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Reincarnation is said to work like this: You die and you are reborn as something new. That's kinda true in one sense, but reincarnation is a bit different. The thing with reincarnation is that you are right now reincarnating in everyone simultaneously at this moment! Ta-daaa. But why are you - you and I'am - me? Its because one human-being has it's own memory which the consciousness is bound to being aware of and thus creating one experience at a time. Plain consciousness has no memory it just is only conscious/aware. Consciousness is the eyes of God looking and being aware of the experience which you ultimately are. A God who is thinking that he is a little human born to this world. That's the magic of it, once you experience a number of awakenings you understand that You forgot who you actually are. Ultimately - God forgot that he is God.

I don't know if there is such a thing as full enlightenment. Will tell you if I get there. For me there are just awakenings, several of them, stronger than the previous one, more clear than the previous one, more truth than the previous one and so on to infinity.

Well yeah the earth is likely creating mass. Volcanoes always erupt creating islands, do you think the earth inside is getting hollow? How come we can find dinosaur bones beneath several meters of ground. Where did that ground come from? The earth is getting bigger, no one knows why, but thats the magic of this reality. Also there is no material matter in this universe. It's just mind matter, which is something else.

You should be only concerned about your consciousness. Wisdom plays so little when the time comes.

You are God. God controlling the body that you recognize yourself as.

There is a self. And that self must catch itself with itself. To explain it simply is that the ultimate YOU is just consciousness, and it must become conscious of what consciousness is and there you go, you cought yourself using yourself. Its suuuuper tricky. You will need to develop more consciousness to understand this. Its not hard, just takes time. Basicly you can understand anything in this galaxy if you have enough consciousness, if you cant grasp what is the self that means your base awareness/consciousness is not high enough to grasp it! Continue doing your consciousness work and when it rises the understanding will come!

Do so called parents exist? In a biological way - yes. But they are also the truth not understanding it thinking that they are a dad or a mom. Please share insights about this topic

I mean they are IT, they are God creating more God, but they arent conscious that they are God so they pretend to be parents (lost in the illusion that there is such a thing as parents). This blew my mind off. I just wanted to know more about this.

Leo can you upload your own video blog posts mp3 files to podcast-addict/itunes app? You have some profound posts there that I would re-listen over and over to connect the dots. Thanks!

Just build up your consciousness, start doing yoga asap. Every insight you get comes from consciousness, the more conscious you become the more you understand/see. Psychedelics are good, but if you don't have a good base of consciousness to start with you will get nowhere. While tripping you may feel non-duality etc. but once it wares off you are just a tiny ego with knowledge (which is not permanent) you need to build up consciousness to the point where you are in permanent non-dual awareness without any substances in the body. Key point for you - work on developing your sober state consciousness.

It's totally normal. I've gotten some ego backlashes as well... Three weeks of yoga led me to huge growth and boom I'm off binge smoking weed for two weeks + stopped doing yoga and fell back even lower. That's some REAL growth right here! Kryia practice is SUPER potential and SUPER strong even for beginners. I would recommend to do it every second day, and on your off days just do a simple breathing meditation. I've noticed that doing Kriya everyday does grow you A LOT, but damn you just can't handle so much change and growth so you just fall back. Just take it slow. Just notice how subtly you wanna go back to your old habits, if you can just pain yourself through, but take it easy cause you have no idea how powerful the ego actually is.

If you dont understand what God is, don't beat yourself too hard. Focus on improving your consciousness! Consciousness is kinda infinite and it comes in low and high forms. Its not that you cant or will not understand God, the problem is that your consciousness is too low for these things. If you keep improving it you will eventualy understand it! It will click for you if you raise it to a certain level. And you can always go beyond! You can understand everything in life. What God is, what are you, what is reality, what are you doing here etc. Consciousness leads to understanding.

Guys try to be exceptionally aware when you do the practices on a full moon evening. Moons gravity pulls your kundalini up. And all sorts of interesting things can happen. Have you ever had an inner guru guiding you to do your practice in a different way?? I had it and that feels amazing. You are just sitting and feeling a force controling the body. Almost as if the force is teaching you new stuff, showing what you need. When you feel like you need to do something new, go fully into it, relax and let it guide you, just be aware and dont ressist it. It comes unnoticed and it leaves like it wasnt even there.

Enlightenment doesn't banish all evil which is inside you cause you can be a little enlightened with a lot of unresolved shadow elements. So was Osho in that boat. Believe me when you have so much power and so many followers it's hard to stay humble and not to manipulate people for your deep deep ego needs like sex.

