vibv

I said "what this is". I don't know either, but I know what it's not: Everything you think it is. Beyond that I got glimpses. That is enough to know that nobody here knows what's up. Except maybe very few. Can't really say much else about it because it's beyond words and it would sound like nonsense to you anyway. I'll say so much: The potential of Humanity is greater than is possible to imagine.

Last time it was about obsessions

Oh well, I'm not hard to bait. But I'm working on it

Both. With and without psychedelics. Other means are contemplation, inquiry and just dropping all concepts for a moment and just be. It‘s building up since over 10 years, getting deeper and deeper. It really started with an awakening to eternity after an LSA trip that lead to massive fear and panic attacks for many years. Then I adopted meditation, read eckhart tolle etc. until I managed to just witness my fear at some point during deep meditation. After that it didn’t affect me as much anymore Then later I had a deep awakening without any substances where I realized LOVE (as a glimpse) for the first time. After that it felt like downloading a lot of information from the universe and a lot of things were restructured over the course of many weeks. Another awakening into trans-rationality and infinity (or not-finiteness and unlimitedness), I don’t know the chronology exactly. And then a whole lot of trips with various other moments of awakening to various degrees. Most recently I had an awakening to Absolute Solipsism, where it was ABSOLUTELY clear that it’s all me. I even could decide how I want to continue. But yeah, to answer your question, I’m not bound by rationality and concepts since a long time ago. But I can and love to use my mind extensively as a tool for creation.

What do you mean? Everything I say is based on direct experience. Sometimes referring to past experiences of course.

Well that would defeat the purpose somewhat. That would be too unintelligent to fly. "But you said anything's possible!!" – you can't change everything from you current limited point of view, there are limitations set also by you, but you're not aware of that right now. Also you probably wouldn't be conscious of what you choose psychedelics to do, that's decided outside of your limited perspective, but it will be exactly what you need of them.

Nah.

I can make a video to explain it. Which is pretty convenient because I wanted to do some more videos anyway. That's the next best medium to transport it, really – to really get it you must have been there though I wouldn't believe it if I didn't experience it myself. Edit: If you're interested, this is the complete music of that event called VIBEVENT in its current state: https://soundcloud.com/vibevent

By going through an experience that is hard work but will ultimately bring us in contact with the divine by going through the shadows of mankind. It confronts you with your deepest and hardest emotions and at the end we will be able to leave all what the term human means today behind. It brings you in contact with LOVE. It's about a story that is structured like a heroes journey. That means we will ultimate go to the deepest valley and die as completely as possible.. and then.. the good part begins It's like some kind of Gnosis. It works and is repeatable, I tested it many times and will test it more to refine it. In May 2023 we did it with 15 people attending and it was also amazing – though the potential is so much higher still. For the first time it was really really good though, as was reflected in the feedback after.

It's part of a 5 hour psychedelic musical dance ceremony that will be able to change the world. It's all a bit fragmented. The track before also isn't really finished yet. But the structure and big picture is there

You imagined them so they can do whatever you want

Oh well I had some insights.. I can't tell you any details, because those weren't (and couldn't be) given to me, but I know what i FELT. That's enough to know that no one has any idea how deep this all goes, what it really MEANS to be a human on this earth. This can't be transported via words. I cried tears for our ignorance. I saw what it would mean if we fail to deliver on our highest potential. The state of this world is sooooo ridicoulous right now, but it's at the same absolutely perfect, because it creates an opportunity that's very rare. I wish I could get more concrete, but you got to see and feel it for yourself. My life's purpose will be about giving that glimpse. A few and from time to time some others, too. (Holy shit that rhmyes ) Razard86 comes to mind, I think you also had some inspiring posts. Yimpa has his moments There are more that i forget. Some posts also give insights into some areas that Leo doesn't cover. Everyone has their unique strengths and understandings, even when that can sometimes be hard to see. I have such a monumental respect for Leo's work, because I know that that takes some serious dedication and hard decisions that most wouldn't be ready to take. I think the real worth will be uncovered until far in the future. I aspire that my life's work will have that same magnitude of impact some day. My main medium is music by the way, I'm a composer. I'm pretty sure you will get to know some of it in the future..

You guys have no fucking clue what's to come!! It will be sooo different and sooooo much more amazing than you can not even imagine in your wildest dreams. I'm giggling with anticipation! Get ready for the greatest plottwist that only an infinite intelligence could have imagined. Some other guys here also have had really deep awakenings and understandings, though, which I really enjoy to read. They're also helping me to 1) trust my own experiences more and 2) Integrate them into my broader understanding of the big picture. I mean that non-dual and buddhism paradigm has also a pretty loud voice on here, but that's to expect. That's not different from anywhere else right now. BUT what I couldn't really find anywhere else are such advanced point of views that some members here share. That makes this place pretty special to me.

Leo has surely had the most radical awakenings here. It's the best thing to ever happen that this platforms exists. I really think this is a huge gift for humanity, but it will take time that it will be recognized as that by the collective consciousness.

They aren't just mental constructions. They are mental constructions. A device to create. We are creators. Wouldn't that be amazing? What's the best thing that could happen? Or what would be the best universe to live in? What would be the best, most beautiful explanation for what you're experiencing? Realizing the eternal now is amazing! But you have still no idea what this is.

Makes no difference. We're not fundamentally different from each other.

Expand your consciousness and go your own path, have your own insights, do your own contemplation. If it contradicts what’s said here, great! But always consider that other points of view could be equally true. If you do all that this place is a great opportunity to get new impulses, hear from other views, how and with what others struggle — and of course speak with the other parts of you. But that’s a story for another day

Thanks for giving me a better understanding of my own experience. You do God’s work

"Wow I'm God I'm creating all this! But there's also something that goes beyond my current level of consciousness. Thank you God for helping me. You're always on my side!"

Your life is the best thing to ever happen to God.

All the pain and suffering creates magnitudes of beauty that are far above anything you understand.

Our job here is to transcend humanity.

You're not human. You're a multi-dimensional alien that lives beyond time.

When I take 150 µg I forget that I'm human