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I don't get visuals on DMT at all now. Just more consciousness. Maybe I should try upping the dose. It's fascinating how psychedelics work.

Is it seriously your life purpose to speak down to people on the internet? Just asking for a friend.

@TheGod You are loved beyond anything you can imagine. You're doing absolutely great!! Thank you for the detailed report. Everything has its time, as you're already aware of Yes!! It's all about balance.

This is the kind of psychology that lead to Jesus crucification.

If you wanna call it that way I have no issue with that The word 'Disappear' was related to the fact, that suffering is an illusion, but nothing really disappears once you see through it.

I just want to highlight that post.

The only true exit out of this is right through the middle. Trust me, I tried to escape, but there's no escape when it's all YOU. But there's also absolutely no problem if it's all YOU I get the predicament. You feel stuck, lost, disillusioned. Wanna know how to go beyond that? : Drop all hope. Really, truly, stop hoping that it will get better and just SIT with it.

I am an Artist. And the whole world is my canvas. YOU are my canvas. And my whole Life is our masterpiece. Just wait.

Nope. Reality is fundamentally non-dualistic. But this has nothing to do with all the dogma associated with that term. I am part of the Artist.

We are all part of the same mind. Likewise our bodies are part of the same body. And finally Body & Mind are not two

If you dare to listen everything becomes the master.

No, the one who speaks isn't.

True, but me too. We're all part of the same whole. All perspectives mirror inside all other perspectives. BUT there is only ONE WILL of which we are all part.

It opens itself to you, not the other way around. But you can knock Knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

Doesn't help. Better start remembering

Nope. It is WE.

Because everything that appears IS the void.

It works even better. What you're missing is connection to the feminine part of the whole (of yourself). That way you can have sex with the Divine Goddess through any girl or woman. Every one offers a unique flavour of that as well. The same way any girl or woman can have sex with the Divine Male part of God through you

YES!! Even what we call peace is lackluster. You'll only experience True Peace when you become a Warrior (A warrior is defined by his fearlessness, not by his use of violence)

Nothing disappears. But you will experience it totally different. Don't think that this was simple or easy in any way. It took my whole life falling completely apart to be where I am now. The last step is Grace. You don't do it yourself. The whole world collapses in that moment, but nothing disappears. In my case only my room existed for a couple of days (no human contact, but not even human noises outside or when I went for a walk). It completely feels like dying on a deeply emotional level. And it is. You become aware of what always has been the case: You ARE dying, but you run around and do everything to keep it going—but now you can't run anymore. It took a situation where I literally gave up my whole life. I EVEN had to let go of my Life Purpose! And it came back to me as a part of reality itself, as if existence assimilated my whole energy and memory. Then I died. This is not my work now. We're all alone in this together. Oh and by the way, important reminder: I am still fully human, too! I feel and experience everything exactly the same! Except that there is now a constant opening, which you could call....death. That's why all the time characters and egos appear (also from past lives and also from other's lives as well.. which is supremely weird) but they immediately begin to desintegrate when I abide in that awareness. This is even possible while I'm in public or even while talking to someone. You could say Death is now my modus operandi. It has become the fundament instead of the ego. Surprisingly this opens a connection to Divine Intelligence, which I very much enjoy. This is also what this world (Humanity) needs the most right now. We're not very intelligent creatures, but the good news is that connection to a higher form of Intelligence is possible. In this way that process will now still go on for quite a while (characters appearing, dying, integrating) until I'm really ready to step into the public, which I definitely plan to do at some point. You could call it True Suicide. Because what we call death is merely a process of recycling.

I’m not talking about aversion, which would be a kind of addiction and therefore unconscious.

I did not say that I wouldn't feel hurt, physically as well as emotionally. But I AM not the sufferer and it is possible to be aware of that. It is possible for the sufferer to die and then you will awaken to the fact that that was not you at all.

Except that you are immortal. The sufferer isn't.