inFlow

Member
  • Content count

    958
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by inFlow

  1. @Javfly33 Thank you, this motivates me to take it more seriously.
  2. @StarStruck indeed, the more conscious I become the more idiots I see on this forum the less I want to indulge myself in it. You can just immediately notice people who see clearly vs those who are still corrupted.
  3. @Javfly33 I'm happy because if I don't end birth/life cycles in this lifetime I will be born in a better place with all of the karma that I accumulate in this lifetime 🙏❤️
  4. @Majed you are so wrong. If you hold your sexual desires for some time you will eventually go and talk to women/men. That's the point of all of this. Using porn you fuck up your mind and reward centers that you just ignore actual sexual partners and scapegoat to porn. So few people understand this problem of porn and what it does. I could go on and on about this, but I think the internet if full of reasons why it's bad. I'm now so conscious and notice men who fucked up their reality by watching porn. It's just disgusting to see how a grown man can react sexualy after seeing a girl. Its not normal, you can just notice that its porn induced. You can just see how his reality is warped and backwards. He can't just look at a woman/girl for what she is without getting all sexual and aroused. That part of the person's reality is twisted to the point where he looks sick in the mind. But this is so common now that's it's being normalized. After I've done some serious yoga work I just can't look at a girl sexualy. Yes I can have sex with women, but that's not what interests me in the first place. You start to look for well developed women who have morals/high values. You no longer use women to your advantage if they are drunk or high on weed and just wanna fuck. You have to be smart enough to understand that it's a trap and you will feel bad after that. You foresee this instantly.
  5. @Someone here everything is an illusion, that's the Truth. You are still kind of stuck in this thinking that if it's not real, then why do anything. I can sympathize with you on this as it is very cripling. Understand that you yourself are an illusion. Even the experience you have (which feels real) of the illusion is a part of the grand illusion. You have to ground yourself in this illusion and understand that it's very "real." If everything is an illusion, you have to learn how to navigate and thrive in it no matter the meaning behind it. These insights can be quite cripling to people. As it was for myself too. But later you understand that it's stupid to just look at it like an illusion and do nothing. I mean you can, if you choose to, but there are way better things to create out of this illusion.🙏❤️
  6. For a reality to exist it needed only one thing - Love. 🙏❤️ sometimes I see so much Love in the world it makes me dysfunctional.
  7. @Recursoinominado there are videos on patreon, but only in my native language. @James123 God just is. Everywhere and in everything. In your thoughts, in your breath, in your hearing and even in your pocket. The infinite dream, infinite imagination, infinite creation so complex but yet so easy and smooth you can only miss seeing.
  8. I've been practicing yoga for quite some time now with aditional meditation techniques and kriyas. And I can say, from my personal experience, it's like im on LSD 24/7, not the high doses ofcourse. The mind is quieter, my field of view sort of expanded, eye sight is much improved, the vividnes of colors are turned to FULL HD. Reality is like looking at a samsung phone which had way more vibrant colors. The insights, the ability to be aware constantly is just the same as I remember taking LSD/Mushrooms. The ability to ACTUALY LOVE everyone is present. Everyone is beautiful and complete in their way. I love little the kids (no p3do haha), the teens, the mature and the old people. The joy of helping others without any return is out of this world. It's like a purpose on it's own. Seeing the shit I have to go through and actualy not being afraid to go there. Seeing/being aware that the mind is very illusory if I start to think (this shit fking is scary and I still need some time to research this and actually be aware of how it's happening and what to do with it, tips would be greatly appreciated). Understanding how much programing/limiting beliefs/thinking I have and how much I still got to burn off. Actually being aware of the negative things that I indulged myself in, smoking/porn/stupid short content videos etc. That shit flew out the window. Being aware of how my diet affects my own consciousness/awareness. Also my charisma improved +1000%, maybe its because now im so Loving. My personal happiness is out of this world - Im just happy without any reason. So im kinda on the point/level where slowly everything started to get fixed. Ofcourse it will take a long ass time, and it's realy hard, but im finally getting somewhere. It feels like my ego became a spreader of Joy, Love and compasion and it does comply with it. Sort of like the ego kinda started cooperating. I don't even know how deep this psychedelic state is going to be if I will keep a daily practice. Some days Im not quite ready for it LOL.
  9. *An update on my status* So in the past few weeks I've still been in this permanent psychedelic state and now I'm somewhat convinced that yoga helps to stimulate something in the brain which creates psychedelics. Im saying this because I've never experienced such deep understanding even while on psychedelics. But it comes and goes, you sort of get sucked in these samadhi moments at random times throughout the day. I had this moment where I understood that everything is an illusion created by God. Even the understanding itself was an illusion, sort of a strange loop moment. This hit so deep to the point where I wasn't even functioning in life properly. To see such Truth while being sober hits different. And now what? I've seen Truth for what it is, this was sort of my Ego's goal this whole time, to see/experience/know Truth. What should I do now, I asked God. And today I had this insight where I was working and it just hit me - CHOP WOOD, CARRY WATER. Yes everything is an illusion, but in the mean time EVERYTHING it's REAL as it could be. This illusion is interacting with itself in infinite ways and Im in the middle of everything. It's amazing what yoga can do to you. No wonder these yogi's know their stuff.
