Galyna

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  1. Notice, it has been the case all your life, you have not noticed this, what has changed, really? You came to a realization. That is a hard core, some people said they needed to learn again how to walk after non-dual experience. Yep, I do realize this quite often too. When I feel this way, next realization is : "no worries, there is no "I" either. You are no more real as he is. Pure imagination of the mind.. Yup, been there too, but if you remove "I", can void/nothingness be really alone this is the bitter pill to swallow for me too, ego hates it because it has been dreaming about soul mate and here we go: there is no other.... Love does! Mind talks....who has to die, nothingness? How? It seems like you still believe in the control if you resist to what is in the moment. But yeah, good luck....it will soak in eventually. Just keep watching the movie on the screen, the flow will take your body where it should be. You are not a hero, as you have discovered, keep watching....
  2. No, meditated in the past, not regular about it. My meditation is the observation of my mind
  3. I have not thought of it as a permanent enlightenment at all, but rather as an interesting state of bliss. It was magical, I want to be back there again
  4. Every time I surrender and remove "I" and others it feels as I am falling in the abyss, mind does not have a crutch to lean on. This "I" used to think and compare its experience with others. Now, as I realize there are no "other" I cannot compare, judge or separate. I took the rug out from my feet. Every time "I" starts reasoning, I stop it there and say: " wait a minute, is there really another?" If not, does it mean this experience is Absolute from what I know? If yes, how can I rely on knowledge that came from external source. I truly do not know, I am in the state of discoverer, seem like I am experiencing something fresh, new and unknown. There are no rules in this case. This script of being is not bounded by any rules, it can play out in a bunch of different ways and is not limited by any knowledge.
  5. You are the One, there is no IF! Kinda like you are the main hero in the movie which is about you, you cannot die, my Friend
  6. Bingo! I am so excited, it is a pure miracle and magic, I want Being talk to this illusory Itself all the time but I cannot force it or wish it. LOL Amen.
  7. Thanks for your feedback, I will be honest, was a bit hard to read message, needed to read a few times you said: Synchronicity is a feeling we have when analyzing something which once created us. What do you mean exactly? Has there ever be a creation? Us? How does this creation work? Does it start at some point A and goes to some point B? Implies time? Synchronicity is a connectivity for me, everything is infinitely connected. Synchronicity is a reflection of Being everywhere. It plays with itself through itself. It mirrors your inner with your outer. It mirrors your experience and creates the match in external reality.
  8. Why is this abnormal? Can you elaborate, please?
  9. @Preety_India Evel is the idea of separation, all your suffering stems from the idea that there are subject-object relations, when this idea is dissolved, there are no evil and good, because it is a duality. All is one and perfect as is.
  10. It depends how granular you want to make it and where you begin. I don’t hold any preferences, I just want to understand, but it is not up to me to choose, right? ? Today it took me a while to remember what season we are in, what has happened to my short term memory?
  11. When “you” become acutely aware of the fact that there is nobody here, “you” have been given a gift. Reality starts to play games with itself. Synchronicities, people, right words at the right time, mind reading of others, events that are made for “you”, issues, triggers, pain and emotional response, and so on and so forth. The gift comes with unbearable pain and that is the price you pay for freedom. Pain always melts away. Reality is a maze. Every single interaction I have with the illusory “other” is seen by illusory “me” as a hint how to move further to pursue this wonderful secret in this wonderful maze. “I” am ecstatic from this journey because it gets tastier and tastier the further it unfolds. Reality surprises itself every single moment. Who am I really? Never ending quest. “I” am going to expend in this experience forever. Everything is “me”, I am looking at "myself" with "my" cat’s eyes. Issues, sorrows, and pain are not to be taken seriously. What does this Reality want to show me or point toward to when pain arises? It has become known that all the triggers here is to pave this way to the biggest realization which is yet to come. How can they trigger "me" if everything here, on this journey, has been designed for “this to happen exclusively”. Complete surrender, so what? Nobody is here anyway. People that are not real, they do not even know the taste of the chocolate, and other sensation of all the pleasures in life. Sometimes loneliness comes into play. But then “my heart” is at peace when “I” take off this personality and let the moment to unfold without personalized awareness.
  12. Because you believe in separation.
  13. @Someone here So, what are you searching here? Get out of your mind....
  14. This is separation and desire to control, don’t control your mind, just let it be as is, it’s not the main guest in the house. What you call the “Barrier” isn’t the barrier. It is “you” appearing as the barrier. Do you see it?
  15. Nuh, that is the whole point, to enjoy the Being as it unfolds, I am not looking into "the End", quite honestly. I am enjoying the ride. Yes, people can trigger me still, but not so much as it was in the past. What helps me the most? As soon as I realize that there is no separation, I am the whole canvas, call it "snapshot of Reality, at this point mind cannot move any further. Everything is perfect and the way it should be, and here, ego completely collapses.
  16. @vizual @somegirl @zurew @thisintegrated @eggopm3 @Reciprocality @Benton @Michael Jackson @captainamerica Peeps, here is my take on it: astrology is valid because ego-mind mechanism is an emergence, it is not one thing or the other, but rather emerging phenomena that comprises and creates the illusion of an individualized awareness. Therefore, each of you contain various qualities to a greater or lesser extent, for example, let's look at it from a dualiaistic point of view: I can be 40% extrovert and 60% introvert, ego-centric and altruistic depending on the experience I am having, I can be grounded and sporadic at the same time, sometimes quiet, sometimes loud, sometimes dominant, sometimes submissive. Now, plug in astrology here with its predictive methods and you will get the following: each person contains a little bit everything, as you evolve as a human being, some qualities will prevail, the other will forfeit. During your life course you will experience the whole pallet. When young you might exhibit one quality, when old the other. Because it is one spectrum with a colorful pallet. However, let's remember, we are talking about personality that is always changing. You are not the same person, every day new experience deepens your understanding about life, self, and others. Every day you can be Pisces, Aries, Capricorn, Leo and Aquarius. There is no drawn line here.
  17. Read it It is classic, he spent his whole life researching NDE. It implies future, do you realize that death always happens in the future? Time is an illusion, you can die now What is life? Who are you? Please answer this question first and then you won't have a need to ask about death. what you see as a body right now is a perceptive illusion, perceptive illusion because you seem to be in a sensory bubble of perceptions. If this whole maya is an illusion, can you really die? Are you following me? Imagine I will show you the coin now, and in a split of a second you will see a sparkle/flash/glare on the sun from its one side. The coin is still there, you know you have just seen the glare, but has really happened? It was so real and at the same time illusion. Do you understand what I am trying to say?
  18. Death, sorry . Why were you asking people what happens after death? Have you read Raymond Moody's "Life After Life" recently? Do not get why are still having these questions? Is it just for the discussion and for fun?