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I’ve come to a realization that all my life I had only one and the most important purpose: and that purpose was to understand my true nature. It seemed like I wanted people, pleasures, comfort, but at the end, deep down it revealed to me that all I wanted - to know myself through people, circumstances and pleasures. It feels like I could want someone or something, but now I see that I wanted to know the facet of my being by the help of something or someone. Truly… Have you ever questioned the nature of your desire? Why do you want it? Do you think it is just a random subject/object idea you gravitate toward? Finally, I have realized that the desire itself is not a hormonal whim, there is something deeper into it. Desire is a divine manifestation that creates an evolutional purpose. There is only one purpose and one root in all your desires: it’s Expansion! Through desire we grow and expand. Some desires are shallow but you can take each of your desire, absolutely every of them onto the next level. Outgrow your desire! Or grow yourself and your desire together. Look back and see what you’ve become. The most valuable thing in life for me was to develop deep connections with people I love: friends, family, romantic partners. Recently I’ve recognized that this desire carried the element of neediness in it. By painstakingly observing my desire I have transcended it and let it go. I have recognized that all I really wanted is not the Other, I wanted the delicious facet of myself when with the Other. Each desire curves a path of human evolution, expansion and growth. It is your compass to actualization. Would be nice to know what desires you carry and what you can do to take them to the next level. How do you see the evolution of your desire? Do see growth in it? Have you ever had desires that paved a new road in your life but never had anything to do with that road? Do you see the divine in it?

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This is your mind that wants to name objects and things. It’s doing it right now, right now in this message. it wants to name phenomena, any phenomena which is occurring in the spectrum of its so called “vision”. Do you need any “I” to be, right here, right now? Do you need to name objects. Notice the never ending rambling in your mind and recognize it as mind. It is not who you are! Notice what you call “I” was given to you by so called “others”. existence doesn’t need to be defined. Reality recognizes itself through your being, through this presence, right here and right now! Just “am”, no I needed. “You” already are! Very simple empirical feeling. There is nobody there, absolutely nothing. if you will be putting your attenuation on Iamness all the time, you will eventually recognize that the longer and clearer your attention, “I” disappears. What you will be left with is just being. It doesn’t scream about itself, it doesn’t claim, nor express itself but rather give the opportunity for this “I” to arise. even the gender notion you carry about yourself is also mind! what helped me to discern this first is to notice perceptions. Notice how what you think you are, appears as perceptions, various one. Emergence happens and your so called “I” arises out of various perceptions. There are multiple levels of this phenomenon, some are densed , other are not, very subtle…but the immediate way you form yourself is not even your body, is your thought! First and for most! Breath breathes itself!

There is only one dream and it has no beholder. When we say: “my” dream immediately separation occurs. can it be anything rather then “yours”within the present awareness or current pov? confusion happens because there is so called I vs Others. what if is there is no I? Who is the owner of the dream in this case?

I am seeing them quite often. I became more happy, love everyone and everything. Who knows maybe heart chakra opens. I am not good about chakras, but feels more like blissful state of mind.

yes, my Dear!

When you fall in love with someone’s soul, you start to understand that you fall in love with yourself in the Other! It comes with this subtle recognition of yourself in another being. It’s always with yourself, not with the other! Never the other but yourself! Other is a mirror, and when you recognize the other as yourself, magic happens. Love doesn’t see strangers in others but sees the expression of Itself in every being it touches. You embrace the other holistically. The other is seen as is, not as a function that can give you something, add something to you. But rather, ultimately the other is seen as yourself and expansion. What can I do for the other that can make them happy, and that in turn will make me happy as well? Love always wants to give, but not to take. Love wants to share, always. If you do not have money to give in a form of a gift, share experience, share knowledge with loved ones, it will make them grow. There is a certain level in the relationship with the other when you cannot break through together. Person might not meet your needs not because he does not love you, but rather because his mind is preconditioned by society, parents, upbringings, cultural difference. Sometimes you can break through and reach the other’s heart but unfortunately, you cannot re-program his mind, since it is preconditioned and already developed. For this reason, people break up. Funny thing I have noticed in my relationships that when I share wisdom, people grow with me, and then I turn around, look at them and notice how much they reflect this wisdom and knowledge. Infinite loop. And guess what? It makes me grow even more, this is how consciousness expands through love and wisdom. You share insight with your loved one, they grow, then they share it back with you. After some time, you process this insight, and it helps you to come to even a deeper understanding, it generates new insight. And this goes forever. It is like playing a ball. You throw at them, they throw at you. You throw at them, they throw at you. You keep falling and falling in love even more, with yourself, because you became One. P.S. There is no other!

