Galyna

@WHO IS I know it is painful to take and seems unfair. Why a second ago someone's child has been killed? Why people lose their families because of the Covid-19? I see God as a fractal with infinite facets.

@WHO IS Well, if you are God, you are infinite and have infinite facets of reality. What you are experiencing right now is just another facet. You as God is experiencing billions of different facets where you can be healthy, handicap, rich and poor, everything you could imagine.

Okay, this is the most by far difficult stuff to grasp as our mind thinks in a liner way. When I start thinking of it, it gives me a headache. I can not grasp that time does not exist and never did, and that I will not be able exit from this reality it in the future with my death. Like I will be in this moment forever, or I have never been born. Well, I am okay with it, but what about yesterday? it felt so real, an hour ago was real. I can not understand this. I have a memory of walking outside an hour ago in my neighborhood. I can stomach that I have never been born, but I can not stomach that I have never walked outside an hour ago. I still remember the people I met on my path. This is crazy.

Actually, it feels relaxing to think about it, but at the same time it is very depressing. I do not even know how to explain this.... From one side no need to worry about how you look, how others perceive you. They do not talk about you when you are not “there”, they do not exist at all. I just do not understand how I should hold myself with others?! I am not there yet. Logically I do understand this concept. But my ego is having a roller coaster from time to time. It still behaves as an animal. I feel shame for it. I just try to observe it a little bit and do not participate fully. I observe my anger, but I am still fully in it. I can not stop it. Thanks God I am aware of my behavior and not completely asleep. But it does not help me to control my temper. My ego acts as a small child when parents are not at home, then I regret and feel shame about it. But also, what I have noticed I never dwell on any of my emotion. I can be upset for 10 mins max and then I reborn. This is crazy. It is like a cloud upon you, then sunshine again. But usual things still upset me, like today I was angry with my computer and was ready to take a hammer and break it into pieces because it was slow and could lose my college paper that I was working on all day. See, acting like an angry animal.

@The Lucid Dreamer Have you really stomached the notion that others are just a part of your imagination? If yes, it should liberate you from any negative feelings.

@The Lucid Dreamer Thank you for the advice. I am not against of any psychedelic’s pursuit. However, I do not know any people or places where they would practice them in a safely manner. I have never tried any drugs, whatsoever. I just can not go outside and ask unknown sources. It is not safe. It is great that you are doing meditations.

I agree 100 % As my coach always told me there was no "right" or "wrong" paths. There is only one path and it is tailored for you.

Thanks for your help and explanation

@Inliytened1 @Inliytened1

Yes, I do want to become directly conscious of this ... from all my heart Logically the puzzle has been completed for me, I do not struggle to understand it. Of course would be nice to have a direct experience of it. I am sure one day I will get there.

@Leo Gura Thank you for your response.

@dimitri

Can you please paraphrase it, I want to make sure I am giving you the correct answer.

@dimitri He also says that he would use dual language to explain the paradox. Therefore, every time I hear him talk I am confused. Once, he will be referring as other do exist, next time they do not. I guess we should treat it as such: from the Absolute point of view nobody exists, from the ego's point of view there is an illusion that others exist, however, they do not. It is impossible to explain it using human language, I guess

@dimitri I remember he said this in his first video part one Enlightenment.

Thanks for your patience. I have been chasing your answer for four years, and thanks God you gave me the most comprehensive answer in this thread I've ever wished. Please pin this thread. People will ask you same questions over and over again. For some reason this thread is the most holistic, because I felt like the other times, when I was asking you question about objectivity/subjectivity, you were trying to give me a mystical answer and I hated it because it was not straight. But today the puzzle worked. Finally! Perhaps because today you are not the same person you were four years ago and understood it better yourself. For some reason it is very simple, I do not have any trouble to understand logically what you are saying in this thread. It is very liberating. Good news: people I do not get along with do not exist. But bad news: people I love also do not exist. It feels lonely, but I kinda used to this idea for all these years when I was trying to contemplate it and hearing you talking about it. The last thing I want to know is what will happen to this room I am in when my physical body dies. Since it is only what is, it should change somehow. You said: "Other people will stop to exist when you stop imagine them". So this room will stop to exist when I stop to imagine it, right? What will be instead? I really want to know what will be instead of this room and everything I imagine in this room, including people that do not exist. Will everything become black with bunch of void. You said non-existence do not exist. You said that death was illusion. Okay, but this body can not exist forever in this present moment. Seems like it always changes.

Lol, good question. well...he said one time, he is from the matrix, trying to give you a hint, to awaken you so to speak. From your focal point is not real, but helping you with info to evoke.

But you are outside of my perception. My now is the most evident and obvious than yours. I feel like I am the only one real ego/God that exists and imagines everything and everyone at this point. To me you are not real with your now.

Finally, I have a peace and am complete and satisfied with all the answers. I just can not wrap my mind around the suggestion that God imagines all the perspectives simultaneously. Means “others’ nows” should exist separately . I can’t understand how.

@OBEler Nope, you are ascribing cognitive capacities to an imaginary person. You do not have any ability to check if the person is real or a part of your imagination. I wish it would be that simple . You assume by default that other people are real, but how do you know? Just because they speak back to you.

@Emerald So happy for you. It is very appealing to read it from the feminine perspective, very sexy and erotic at the same time, even though I do not refer here to any kind of vulgar things.

@The Lucid Dreamer Thank you

Okay, will shall stop here, we do not assault people on this forum. Otherwise you will be banned.

If the person you are imagining does not exist, he can not imagine you back, simply because he is a plot of your imagination. Imagine a chair right now, and what? Is the chair imagining you as well? Of course not. What is the different between the person and the chair?

Good luck, my friend. I am trying hard to grasp it since the time this forum exists. I still can not. Leo is saying it is not possible to grasp it from the paradigm of the individual separated ego.