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@Neph If you feel like shit be ready for growth! This on going process of feeling great and feeling awful is the road to heaven. You get used to this pretty fast.

@purerogue He can't do anything cause of the constant stream of distracting monkey mind. He just gets distracted from one work and can't finish it even if he wants to. Also he can't concentrate which is why I'am recommending him Kriya in the first place. I've been there, I know what is needed. Kriya works like magic.

@purerogue What are you trying to prove here.....?

@purerogue Empty mind = awareness. The more empty mind you can get the more aware you can be of the coming thoughts and actions that you take.

Kriya Yoga. Stops the monkey mind very quickly. The mind works with the breath. If you breathe very slow, lets say 2 times per minute your mind is shut down by force. After a while your mind will be able to be silent for longer duration of time. Meditation can do it, but you are using your will power to not think, Kriya works with your body, you are silencing your own mind by using your own body. Kriya works like magic for me. It also brings more benefits than just a silent mind.

Kriya Yoga is meditative style Yoga. One of the original Yoga. Actually Yoga means Union. Union with God, with your self, with the cosmos. There are a number of other types of yogic practices, but Kriya Yoga is relatively safe and the growth it offers is amazing. It would be stupid not to do it if you are in this consciousness work toward Enlightenment. By doing Kriya you are practicing numerous exercises which include breathing and pulling your energy towards your head. It's based on the Chakra system. Over time you practice so much that your body awareness becomes so sharp that you can sense energy inside your body. Then you have to pull your energy up your spine to your head or the Crown Chakra. Then it leads to some interesting stuff. I cannot elaborate on this, because it's very abstract. Also a lot of benefits can come if one practices Kriya Yoga. You could develop "Siddhis" it's psychic abilities. You could learn to Astral Project, view the future, become a healer and so on. But that's just the bonus on top of all the Enlightenment. One of the initial benefits is just it silences the mind so hard. If you suffer from monkey mind Kriya would be the best cure for it. Insights come on their own. You actually connect so many dots and get much more insights through the day. Also it helps to stop all addictions, smoking, phone, tv, etc. By the way it makes you feel so great inside, you are internally so happy, you just give off energy and people around you can feel it, you will notice it. Also it opens up chakras which I wont elaborate on here. Also after some years of Yoga your sleep need drops down, you may be so healed/purified by the process that you only need 4-5 hours of sleep time. I do it for over-all better quality of life. It just spills into all aspects of life. Also some times when I open my eyes when I'm done with Yoga it feels like God is looking through my eyes, not my limited ego-self. If anyone asks me if I could offer some life advice I always speak out about Kriya yoga, it's just that powerful. Recommended books would be "J.C. Stevens Kriya Secrets Revieled" it's a starter to master book. You can learn Kriya at home and not waste a lot of money attending Yoga classes.

@Buba Yesterday I thought about your situation, and I realized that you are going through a spiritual purification process. You are cutting through bullshit ego constructed concepts (illusions) of the mind, the thing with you is that it probably came too fast and unexpected. It the end it comes for everyone. Leo talked a bit about these things in the video "The dark side of meditation". Too bad he hasn't talked about this gay/lesbian thing in depth. But that would be a very hard pill to swallow for the majority of viewers.

Kriya Yoga is not your typical physical yoga. Yoga means union, the process of doing yoga is to delete the ego and awaken, in others words Unite once again with what is True. Union with God. It's Meditative Yoga. The most powerful meditation technique I've yet encountered. The speed which it grows your consciousness is just ridiculous.

Consciousness is relative. One day you can be very conscious, the other not so much. Maybe this pic will make you understand how this works. Kriya Yoga works very well if you want to have permanent non-dual awareness, it will take a bit of time though to increase ones consciousness. This consciousness expansion process is normal. You evolve so does your consciousness. Kriya Yoga helps to boost the evolution of ones Consciousness.

@Buba Yeah you might be Russian, they are really anti-gay there. Also you probably have a really huge ego about the issue and probably you are still in stage Orange (Spiral Dynamics).