  10. @Ayham Mai Ram Yoga. It's exclusive to my guru. We perform "Vinyasa asanas" which means linking movement with breath. You breathe in and breathe out in certain times and also hold bandhas. And I'am still on the BASIC level of the practice. There is an Advanced. Advanced II and Masters. The advanced ones change in asanas and it's more breathing and deepening the relaxation in the asana. Which is nuts, I've tried one class and it's too powerful for me now. My guru said that the first two years are Transformational. And my God does it transform quick. Feels and looks like it too. Just yesterday I looked at a cat sitting in the shade and it was so psychedelic, the aliveness, the mysteriousness was there. No wonder these yogis know their shit LOL. It's also quite scary when you start to experience it, because your life just changes immediately. It's not like your life changes for 12 hours during a LSD trip and then you come back, no no, it's real and this Truth doesn't go away so it requires quite a surrender.
  11. @OBEler No, I've never experienced anything what you described. But occasionally I feel contractions in my muladhara chakra, they are sort of like knocks on the door or micro vibrations, sometimes I tear up after I feel it, sometimes it's just a sensation and nothing happens.
  12. @Ishanga If something mystical comes it's only because of God's grace, not me. Thank you for the encouragement! 🙏🙏🙏
  13. Reality is working and spinning non stop, things change, opportunities open/close up. If you do have a good meditation practice and you do have a good "gut feeling" or intuite things well, when time comes you might feel sometimes strange urges to do something, maybe go outside at a random time, maybe stop somewhere and take a different path. It feels way different to how you are used to operate in life, in other words this Gut feeling or intuitivenes will somewhat challenge the EGO. To act/be/do different. You might not like what is being told to you, or you might not like how you feel like doing. But that's God calling you. At a given time, reality can arange so precisely that YOU might be needed in some sort of situation. Maybe that situation could be to help someone, maybe you will find someone that will say something to you, that will change your life and vice/versa. OR maybe you might bump into a girl! But also don't be a pussy and talk to her! (I've chickened out a bunch of times) The gut feeling will call uppon you to take action, maybe go to a park, what ever that might be you WILL NEED TO LISTEN to it and take action immediately! Reality wont wait for you to think about, logic your way around it. If you will miss it, nothing bad will happen, but start to notice these call-outs that you are getting, and later you will develop such a great "ear" for these call outs and you will take action without any thinking. These call-outs wont happen daily. Maybe it might, but it takes times for reality to arange itself that you will fit in there. And sometimes when you get a good gut feeling to go somewhere and you do and nothing happens (you dont meet anyone) then that means the other side didn't comply with their call. Im talking from my own personal experience, I don't even remember how many times I have failed God given call-outs for me. But it takes some times for you to actually grasp these things and understand that it's a thing!!! LISTEN LISTEN AND LISTEN MORE!!!!!!!! It's very subtle and deceptive.
  14. It's real. But the question for you is, will you practice it enough to awaken it? Find a legit guru and he will awaken if for you, you will just need to do the practice.
  15. @Insightful27 Practice yoga and eventually you will not even need a cushion. You need to sit in siddhasana/padmasana without any problems for hours deep in meditation.
  16. @enchanted A lot has to do with survival. If you are born in a slum you only can operate on that level and not go any higher than that. Well you can, but you wont survive. And if only way to make a living (survive) is to dig sand then you will dig sand all your life and having a higher IQ threatens this. When you are born to a 1st world country your survival is EASY. If you still think that IQ is what going to take you to spirituality you are mistaken. One need high amounts of consciousness to be in spirituality. IQ is just a number for stupid people to measure their ego, just like you would measure your dick and compare with friends. Truly depressed people have illnesses that the brain no longer creates dopamine/serotonin. A simple person without an illness, who is depressed just lives a bad life, probably eats bad food, doesnt exercise etc.
  17. @Vibes My guru charges what ever I put in the box for a hour of her time. There is no set price.
  18. The Guru will find you. Just be open.
  19. By doing Kriya yoga you can feel like you are micro dosing - every day. But without the side effects and body loads.
  20. In my personal experience weed helps me connect dots very well. I just start to understand things very deeply to the point of mystical experiences. It just sort of helps me to see the little things that I haven't consciously seen/understood. I found that if I smoke weed once every week or once every two weeks it works the best. Buuuuuuut if you smoke it every day it's just stupid. And I'm guilty of that for so many times. The thing I dislike the most about weed is the brain fog that you get after it. If you do it like I mentioned once every week/two weeks then it's manageable, the next day you do some cardio and it sort of goes away. But if you do it on a daily basis you just "kill" yourself, you become so numb. Not interacting with other people in 100%. Actually I can see people who do smoke a lot and just know that they do just by looking at them. And in a way I don't want people like that near me LOL. Actually by smoking weed I fixed a lot of shit in my life. In the early days it sort of helped me open my mind. Some people just need that boost to open their mind, some people don't. I don't advocate that anyone SHOULD smoke weed.
  21. LOL, this idea of one life is what is ruining this entire earth.