This process is full of shit, believe me. You will have to go through a lot of phases where you feel totally groundless and lost. But this is a part of the process so stay calm. I went through it myself and I'm kinda groundless a bit NOW. But I just got used to it after a while, actually feeling groundless is the best indicator that you are doing good and that will lead to growth in the future. It will bridge both worlds on it's own. Stay strong and good luck my brother.

Take your attention back to the thing that you are focusing on. If your mind wonders off - bring it back. And yes it will wonder off infinite times. So bring it back! Again.... Again... Again.... AND AGAIN! A few weeks of effort should be enough to see some improvement in your focus. Also your first months of meditation will also be unconsciousness cleansing process, old thoughts will arise in your awareness, you need to purge old held secrets in your deepest core.

Woow do I have a story to share here.. Be open and read the story imagining how it interconnects with everything. Pre-story: 7-8 years ago I was with my present wife, we were together in a relationship for a few months, later we broke off. Main story: Two years ago we somehow matched each other on tinder thus beggining a bound again. On the our first meet with each other I wanted to take her to nature and see the falling stars. (This is a key point of the whole story, STARS!.) But it was raining that night so we just skipped it. The first meet we had we instantly felt a cennection with each other, it was as if we were together in past lives, we felt like being home with each other. Felt right! In that time I was a fan of the group called The Weeknd, he was my jam. And also he had a song called "STAR Boy". My wife later made me a shirt with a sign of Star Boy! Going to that year we celebrated new years eve at her place and I decorated the house with hand made accesories, I also cut out Stars from paper (I will share the pics). That night we got engaged. Moving later we arranged a marriage, our invitations had cosmos theme in it also with what? STARS! We fell in love with stars! Lol. Also on our wedding day we had STAR shapped balloons tied around our chairs. (We got married last year on this day.) Okey moving forward somehow the star theme in our family stuck like glue. Literaly I even made CNC machined stars for her from black plexiglass and sprayed it with gold dots to make it like stars also (pics comming). CONNECTING THE DOTS: On this weekend we arranged an aniversary retreat in the forest (we wanted to be together, alone and to celebrate our 1 year anniverasy. And so we go there we sit around try to contemplate our life and take everything we can from this mini-retreat. In the evening we sat around the camp fire which I made and talked alot. We smoked weed also which is our go-to spiritual tool. We talked alot and I saw her being very dettached from her ego, just enjoying being in the moment. Night came and the sky was clear. Guess whats in the sky? STARS. My wife looked up cause we saw a shooting star (its the season of falling stars) and she was just observing the infinity of the cosmos. Then she looked down at me and changed attention to the stars again. And observing that she awoke! She found out who she is, why she is here and how she created herself. And as she was speaking the insights to me I understood that she finally awaken AND the camp fire just bursted into a blazing flame which lit up our camp with light and we became conscious that its GOD sending the message that this insight was true and he was happy! Yes you could argue that in a scientific way that the timber emblazed in flames because of "that and that" YES, but you dont understand the magic behind this. That GOD made me place the timber in such a way in such a time that in that particular time in that particular moment of awakening that it would blaze up in flames so giving us a sign that he is here, that HE is behind all this and that it is you and it is helping us to always remember that he is with us. And wow was that a mindfuck for the both of us! We actually understood that we are both gods sent to be with each other to awaken ourselves to the truth. The main thing was her looking at the stars! God knew that and sent messages in our entire relationship time to look at what? Stars! This story might not reflect our experience fully, but just imagine how magical it was for the both of us to connect all the dots.

I can fully agree that MDMA is a great tool for personal inner development. Being just on it feels like it makes your body vibrate in a healing manner. You dont ACTUALY vibrate, but you feel like its just healing you

Just one pic cause I cant render the quality down with my phone. Maybe later on the pc I will

@ActualizedDavid hmm great advice tho.

Lol I got it. These past few weeks were nothing but work, home and Kriya. I must be doing something way more to please the bodies internal psychological needs. Damn.

@ahmad ibdah that was a few weeks back. And for now I mean I can get hard, I can have sex and orgasm, but I just got no interest in doing so. Its as if you were be given a choice to have sex, I would choose not to have it.

@ahmad ibdah oh yes! The last awakening I had we went to bed with my spouse and we had love like never. I watched her body and "saw" sex energy everywhere in her. I never felt anything like that. The sex was seen as some kind of training, almost as a ritual where we created energy which bursted with an orgasm. I do believe the right sex is a way to enlightenment, good sex is powerful

@Natasha Yeah I also guess that its just a stage Im going through. Eventualy it will come back. I kinda like this state, feeling free from all that craving of sex is energizing.