@Buba Well it was shocking, but I realized that once I drop all my mental construction of who I am and what I like you find out some freaky stuff. Yeah, I always were into girls. I ate a banana one day and I actually stopped for a moment while it was in my mouth, and I was hit with this amazing pleasure from my throat, then I started to suck on it like a cock and I fucking loved that feeling. This means throats give out a good sensation when you do stuff with it, totally normal, that's why some girls love to suck cock. Also after that banana thing I had an A-HA! moment. I understood why there are gay people. Not matter if you are straight or gay you can enjoy sucking on something cause of the throat being like a some sort of G spot. It's only gay if you think so. Also I struggled a bit with accepting it. 50% of me was like okay I like, 50% of other me (the ego) was like WTF is this. And the more I accepted it the better I felt about myself, yes it's shocking at first, but later you just feel such a powerful freedom that it just ups your quality of life. LOVE YOURSELF FULLY! Not matter who you are and what you like!

@Buba I went this exact same process as you are going through. I love cock, and I would like to suck some. I can only recommend to accept these feelings, if you repress it you will waste energy inside your own system by not accepting the Truth about your self and mentally creating something else which you are originally not. In my case I awoke to this Truth about myself also in a little shocking manor, but I was smart about it and I had to accept myself for who I'am. And it just makes your life so much more easy! You no longer judge others, you understand why they are the way they are, this lets you save energy internally. My wife even had to accept this stuff, but the best part about it that you can choose what you wanna be. I'm bi-sexual, but I'm like 70% into woman and 30% into men. Also buy a dildo and try to suck it, see that you can love it and let yourself accept that it actually feels good to suck on some cock. But your mind will still reject this cause you have listened to years and years about funny jokes about gay people, that being gay is Gay. Haha! Since I accepted this I actually live such a free life. Also only YOU know what you are, but the hardest thing will be to fully accept it. But believe me the freedom that it gives is just ridiculous not to accept it. You will be way more happy. And good luck, take time with it, gradually work your way up, not in one sitting, think about what this realization ACTUALLY means in reality.

@Antonios "12 zodiac signs" x "12 Chinese calendar years" = 144 "types of poeple in the world".

@Marinus Best of luck for you my brother. Remember that a yellow individual becomes self aware, meaning that yellow knows that it's yellow.

@Bridge to Infinity Breathe very slowly, 20 seconds in, 20 seconds out. The mind works with the breath. If you can slow down your breath that much the mind will have nothing to do, but to shut down and stay silent.

@seeking_brilliance but I feel like I need to slow down now for real. The love is not like in the things how much you do, but the quality of the moment.

In short: I smoked weed and somehow went to deep meditation state. I realized that reality is the most beautiful thing ever. The room I was in was just pure beautiness. Also went non-dual and got the insight that the very moment I was in was designed by myself for myself with love. And I just let myself experience this magnificent moment, almost went to tears. Then suddenly I felt a subtle pressure on my heart go away instantly. As if my heart chakra was blocked and it released some tension. Maybe some of you had a similar experience and can comment more of what actually happened?

@Erixoon50 "J.C. Stevens Kriya Secrets revieled" work from this one, later merge Santatas work with J.C.

@Scholar Most of the non-dual teachers are doing it in sober level. Leo brings psychedelics to his work, also he has spent so much time using it that he just penetrates deeper than anyone else. It's not like Leo is better than any other teacher, but he just went further and he can say that there are way way more stuff to explore in this work of consciousness.

@wavydude One can orgasm every night, but one cannot experience the mystical every night.

Embodying non-duality and integrating it to daily life. Awakening is nothing if one cannot embody it.

