I need that sometimes to see the worth of it

@ivankiss Alright. I like to see this forum as a source of knowledge and experience from people who are in the same kind of direction. Where do you get your knowledge / ideas / input to follow the path that you're currently heading? Do you read books?

Why is your visit only brief? I'm enjoying your posts!

@Enlightenment didnt you use a mantra to get enlightened rather quickly?

@Hellspeed so what do you do? Just enjoying every moment?

@Hellspeed what are you pursuing in life?

He looks 80 years old yet he was only 58 when he died so probably early 50's here? Reading Eckhart Tolle's book, it's states that freedom of thought slows down aging process. Hmm..

@winterknight Ok I see. Hmm.. what do you do if you love a person but the person is 1000s of miles away and it is practically impossible to practice the love? Is that a pursuit? A desire? Ideally it would be to move on and forget the person. Don't know if it's relevant to this though

@winterknight but I feel like then your state of happiness is unconditional and depending on your desires. Isn't that what you want to get rid of

@winterknight what if you only want to fulfill the desire and aren't fulfilled unless it gets fulfilled? It also doesn't have to depend on other people I think? Only when it comes down to romantic desires.

@winterknight do your desires depend on other people / things? You said you are honest to yourself and desires and want to pursue it. What if your desire is out of your own control? Are the desires not based on a need coming from an egocentric point of view? How can desires not be egocentric? Aren't desires there to fuel the ego when achieving them? Can they be selfless?

@ivankiss im joining!

@SoonHei sooo I should become Christian so that my ego will go to heaven? Sounds perfect

@Hellspeed actually, yes

@Hellspeed well, that's just empty words man.. can't just say those things and not show anything