SoonHei

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  1. tears aren't mine. only the eyes. i am the door of this house. whoever passes thru isn't me. but is allowed and seen by me. them tears aint mine when its appointed time will expire. just like the fall in here and it will end, then winter will come. so too covid will be over. and i don't know when the appointed time will come to the left of course! many... one would be by not knowing the good and fast way
  2. nope love it. i don't. i have a hunch. but feel strongly about it... but now that you mentioned it, i'm not quite sure anymore
  3. @Blackhawk in the same way you become aware that you are the one shaking your leg and only you stop it when you become aware of this fact. stop identifying with the suffering thoughts as YOURS. they are simply sounds in mind. they are suffering yes. but not YOURS. this brings you to action only state. where you drop the why and how of the milk spilled and get to what's needed: wiping it clean. i don't know bruh i don't know anything!
  4. @Space love Ms. Brown <3 @Dodo your reflection in the mirror ain't moving till you do "Verily ! Allah will never change the condition of the people until they change it themselves"
  5. this too shall pass God Bless you brother
  6. You cleaning your room is you ordering the universe around
  7. I've put together a quick 1-3 routine for your Enlightenment. Used the Quakkale studies as the guidebook. Will provide references, but very efficient. 1. Take a deep breath 2. Close your eyes 3. Then begin to see that the only way one can know he is aware is because well the
  8. No more than Forrest Gump exists in OUR world... The Human Beings 2020 world But ma man Tom Hanks sure does exist, don't he?
  9. ergo the creation to share the joy and love no point to be the richest in town when you're the only one in town
  10. WHY all this? why creation? why this dream? why o why? it is all unified. whole. it is one and only. it is oh so lonely. it is awfully quite. still. like the sleep at night, two cannot be, two cannot come, only one, only union can pass thru, only union IS IT. only wholeness is it. God is one. being one and only, and everything/all-things. it is complete and whole. so full of joy and bliss. so total beyond the concept of lack, so overflowing with abundance and glowing with love. it breaks out of that unknown union of the deep-sleep and into this creation of duality. but duality leads to a dance. a dance with itself. a step to the right must be mirrored with a step to the left. a step up leads to a step down. the key to this dance is to dance on and on. into more and more elegant patterns and creations. there are steps which circle and steps that spirals. circles are created and repeated. they rise and fall. swing forward and back. but spirals flow. they simply just go and go. spirals flow because they are balanced. all creation in opposite and harmony, all balanced. eternally dancing and creating it goes on. with the dance of duality reaching towards the one. in creation then, two can share and enjoy which the one alone could not say neither hello or bye. the lover and the loved, united as one, making a little one and this goes on and on why creation? because love as below, so above
  11. Planning on feeling the magicshroomies soon, first time. Micro level dose. 0.5-1gram. Instead of googling various sources online, just asking you crazy lot here. Some things that come to mind. Do i eat before? Or fast? And during/after. What's good during it? Music? Or Natural sounds. I'm Gonna be outdoors. Also. I'm in an area where I'll be able to walk from woods/park/near mall, but will have driven there. I have the whole day to myself. So like 7-8 hours to kill. It should be safe to drive by the end of the day yes? Shrooms name: penis envy My past experience: only Mary Jane. Seasoned user. Thanks for any input/tips/suggestions. Thanks ❤️?❤️
  12. @Moksha unsure exactly what you're asking dear One But that I is the 1 without an other.
  13. Also. Nothing new but an insight which was vivid and direct during my trip was as follows: I AM. I JUST AM. I CLOSE MY EYES. I ASK TO SEE THE HEAVENS. I OPEN MY EYES, AND I'M IN HEAVEN. I CLOSE MY EYES. I ASK TO SEE THE HELL REALM. I OPEN MY EYES, AND I'M IN HELL. I AM. I JUST AM. I AM THE HEAVENS AND THE HELLS. I AM NOTHING & SO, I AM ALL. it was amazing, the visuals on the shrooms were dancing and animating in response to what I asked and molded accordingly. My view and where I sat did not change, but how I looked at it and how it appeared with the ask of heaven/hell view made ALL the difference. It was that famous quote in direct play: if you change the way you look at things, the things you look at will change.
  14. @Free Mind i got it from someone. Unsure what and where his source was. But he's been doing for a while so... I guess it was PE which I did.
  15. @allislove thanks Appreciate it ♥️??♥️
  16. @The0Self lol @Adamq8 I'd say, have nice day, very nice! I like!
  17. In duality. In existence. I like to dance as his Son. A bit less burden on the shoulders And a lot less to drop I embrace my being a human... I just tell myself i have wings and can fly. The ascend then becomes gradual. All sons one day will become the Father Word play yes. But whatever brings you to center/acceptance quickest - technically speaking eh ♥️
  18. Agreed ???♥️ Like what can go wrong with eating Chocolate ? Might sound silly but really... NOTHING can go wrong if you intend and know without doubt for it all to go RIGHT. Whichever way it goes, then, is right Ain't that right?
  19. @The0Self thanks. Will keep in mind. And really, i say this because I feel so... That once you know who you are, then really all snakes are seen to be rope IMO No? Nothing really can make u lose focus... Unless we are talking salvia... But i consider that stuff like taking an "enlightened guy" and giving him Anesthesia... And him passing out cuz of it. I'm also thinking "next time" IF needed And no weed. Perhaps later on tonight. See what shrooms left in the body And thnx. Will keep in mind champ. Let's see how much of reality i can now hack. The mushrooms said the cheatcode is blind dives and trust. I AM the cheatcode
  20. I'm back Or perhaps still on it. To me, maybe the amount wasn't a lot? But it did kick in. Oh yes. It was just so much fun. Shrooms also told me, nothing for you to learn. This is only to enjoy. It is like a movie to watch. Loved the ride. Actually was able to drive 2 hours into it... Had to pee, so guess that motivated. Overall, seemed very vivid and colorful and vibrant. Insights also very great. Perhaps a higher dose next time. @allislove unsure which exactly I had. It was via a friend. 1gram. Handled it like mJ handles basketball. Perhaps maybe the key always is intention and expection. I only had fun and love and joy on mind. Not a touch of fear and doubt, apart from the excitement of trying something new. Didn't get bothered with much questions or 'bad trips' etc... Nothing apart from the biological/driving questions which i asked here. Overall, it was great. Thanks everyone. Maybe 3grams for the next trip ?♥️
  21. Blessings to you all Y'all my army My army gone be with me when I dive in ❤️?❤️
  22. @Lews Therin bless. Thanks champ. Much appreciated. And yes. I'll eat something light before. Nothing heavy. And that too an hour before or so