I'll just paste what I wrote. I have taken MDMA x3 times now. All the times were done with my wife in a room setting for our relationship, spiritual and self-help purposes. IMO it is a very very powerful tool in our work. Done safely it causes no harm, but you still must be healthy, if you have some serious heart problems I would recommend avoiding it. 120ug max, MDMA should only be in crystal form. Avoid pills like the plague. I would say that 4 trips is the max you should take in your life time, so be wise. Each time will be less and less powerful. Also take off 3 months after each drop. No dancing or any heavy physical activity which can increase your heart rate, you will avoid "heat stroke". Do it with your partner or a really good friend. Dont waste it in a party setting where there are dozens of people there distracting you. Dont waste it just by listening to music or watching something stupid. Do it for a short time, but be aware that you are wasting precious time. You do need to make sure WHY you are taking it. Done correctly you can wheap great spiritual benefits, mystical experiences are common. IMO self-love is almost the pinicle of what MDMA can offer. It can help you to accept yourself fully for who you are, even if you feel like shit on the inside. Also it may help you to open your heart and love for other people if you do feel hate for others. My tip would be to look yourself in the mirror and give love for yourself. Say that I love ME and repeat it till you can feel the love for yourself with all your body, you will feel like your body is vibrating with pure love and let it heal you. This sounds stupid, but you will understand if you do take MDMA and remember what I wrote. Also you will experience a drop when MDMA peaks off, to lower that feeling of a drop be sure to have some weed with you. But be sure you have some experience with weed!! Time 2.5hours after you feel the effects, usualy around 1 hour after consumption. Then smoke weed on top. It will boost the trip and the drop will be A LOT smoother. You might forget to smoke it on top, then just smoke it after yiu feel it peak off. Good luck and if you have any questions just quote me in the comments I will answer all your questions.

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@Peo I have taken MDMA x3 times now. All the times were done with my wife in a room setting for our relationship, spiritual and self-help purposes. IMO it is a very very powerful tool in our work. Done safely it causes no harm, but you still must be healthy, if you have some serious heart problems I would recommend avoiding it. 120ug max, MDMA should only be in crystal form. Avoid pills like the plague. I would say that 4 trips is the max you should take in your life time, so be wise. Each time will be less and less powerful. Also take off 3 months after each drop. No dancing or any heavy physical activity which can increase your heart rate, you will avoid "heat stroke". Do it with your partner or a really good friend. Dont waste it in a party setting where there are dozens of people there distracting you. Dont waste it just by listening to music or watching something stupid. Do it for a short time, but be aware that you are wasting precious time. You do need to make sure WHY you are taking it. Done correctly you can wheap great spiritual benefits, mystical experiences are common. IMO self-love is almost the pinicle of what MDMA can offer. It can help you to accept yourself fully for who you are, even if you feel like shit on the inside. Also it may help you to open your heart and love for other people if you do feel hate for others. My tip would be to look yourself in the mirror and give love for yourself. Say that I love ME and repeat it till you can feel the love for yourself with all your body, you will feel like your body is vibrating with pure love and let it heal you. This sounds stupid, but you will understand if you do take MDMA and remember what I wrote. Also you will experience a drop when MDMA peaks off, to lower that feeling of a drop be sure to have some weed with you. But be sure you have some experience with weed!! Time 2.5hours after you feel the effects, usualy around 1 hour after consumption. Then smoke weed on top. It will boost the trip and the drop will be A LOT smoother. You might forget to smoke it on top, then just smoke it after yiu feel it peak off. Good luck and if you have any questions just quote me in the comments I will answer all your questions.

@Recursoinominado I remember you. And I know you smoke. Great to hear that you are growing out of it. Let me tell you something very important: (I'll talk in vibrational terms) being an average Joe weed takes you to way higher vibration state than being just sober. Weed can help to learn so much, it can guide you to where you wanna be, it can awaken you, but later when you grow your inner vibrational capacity with meditation or yoga you outgrow weed up to a point that it even starts to slow you down. You notice that you feel shitty the next day when some time back it wasn't such an issue. And you can totally agree with me here that after some time you probably have noticed that you feel very bad after smoking weed. You even wanna quit. Its a great sign that weed has served its course for you, now you need to transend it and just choose a clean path. I'am going through such a phase now, Iam very mindful about this and contemplated what does this mean. But its a clear sign that one must drop weed in order to reach new hights. Just some insights I have from my own weed journey. Gotta drop cause it even limits me now.