Hang in there, my readers. I’m writing about splicing the "no self concept" with the manifestation power. I don't know yet how to explain the reader about the nothingness and no time concept. I feel it, I just need to put this into words. I am marrying them together now. I have discovered my way to manifest dreams.

Such a wonderful deep and incredibly beautiful post! I need time to reply back as it is very complex. The wierd part is everywhere I go, seems like everything and everyone talks about this unification of divine energies. Even my enlightened masters are talking about it, they have never mentioned this. I feel like I am truly ascending. I am grateful for our forum, so many kind people here, and so advanced. feels like reality grows with me.

Spontaneity recreates the other and you, as "you" go. Kinda like when you play the video game, remember NFS (Need for Speed) you cannot see the whole landscape and the road, it is being created for "you" as you go. There cannot be any other when clearly seen that there is no "you". The Surface of the mirror is part of your subjective experience. So, we can say it is all You. I have noticed lately that reality reflects all my beliefs now. It gives me exactly everything according to my beliefs. yes.

I know I have never believed when they said when you truly going through awakening, everything and everyone awakes with you. Now I see it so clearly.

That’s funny you’ve mentioned this. I am doing the conscious workshop right now and our guide mentioned the mirror analogy as well. He said something like when one mirror is looking at the other it creates the effect of void/pure nothingness.

It is not about them; it is about you. But that is great that you've found your perfect match who can mirror you and add to your energy. That is how completion of polarities happen. It is all about the energies but not people.

Actually, there is a way out...

@thisintegrated astrology is pretty valid when is used right. But I don’t want to be stuck in the categorization. It is all mind’s game at the end.

?Thanks, let’s give this credit an to infinite Intelligence ❤️. Thank for reading.

I find myself guilty for this too, for some reason I need to know zodiac of the person I am dealing with. I am fond of astrology. So no worries, I understand.

Notice how your mind wants to categorize and explain, because it wants to ultimately predict the behavior and patterns. It feels more safe. I don’t know who this “I” anymore. ? This “I” is being guided by spontaneity, not intention anymore.

ENFP

@Kalki Avatar Check this pic, this is crazy I have never seen so many birds’ poop on my car. It happened today, birds poop shower on my car! My car wasn’t even under the tree. How did it happen? Looks like it was from many birds, not just one. they say it brings money and luck. but this is weird.

No joke! ? Synchronicities literally fall on my head every day.

@Kalki Avatar I am seeing 222, 444 and 11:11.

Magic is in the air: love stories unfold. We’ll get back to you after a short break, don’t change the channel…?

We have a lot of regulative systems in our body, including immune, endocrine systems, CNS (central nervous system). Mind is encapsuling this synergy, including your psyche. Your psyche creates the game which we call “I”, appearance of the independent “doer”. The mind’s nature is to engage and explain, from moment to moment. This is how it expresses itself. When you have a dominant motive, let’s say a desire for something/someone, mind captures it and starts developing a story around it, however, subconsciously you can not recognize/see it. A lot of people can’t. Because they are in the sleeping state. I hope a lot of people here can. When mind catches any idea from the subconscious, it starts to explain/engage itself, very densely. But “you” can de-program these processes. That is what we are doing here with practices. You will still have basic needs to take care, and mind will still create thoughts and reactions, however, by integrating this: seeing the mind’s expression, you can smartly use its functional feature, instead of emotional one. But let’s remember that this mind is a product of consciousness. I was trying to explain it more from the scientific than spiritual point of view, so do not judge me too hard. You can still sense, perceive and feel and be in a relaxing state. Do not engage with your mind, do not allow it to create another story. Just observe and smile at it. Thank you.