Galyna

Have you ever considered the possibility that there are no “others”?

@thisintegrated I had a Capricorn bf ? astrology is very legit to predict behavior and events, I am not talking about shallow mundane Vogue magazine one. I am talking about the deep one where you account not only sun sign of the person but his moon sign, ascendant and so on and so forth.

From my experience, at least in relationships, someone has to give up and it is at times hurtful for the ego. But if you can step over it and start from zero, then shouldn’t be a problem.

@thisintegrated set of qualities by which you select or are attracted to a person different for every human being, we can’t condemn others bc they are attracted to certain things, some rules don’t fall under the logic category. And yes, for most women these are important qualities, that is why women fall for Alfa.

@Benton in your post you talked a lot about having sex with God, I found it very unique bc not a lot of us can understand this merge , can you elaborate pls?

There is a condition to this: only if you can be very honest with yourself.

At some point, I will... I need to arrange everything for this. When I was 20, I tried weed, couple of times in my life, it had the same effect of me, I saw Dmitri Mendeleev on the wall which in reality was a rain stain. May I ask if having a very strong sexual desire correlates with Kundalini rising. That is what I've noticed, every time I go deeper in my awakening, it always follows with a crazy sexual tension. I see sexuality everywhere...

So true, sometimes pain was so harsh and unbearable, I literally did not want to wake up in the morning. But I always knew that "even this shall pass too".

Oh me, Leo....I know your guy already, no need to move on further.... Leos are very grounded but very ego-centric. But I love them, because I am Aries. We have a lot in common. They are deep people, a bit arrogant, I can handle that. Watch out, girl...they fall for a nice cover and they want the best partner ever.

Unfortunately, these are all his masks, you project your own values onto him by reading his nicely wrapped vlog, do you see how you're falling in your own illusion? Feels nice to your ego, breath taken huh. Truly, you do not want a guy, coz you do not know him, let's be honest, but he adds value to your ego, that a successful guy paid attention on you, do you see how he validates you, even indirectly. Now you feel honored. That is more authentic and came from your heart. Go for it, but just do not dress him up in nice clothes till you really know the guy, look at it as a little adventure to know the person with the same interest and talents. Do not even dare to compliment the guy, his looks were given to him by nature, not something he worked hard on. If you ever go out with him, you can complement him on something others do not compliment. Notice something that other people never pay attention on. This will surprise him. I am sure he heard a lot of cliche phrases, be different. Genuinely listen and ask questions. But at this stage I would avoid expressing any admiration. Absolutely not. Ask yourself why do you care what other people think about your dating preferences and choices? do you see my point? Why do you need to prove your parents and friends that you have a successful guy? Even if you win the guy, are you ready to take and bear all the consequences to be with such person? Has your ego matured enough for this? Just asking, you know...

Success is very relevant. What is value, really? Think about it. Agenda and value go hand in hand together. You can be a completely successful jerk and treat others like crap. Having audience, YT channel and bunch of fans really does not mean anything other than! a person can set goals, is very charismatic and a hard working. Does it make him a good partner to be worth pursuing, that is a good question to ask? Oh dear, it is because of the survival instinct, successful people serve as good guarantors to others that you can thrive and survive next to them, no more, no less. I meant it is one of his facet, his achievements.

Simple answer is being a bit indifferent and more confident than he is. He is a human, and a bunch of success does not add really any value, other than a nice social trophy on his checklist.

May I ask you a very simple question, if you do not mind. What is the purpose of getting the guy? It is not a toy or a gadget to inflate your ego or to boost your self-esteem. Sorry if I am rude, I am very direct.

@Judy2 @Vincent S Yes, reality tastes so delicious, yummy till my next dark night of the soul

@michaelcycle00 It did not happen over night, was very gradual. But all of this intellectualization. "I" am still on the pathless path . When I was six, I started searching for God and was trying to explain my existence. Understanding of Reality deepens every day. I cannot say anything about "my" awakening. Awakening? What is awakening? "I" understands only one thing: whatever is available to "me" in a given time, there I am. This is all I know. Truly. How can I know about awakening? I cannot compare "mine" it with the "other"...I know only "mine". Whatever comes from the "outside" experience, stays as "outside" experience! Inner and outer is one, so I am the only awakened being. Me is Other. There is no other.

Interesting, I've read everything. I cannot do psychedelics, so this is not something I am familiar with.@Benton

When you come to the realization that “your life” has never happened, you won’t ask “why” it is there, change the focus of your perception. Go backwards: your life has never happened, nothing has ever existed. What do you feel now? Do you feel at peace?

Break free from duality: something vs nothing. And you will answer this question. Look at it as one coin, not two sides, it is literally one. existence and non existence is one.

Actually this exercise helps to centralize your sensorics.

So this simple exercise brings your awareness back: 1. you are in the room 2. room is in your perception 3. Perception is in your awareness 4. Recognize this awareness and become aware of it. Stay there, somehow it tastes so sweet, you want to stay in this awareness. And in this moment your peripheral vision blurs…it is so tasty when perception really stays in awareness…

I will write down here about the dimensions of perceptions, I know 4 of them.

LOL, I thought I would go crazy couple months ago, I was in existential depression, now, this game that Reality plays with me, keeps my head above

yeah...that is exactly what he told me

It contradicts the non-duality, imho. First vs second. Start vs End...Primary vs Secondary

True....I mean how much of reality exists in my vision? I know nothing is behind my back, but peripheral vision is a little bit different beast.