Galyna

I see it as a thought but not reality. Memories are just thoughts. Actuality is always in the present. Infinity gives birth to this falsehood every moment, individualized awareness grabs it, identifies with it, and based on prior memories creates illusion of I.

Absolutely agree, in a way, if we don’t have a capacity to decode the message, our perception, using selective feature, just bypasses it. So true!

God damn it, Sommie, you won’t reincarnate, time doesn’t exist. Liner perception is an illusion, for Gods sake. As infinite potential you hold everything, all reincarnations at the same time. you are not a human, waking body is just an object in sensory perception. Human is just an illusion. Mental construct, what would you be without a language, still human?

@Michael Jackson @Someone here this is further form the truth. You still think that there is a primary “I” and now you argue which “I” is more “real” . No one, lol, both “I” are illusion. You are in separation, my friends ?

@Inliytened1 What? Ofc not. I am nothing, Literally. I do not get phenomenon how from this nothingness arises everything. Awakening is a process when you can find that "space" a "silent observer", yes. I found it many years ago. Is it enlightenment, ofc not.

I can relate. I forget so many things, nothing holds in the memory anymore, bc I do not think/perceive it when it is not there. Mind fixates on something right here and right now.

I would say that time and space is a mental construct, yes, quality of consciousness to reflect upon itself. Who are you calling "we"? Isn't nothingness serves as a "ground" for everything?

@Reciprocality Thanks for nice feedback, however, I cannot understand some of your sentences, it is very hard. You wrap the idea in a nice text, by I do not get your eloquence, for ex, you're saying: this is the reason we identify with who we were in our representation of the past in memory. It is super hard for the reader to understand what you mean; the word 'representation' is not necessary, confusing for the mind. Sorry if I am rude. It takes time to decode your message and to understand what you are trying to say.

wow, that's a hardcore....

@WelcometoReality has your perception of time changed? i don’t get it, sometimes time is so fast, literally, one hour is like 10 min, sometimes it is slow. i don’t want it to be so fast.

If you see any blind spots, please feel free to tell me. Except, I cannot rely on your answer either, right? because you are not separate and a part of "my" experience? Unless Being will give me a hint through your answer

I am questioning that too all the time. I found the "seeing", call it "space" but this understanding deepens. Impersonal awareness.

Nope, my serious meditation was an inquiry: " Who am I?" "What is this reality" I have been asking this question since I am 12... Actually, "I love watching" my body doing its own thing, this is hilarious...It amazes me how body does something, and I register this post factum. Kind like when you drive a car...your body drives it You do not give any commands to it, it just does on its own, same thing.

Notice, it has been the case all your life, you have not noticed this, what has changed, really? You came to a realization. That is a hard core, some people said they needed to learn again how to walk after non-dual experience. Yep, I do realize this quite often too. When I feel this way, next realization is : "no worries, there is no "I" either. You are no more real as he is. Pure imagination of the mind.. Yup, been there too, but if you remove "I", can void/nothingness be really alone this is the bitter pill to swallow for me too, ego hates it because it has been dreaming about soul mate and here we go: there is no other.... Love does! Mind talks....who has to die, nothingness? How? It seems like you still believe in the control if you resist to what is in the moment. But yeah, good luck....it will soak in eventually. Just keep watching the movie on the screen, the flow will take your body where it should be. You are not a hero, as you have discovered, keep watching....

In comparison to what/who? hahahahah

No, meditated in the past, not regular about it. My meditation is the observation of my mind

I have not thought of it as a permanent enlightenment at all, but rather as an interesting state of bliss. It was magical, I want to be back there again

Seems like a preference to me

Every time I surrender and remove "I" and others it feels as I am falling in the abyss, mind does not have a crutch to lean on. This "I" used to think and compare its experience with others. Now, as I realize there are no "other" I cannot compare, judge or separate. I took the rug out from my feet. Every time "I" starts reasoning, I stop it there and say: " wait a minute, is there really another?" If not, does it mean this experience is Absolute from what I know? If yes, how can I rely on knowledge that came from external source. I truly do not know, I am in the state of discoverer, seem like I am experiencing something fresh, new and unknown. There are no rules in this case. This script of being is not bounded by any rules, it can play out in a bunch of different ways and is not limited by any knowledge.

You are the One, there is no IF! Kinda like you are the main hero in the movie which is about you, you cannot die, my Friend

Bingo! I am so excited, it is a pure miracle and magic, I want Being talk to this illusory Itself all the time but I cannot force it or wish it. LOL Amen.

Thanks for your feedback, I will be honest, was a bit hard to read message, needed to read a few times you said: Synchronicity is a feeling we have when analyzing something which once created us. What do you mean exactly? Has there ever be a creation? Us? How does this creation work? Does it start at some point A and goes to some point B? Implies time? Synchronicity is a connectivity for me, everything is infinitely connected. Synchronicity is a reflection of Being everywhere. It plays with itself through itself. It mirrors your inner with your outer. It mirrors your experience and creates the match in external reality.

Why is this abnormal? Can you elaborate, please?

@Preety_India Evel is the idea of separation, all your suffering stems from the idea that there are subject-object relations, when this idea is dissolved, there are no evil and good, because it is a duality. All is one and perfect as is.

I agree, it was just a bliss