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@Shodburrito it’s literally so genius that you can’t grasp it yet. And that makes it even better, it’s not a bug it’s a feature. You‘ll see. Nothing anybody can tell you will convince you right now. But know that it’s all perfectly and specifically created the way it is. You can’t experience eternal unchanging pleasure, that’s not how EXPERIENCE works. Experience needs movement.

What do you mean by random? Why do you think it must be that way? it’s indeterminable but not random.

How would you know? What exactly don’t you agree with?

Oh yeah. Let’s get this party finally started ??

Bingo But there are more and less advanced ones.

Thus advancing your understanding. How can you deny evolution? Don’t you understand a whole lot more than when you were say 5 years old? I think you’re conflating wisdom and understanding with someone who clings to his knowledge.

Drop your assumptions and find out.

Good point.

What do you mean?

@Water by the River In short: You think that Leo is somehow "wrong", you know it better and can fix him. That's because it's your imagination. You proclaim to have reached the final state (how ironic) and now everybody else has to do that too (by your standards) or everything they say can't be of any value. You got a huuuge ego my friend. That's not the issue, the problem is that you completely deny it.

That's your assumption, because you think that that is evil and shouldn't exist. I challenge you to open yourself to the possibility that God's design is so intelligent that you need more understanding to see that it is in fact not evil, but part of perfection.

Nice observation and yeah I think that's how the collective psyche works. There are certain themes and someone embodies it, if that person leaves or dies it is in the pool again and wants to be embodied by somebody else. Until someone that embodies those energies solves it and sets the bound energy free. Those emotional knots are bound energy, like matter is bound energy, too.

Do you use psychedelics? If so – it's just part of the deal. You gotta decide if you're OK with reaching astronomical high states of consciousness for a short period of time, but you will definitely not come even close sober. Nevertheless you can (and should) work on integrating those experiences into your daily life through reflection, contemplation and other means of processing the experience. Your daily consciousness will rise by that tendentially, but you can never expect to reach these heights between those experiences.

A permanent solution for a temporary problem

Better prepare now ?

What makes this all really so unbelievably juicy is as soon as you realize that every contradiction, even seemingly completely irreconcilable ones, will be resolved, you start to enjoy the tension more and more. Because BOTH sides are always true at the same time. But you don't know yet HOW it will resolve or how it is even possible. When you encounter an especially rich contradiction you may think: "How can that be?!? This contradiction seems so utterly unsolvable, it must be absolutely impossible that both can be true at the same time!!" That's the most amazing suspense – not at all unlike the moment just before you reach the climax of an orgasm.

Yeah! Finally someone who gets it

And as soon as that's established you are finally ready to PLAY.

That's because your morals are human and you try to judge God by them. Also our morals are always changing, what was moral and immoral 500 years ago may now be the complete opposite in many cases. It's not unmoral, it's amoral, it transcends your morality.

What is possible? An event that ends all suffering and after which nothing matters anymore? Define suffering, define mattering. I define it like that: Suffering is the unacceptance of that which is - however subtle. But this can be extremely misunderstood as trying to stop to do and therfore change anything in the relative – a kind of toxic acceptance of every circumstance, often accompanied by a suppression of anger. When it's really understood and actualized it leads to your blossoming and catharsis. With mattering in this context I mean caring about yourself and others. It's correct that nothing ultimately matters, but this can be extremely misunderstood and lead to indifference and inaction. When it's really understood and actualized it leads to true acts of Selfless Love. I'm completely aware of that. He's exactly in the right spot at the right time to give me perfect opportunities to AWAKEN more deeply. As is this whole discussion. Therefore I love every last bit of it

Yeah I had that too when I discovered Eternity many years ago. It passed eventually, today I’m most thankful for it. Socialize, maybe get drunk, play videogames, etc. — but don’t overdo it to the point of addiction. But also don’t forget to revisit that door you’ve opened in between that, very slowly. What solved it for me at the end (a few years later, but the first weeks and months were the hardest) was laying down and going consciously back to that state while staying awake — essentially meditating while focusing on that fear. Eventually it will pass through you, as soon as you‘re able to no longer resist it. After that you’ll feel like reborn and your appreciation for life will increase greatly.

amazing post

haha sure thing I'll take it as a compliment that you don't have the impression that I'm completely insane Sanity is a human concept, that also changes all the time. GOD is insane because it will never fit into any human concept or idea of it. But it FEELS like going insane, because you're inevitably inside those human paradigm, if you want to or not. It can only be transcended by literally going INSANE

That's different than what you said before. 1. Because God wants to get to know every aspect of itself experientally 2. It is possible to gain a deeper and deeper understanding of Reality 3. The ego is not an obstacle to overcome, because trying that creates more ego. One thing that is inherent to the ego is a deep wishing for death of itself. That's the opposite of what LOVE is But sneakily all it really does is to prevent its death because it fears nothing more – and thus also fears Life itself. It's got it all completely backwards. LOVE transcends the ego by loving it to death. That's true DEATH which is equal to LIFE. But that's only possible through the ego, not by overcoming it

I at least got the balls to be completely insane.